Wednesday, April 25, 2007

星期三,雨天

原来,大奶彬早就知道神秘客是志聪了。不过,志聪要大奶彬答应他帮忙保守这个秘密,所以大奶彬不能告诉我。从那时候起,大奶彬便成了志聪的军师,帮助志聪进一步了解我,也帮他想点子追求我,而他们的感情也因此越来越好。前一阵子,志聪,大奶彬,惠玲和我一起去图书馆温书,大奶彬和志聪有说有笑、轻声细语,就是在讨论关于我的事。

那天,志聪告诉大奶彬,他很伤心,因为我说想知道他(神秘客)是谁,于是他约我在宿舍的巴士站见面,等了我两个多小时,我始终没出现。他认为我觉得他很烦,所以才会这样耍他。大奶彬便解释说我是因为睡过头才没去和他见面的,事后我也很气自己。大奶彬还建议志聪不要再搞什么神秘了,鼓励他赶快向我表白。所以,这次考试结束,我想,志聪应该会约我谈吧。

这几天,我都在给志聪一些暗示,希望能促使他放弃对我的追求。当他来找我聊天或吃饭时,我都会想一些很敷衍的理由拒绝。每当他传简讯过来,我不会马上回应,甚至没有给他任何答复。上网时,我也对他不理不睬。真的很希望我的冷淡,能够阻止他向我表白。因为,我不想伤害他。对我而言,志聪是个值得珍惜的好朋友,我真的不想我们之间的友谊就这样结束。

已经好久没和Ah Toot联络了。自从那一次在快餐店发现他还收着我们中学时拍的合照之后,就没再和他见面了。不知道是我故意避开他,还是他有意避开我,我们在网上也没聊天,SMS也很少。这两个多星期,他到底在忙什么呢?只是忙考试吗?还是…在忙别的?总是有一种预感,最近Ah Toot的生活里可能发生了一些新鲜事,一些Ah Toot不愿和我分享的事。

下个星期一就考完试了。不过,不同科系的学生考试结束的日期也不一样,Ah Toot应该比我迟一些才考完。既然已经决定考试过后要约他出来见面了,不如先问问他哪一天考完,再决定见面的日期吧。于是,我传了一个SMS给Ah Toot。

“你的考试什么时候结束?”

Ah Toot没有马上回答。等了15分钟,他还是没回应。等了半个小时,还是没有收到答复。可能他在忙吧。

晚餐时间,我和大奶彬还有慧玲一起到宿舍食堂吃饭。这么巧,志聪也在这个时候到食堂吃晚餐。我瞥了大奶彬一眼,她心虚地对我微笑。就知道是她搞的鬼。我走到大奶彬身旁,在她耳边说了一句:“不是告诉你我已经做了决定吗?你干嘛还要撮合我们?”

大奶彬小声回答:“我真的没办法!他一直SMS问我,我们什么时候下来吃晚餐,我不可能不回答他嘛。”
唉。怎么办?我一直努力在给志聪暗示,要他死心,大奶彬却一直在鼓励他,给他希望。

“你不要再帮他了啦!”我很认真地看着大奶彬,慎重警告她。

大奶彬被我的严肃吓了一跳。“不用那么凶吧。我知道该怎么做了啦。”

晚餐后,我们回宿舍继续读书。突然想起Ah Toot还没回我的简讯。于是,我又传了一个SMS给他。

“喂。下午传给你的SMS,收到了吗?”

5分钟过后,终于收到Ah Toot的回应了。

“哦。对不起,下午忘了回答你。你问我什么时候考完,对吗?是下个星期四。”

虽然我听不到,也看不到Ah Toot,但可以从他的简讯里感觉到陌生和距离。是我过于敏感吗?

认识Ah Toot这么多年,这是他第一次忘记回我的简讯。有一点难过。

63 comments:

lynn said...

AIYOO..
DUN SAD LA..
MAYB AH TOOT REALLY VERY BZ UNTIL FORGET 2 REPLY UR MSG LEH..
ANYWAY WISH DTF CAN GET A GOOD RESULT IN EXAM..
JIA YOU LO....

