Wednesday, January 31, 2007

2007年1月31日

休息时间,在一起上厕所的时候,我告诉大奶彬我和Ah Toot分手了。

“什嘛???这么快?”大奶彬总是这么夸张。周围的人都被她的惊叫声吓到,转过头来看我们。大奶彬瞪大双眼看着我,难以置信,好像在等我说:“没有啦,跟你开玩笑而已。”可是,我当然不是在开玩笑。

“你们在一起还不到一个月,就闹分手了?搞什么?”

我无奈地耸了耸肩膀。

“是因为上次吵架?”

“没有啦。不是因为吵架。是…我的问题。我觉得,我还没做好心理准备,还不够成熟。我想,我其实只把Ah Toot当作很要好的朋友。”

“唉。如果是因为吵架,我还会尝试劝你跟他和好。但是,如果你根本不喜欢他,那我也没办法。”大奶彬看起来比我还要伤心。“可是,你不觉得可惜吗?Ah Toot这个人那么好,错过了可能就再也找不到了。”

“那你怎么不去追Ah Toot?”我半开玩笑地问。

“哎呀。我对他都没有那种特别的感觉。”大奶彬一边思考,一边说。然后,又幸福地微笑,加了一句:“我的天才庆也很好嘛。”

看见大奶彬那甜蜜的样子,我开始明白恋爱是一种什么样的感觉。我和Ah Toot在一起,从开始到结束,从来都没那么甜蜜地笑过。我想,我是真的没有喜欢过他。

幸好,我和Ah Toot在一起,只有几个朋友知道:大奶彬,天才庆,和Daphne。如果更多人知道,那一定会很尴尬,我们也会很难受。身边的人会对我们指指点点,问东问西,那种场面一定很难搞。

从星期一到现在,Ah Toot看起来好像不是很伤心。我能感觉到,他正在努力尝试让一切恢复正常,回到以前我们还是朋友的阶段。虽然偶尔和他独处的时候会觉得奇怪,和他面对面说话,和他眼神交替的时候,还是会突然内疚和惭愧,但,大致上我们还是像还没成为男女朋友时一样,有说有笑,和其他朋友闹在一起。

今天的合唱团练习取消了,因为老师生病了。下课后,我,大奶彬,天才庆,美云还有Ah Toot一起去乌节路吃午餐。吃完午餐,我们留在快餐店闲聊,一直到下午4点多,天才庆说需要回家,我们才离开快餐店。

走到巴士车站,美云的巴士先到,她便说了再见就上车回家了。后来天才庆的巴士也到了。大奶彬要去天才庆的家拿一些东西,所以也跟着他一起上车。最后,只剩下我和Ah Toot在巴士车站等车。我们闲聊了几句,Ah Toot看见远处巴士快到了,便想从书包拿出钱包,准备上车,但,没想到,竟然在这时发现钱包不见了。我问他有没有仔细找,他便坐下来把书包里的东西都拿出来,但还是没有钱包。突然,我想起刚才我们在快餐店时,Ah Toot拿出钱包来买食物,就建议回去快餐店找。

到了快餐店,我们向负责人询问,有没有找到漏失的钱包,负责人说没有。我便跑到刚才我们坐的地方开始找。果然,看见一个黑色皮革钱包在桌子底下。我拿起钱包,转身想问Ah Toot这是不是他的钱包,没想到他已经在我的身后,一把从我手中抢走那钱包。他慌张地打开钱包,看看里面的东西,松了一口气,然后匆匆忙忙地跟我说一声:“谢谢,我们走吧。”

Ah Toot为什么那么怕我看见钱包里面的东西?里面到底有什么秘密呢?

47 comments:

CHAI LENG said...

haha!inside should be da tou fen and his photo!that's why he dont dare to let you see!i heard that guys who put the photo in the wallet means that the person in the photo means alot to him.so i guess there's a photo inside and the photo is you and him!jiayou!nice storyline!llove it!

Anonymous said...

Ah Toot 的 钱 包 里 肯 定 有 大 头 芬 的 照 片 的 啦!!!! 可 见Ah Toot 还 无 法 忘 记 大 头 芬,Ah Toot 真 可 怜, 只 能 跟 爱 人 做 朋 友.

Xavi said...

must be the photo of DTF and him that why he don't dare to let DTF see. It must be hard on Ah Toot.. The person he love so much is so near yet so far.. Ke lian the Ah Toot..Hope they will be couple again

Anonymous said...

His wallet confirm contained his and da tou fen photo.. If not, why Ah toot so worried about the lost of the wallet.. He jus could not forget DTF.. But i think that in the end, Ah toot and DTF will be together again...

Anonymous said...

Confirm + chop is he and DTF pic.. so sweet. He still love DTF very much but pity that DTF dont have the feeling. Guess that is call love.. hope slowly DTF will accept him. Ah Toot Jia YOu!!!!

Anonymous said...

it must the picture of them in his wallet. He really liked her a lot. But they are still young. DTF and A Toot seems to be ideally suited. The best thing in a relationship is that your partner is also your best friend or even your soulmate. Hope that DTF and Ah Toot can have a beautiful ending.

Vincent Dee said...

Ya, I also having the same comment as what the others think. But I wonder how DTF will able to find out what is in ah toot wallet! As a boy, I clearly understand the feeling lal. But as what girls like to say, I had no feeling towards you, sigh... You cant force it, so better you think wisely, comfort yourself saying that, she don want me, is her loss!!
=D

Anonymous said...

好。。。
不可思议!!!
难道,是所谓的。。。
秘密???

剧情越来越值得追哦。。。

感情世界里,有太多的。。。。。也许;;;;;;;;

Anonymous said...

难道,
幸福得放弃些什么,才可拥有??
快乐得学会些什么,才会开心??

而芬的初恋,是考验,是折难??

主角的故事让人深思,让人能从不同的角度,去看同样的问题。。。

不简单,。。。
是成长的必经之路。。。
!!!

Anonymous said...

哈,好好哦。。。

芬越来越。。。

恼!!!

答案将让她苦恼。。。

Anonymous said...

Must be DTF's photo. Although they have become friends again. The feelings will be quite awkward. But I can't deny that sometimes being friends is better than being couple, cos less stressful. But seeing that person quite often will still be painful especially when the 2 of them are still study in the same school. But never mind, who knows fate will bring them togther again when they are more matured next time! DTF jia you!

Anonymous said...

I bet is the photo of both of them when they took it on the day of breakup...Sob...

I hv this enconter too.Initially, I thought it was nothing but curosity kills me... When we were in our PE time, I saw that he drops his wallet & I pick it up & was abt to put back, my thoughts triggered... What is he hidding ?? I opened up the wallet... To my Surprise, I saw my picture with him with scribble words "Unforgetable & always there for you." I was so touched that I called him up that night. We got back but still, broke off after 1 yr b'cos our thinking is still too naive. Aiya....

Anonymous said...

DTF's Picture~!!!

kath 公主 said...

我想钱包里一定是有大头分的照片吧!
有时候爱一个人就是这样...
或许已经到了...

ah toot喜欢大头芬,but大头芬只对ah toot有好感而已。

或许是之前大头芬欠缺考虑了吧!
还是,要到失去的时候才懂得珍惜?

Anonymous said...

I think they shld get back as a couple. All they hv to do is to go out as usual but in a group (with their best friends). This will enhance their interaction & will not feel bored compared to being alone with each other.

I used to practise this when I was in courtship & it really works. But u must be sured that both of u are in love with each other lah.. Kekeke.

Best of luck to DTF & Ah Toot.

Anonymous said...

虽然他们不是男女朋友了,但如果他们还是在乎对方的话,我觉得那就足够了。怎么说,人与人之间,不管是爱情或友情,只要知道有人时时刻刻都会在你身边支持你,那就已经是很幸福的事了。
朋友变情人是一种缘分,但又能从情人变朋友更证明这是一段撤不开的缘分。怀念和想念依然会存在,可是最重要的还是珍惜现在所拥有的。
Ah Toot如果真的喜欢大头芬,他可以保留着那段情意。说不定以后,他和大头芬还会有机会的。所以大家应该加油!珍惜眼前人!

Anonymous said...

哈哈,刚刚在重播中听到佩芬念出我的comment, 还蛮高兴会被选中来念的...
(以后一定要接下去念出哦!哈哈)

每个人对这封entry都在猜疑里面是什么东西?一定要是大头芬的照片吗?哈哈...

hmm...我猜另类一点的答案吧:
应该是Ah Toot小时的光头,没有牙齿,穿着背心,很肥的照片...哈哈...

我要去澳洲了,不知道哪里听得到你的广播吗?如果听不到的话,也要加油哦佩芬!!!
既是听不到,我也一定会上你的blog来comment的...

Anonymous said...

If I'm DTF, I would reconsider the life with Ah toot! Its nt ez to get a guy, who always love only us. At least he dun changed gal friend anyhow as he likes. (I hate this type of guys)

If I'm Ah toot. I will also keep the photo, until my feeling towards DTF goes off. But who willing to give up a person that he or she love all lot rite?

Ah toot! If u really love DTF all lot, try to tell her when the rite time. If u keep that long in ur heart. It may worsen the suituation, coz end of the day u might lose a friend instead.

This is for DTF.. Feeling in loving one another, everyone would feel differently one. So import is ur own feeling not wat other feel towards wat they feel.

Frm Bernard.

Anonymous said...

I do agreed with 杰斯特. I like this sentence also. =)

朋友变情人是一种缘分,但又能从情人变朋友更证明这是一段撤不开的缘分。怀念和想念依然会存在,可是最重要的还是珍惜现在所拥有的。

Frm Bernard

Anonymous said...

OF COURSE IS DA TOU FEN'S PHOTO LA...
AH TOOT IF YOU REALLY CANNOT LEAVE THIS RELATIONSHIP...PLEASE LET DTF KNOW YOU NOT YET"SI XING" LA....
AH TOOT YOU MUST JIA YOU ... BUT DON'T BE SO HURRY , MUST LET DTF "JING ZHANG" A WHILE FIRST..
LET HER ASK TO YOU ABOUT SHE CANNOT "MEI YOU NI" HA HA...

Anonymous said...

是不是真的 ?
如果一个男生把你的照片放在自己的皮夹里,就代表那个男生很爱很爱你 ?
为什么?
为什么爱情没有天长地久?

Anonymous said...

hahah!~since he so rich..sekali his dad sub a credi card for him loh.-_- ok lah!~jokin!!

ya loh!!~juz lik everyone..i think is both of their photo lah..the one they took @ ECP!

ah toot shi sweeet de loh!=)

Anonymous said...

ah toot ruls

Anonymous said...

Ah Toot因该是把那天他们在东海岸公园拍的照片放在里面了。

可怜的Ah Toot。。。 伤心的眼泪还要往肚子里吞。。。

希望下来的storyline可以把他们两个在凑成一对。 让大头芬感动掉泪。。 (n.n)

Anonymous said...

钱包里面我跟大家都有同样的看法。
男生大多数会把自己喜欢的人照片放在钱包里。

然后我也觉得他们应该分。因为有一方发现她不是把他当爱人,只是把他当作她的最好朋友就是所谓的知己。

要是这段爱情再拖下去只会让大家更辛苦。倒不如做回好朋友,他还可以在她的身旁陪着她。要不然就什么都没有了。

ah toot他应该很快可以康复过来。

你写的故事,真得很好看。加油哟。。。。

Anonymous said...

我也觉得是大头芬和他的合照。。。他们俩不能在一起我觉得蛮可惜,因为我觉得大头芬和ah toot很配!但爱情是不能勉强,做不了情人,做好朋友也不错啊。。。佩芬你要加油哦!我很喜欢大头芬的世界!

J.me Ko said...

Inside maybe is DTF photo.. he scare DTF will be more sad when u see e photo...

peishi said...

haha yeah i agree with others. it must be the photo! ah toot jia you ah!

Anonymous said...

i think inside got 大 头 芬 的 照 片 的 啦!!!! Ah Toot 还 无 法 忘 记 大 头 芬,Ah Toot 真 可 怜, 只 能 跟 爱 人 做 朋 友. Ah Toot如果真的喜欢大头芬,他可以保留着那段情意。说不定以后,他和大头芬还会有机会的。所以大家应该加油!珍惜眼前人

Anonymous said...

SHOULD BE THE PHOTO OF DATOUFEN AND AH TOOT INSIDE. THAT IS WHY HE IS SO ANXIOUS!

JUST BECAUSE AH TOOT MISSES HER DOESN'T MEAN THAT THEY SHOULD BE TOGETHER!

IF DATOUFEN DOESN'T HAVE THAT KIND OF 'INTENSE' FEELING FOR HIM, SHE WOULD END UP HURTING HIM!

STILL FELT THAT IN FUTURE, THERE COULD BE DRAMATIC DEVELOPEMENT BETWEEN TIANCAI QING AND DATOUFEN!

Jason said...

hmmm everyones comment is so standard..

it might be true that ah toot wallet might have DTF and his photo..but if it is only a photo of 2 good friends..he wouldnt have overreact..i think he could have use photoshop and change their photo to a wedding photo..thats why he is afraid of letting DTF to see..=X

Anonymous said...

Maybe Ah-toot din want to break up with DTF, as for the wallet my guess is also the photo which he asked DTF to take with her. prehaps they can stay friends and when the time , the place and the person is right, thye might be fated to be 2gether again.

Anonymous said...

哈哈
他们还会有机会在一起吗?
因该是合照了

蓝色的瑜 said...

因为里面是芬的照片,所以AH TOOT才会紧张的拿回皮夹,因为不想让芬看见。。。分在爱情里还不够成熟,因为是初恋的关系,所以还不能真的了解释真的爱他还是喜欢和他在一起的感觉。。爱和喜欢是不一样的,所以必须要分清楚,这样才不会伤了自己还有对方。。爱他就要让他知道,因为他有权利知道你喜欢她,人一生活一次,要遇上彼此都爱对方的人不容易,可能只有那么一次,为何不勇敢说出口,不要让自己留下遗憾,接受与拒绝就让对方去决定,可能你们彼此都在等对方开口。。说出口你的心里会很舒服。。。不要害怕会因此连朋友都没得做,勇敢点!!!不要留下遗憾与后悔!!

polestar said...

最惨的莫过于你爱的人就在你的眼前。。但你却不能和他相爱!

toot toot 很可怜!!

Anonymous said...

Sorry, in e end did ah toot email DTF e pic to which took at 东海岸公园?

Anonymous said...

why is everybody breaking now???datoufen broke with ahht00t...my fren fiona break with her boyfren frm other sch00l...my fren gwendolyn break with her boyfren in my class...so sad...then the guy,deon,who broke with gwendolyn likes another person in my class,stacie..then they now on stead lor..and in my class everybody know he had a stead with gwendolyn in the begginning..including stacie..then she still so happy lor...stupid..i hate her...most of the guys in my class say stacie cuter than gwendolyn..but in my opinion,i find gwendolyn cuter than stacie lor..i hate them!!!

Anonymous said...

erm....can u tell us the where is the cafe that ah toot took datoufen to play games located?

Shuqi said...

是大头芬和他的合照。
其实我认为对爱情一定不能太执著,做回好朋友也不是件坏事。起码他们之间能自在的做回朋友,说说笑笑的。因为,我们拥有的永远比失去的多啊!加油吧!

Anonymous said...

可能 ah toot 的皮包里有一些关于大头芬的东西?我想可能ah toot 是忘不了大头芬和大之前说拥有的茄,但很尴尬和害羞的跟她说吧。

Anonymous said...

大家都说是大头芬和Ah Toot的照片。随然是一个很普遍的答案,但是我还是觉得是他们俩在东海岸的合照。一个人一旦喜欢另一半,他会把她的照片放在皮包或者手机里。这样一来随时随地都能看一看对方。

Anonymous said...

Haiz.. da tou fen inside the wallet 100% is your photo liao.. As Ah Toot really love you so much only you dunno.. You really think Ah Toot want to break up with you ma? Da tou fen, da tou fen pls give Ah Toot a chance and also give you a chance i know be friend can forever but your have already start as bf/gf if you want to change back as friendship in past is cant lor.. As i believe in your deep heart you love Ah Toot lor.. So pls dun lie to yourself.. Jiayou!! Go,go,go Da Tou Fen / Ah Toot.

**PS. I really love this story alot, as this is my first time see this storyline and i read all form the start to now really very touch give me remember alot in past. Thank you to 933 have this nice storyline keep in up..

Anonymous said...

confirm de la.. SURELY DTF pic de

Anonymous said...

我不觉得不是给不给机会的关系。 而是如果大头芬一点都不喜欢toot ,那她跟他在一起,我觉得toot 会更伤心的。

大头芬,要给自己一点时间好好的想一想,想你到底喜不喜欢toot 。
不要给自己太多的压力。。。!
加油。

Anonymous said...

i dun want da tou fen 2 grow up so fast lor... if the show can like go on 4 a few years it is going 2 b real great... inside tat wallet muz b da tou fen's photo larh...

Anonymous said...



Guarantee plus lifetime warranty is their photo. From the start can see Ah Toot is the type that is timid when it comes to love matters. I really pity Ah Toot, he has to swallow all the sadness and unwillingless and put on a brave front in front of his close-friend and also his "lover".

Jesslyn said...

i bet it should be datoufen and his photo

i dunno wan them to break up actually...