Anonymous said...

haha.. maybe ah toot studying then he scared sms distract him..
da tou fen jia you~ I also having exam these few weeks.. jia you & good luck to all having exams !!
pei fen jia you also~

Anonymous said...

it goes more and more like my own story.. hehe.. i dunno how to deal wiz it.. DTF,maybe u tell me what to do~~ ^________^

Anonymous said...

to above anonymous poster:
u can blog ur story too :D

Anonymous said...

hmm me suspect ah toot got new gf le.. dun noe is it sammi "she is san bao" dun noe she got go and console ah toot when he is done then they are together le..
pls penfei dun let ah toot for for another gers it iwll be veri sad de. when the person u luv luv another gers, and u cant tell him u like him tat is a veri :( and the heart wil turn veri sour.. wish ah fen can be wif ah tot if tat is her wish...peifen dun let ah fen have a sad & sour heart... :(

Anonymous said...

lol
i think my guess sure correct de

ah tootz got a new gf le

that will make story more spicy and interesting

somemore this is not fairy tale that everything is perfect.

in practical always got up and downs.a truely treasured relationship is most likely to have lots of up and downs before they finally able to get together as a pair

and is DTF never treasure ah tootz initially de,sigh


hope she will learnt her lesson,


PS for all:
its better to treasure what u have and grab the chance rather to let others wait long long,if u miss it sometimes one may never be able to be given a 2nd chance le.

Anonymous said...

真的很希望我的冷淡,能够阻止他向我表白。因为,我不想伤害他。对我而言,志聪是个值得珍惜的好朋友,我真的不想我们之间的友谊就这样结束。

This is a very self-contradicting attitude. It's not like being cold to him won't hurt him, and I'd hardly think it will encourage him to continue being friends the way you were before.

The best way not to hurt him is to talk to him and tell him no in a gentile and sensitive manner. Anyway, judging from what I've heard of him, I think he can take being told no better than being treated this way. Or you could tell him through DNB, since DNB is already the middle woman here.

Hmm, so folks in a similar situation, if you're lucky enough to have somebody who can act as the go-between like DNB, maybe that's the best plan. Have the go-between make it sound like he/she found out your feelings and decision while chatting 'innocently', so that all parties will not lose face / feel awkward.

On the other hand, making Ah Toot turn cold towards DTF is quite a surprising twist, because it's quite clearly against the wishes of the many DTF fans here. Haha, now you'll start facing pressure to make Ah Toot go back to liking DTF. (I'm all for the soap opera, though. :) )

Anonymous said...

This may be due to different attitude of guys and gals handling love. Possiblly when DTF finally realises her feeling, Ah toot finally decides to give up...... Hopefully the story will not be like this.

Anonymous said...

天啊!今天没有听到大头芬,因为考试所以不能守在收音机前。读了后,感到哀伤。为何故事的发展如此让我感到共鸣?大头芬,如果你真的错过了“ah toot",你也只能怪自己当初的理性吧,只能怪自己,为何没有跟着心走。我也有过这种感受,非常痛苦。真的真心祈祷大头芬和ah toot不要落到如此下场。大头芬,加油!我会为你祈祷的。希望有情人终成眷属。

woei chyi said...

don't be sad about it :) Ah Toot might be busy studying for his exams. Hope that dtf would be able to tell Ah Tooh how she feels towards him. And try not to be "cold" to zhi cong ba, coz i worried that dtf may lose this good friend in the end. Maybe dtf can have a good talk with zhi cong on how she feels and what she would want to do ba. Maybe that would be better :)

Anyway, it's getting more and more interesting. Jia you Oh!!!

Anonymous said...

hmm.. maybe DTF should talk to zhichong rather than to avoid him. Wonder what ah toot is busy with to forget to reply DTF's sms...
Really hope that ah toot & DTF can be together.

Cindy said...

feel that ah toot like got a new gf le...so sad for DTF...they both like each other so much de...shouldn't be end up like that...and DTF had rejected zhi cong and choosen ah toot over him..hope ah toot doesnt have a change of heart :(
Gd luck for exams!

Anonymous said...

New target for ah-toot...

DTF didn't really appreciate him in the first place...

5 years is not a short period. Guess ah-toot finally woke up his idea.

Anonymous said...

Really happy that DTF is so firm with her decision... =)

Anyway, i really really 不想看到 Ah Toot 对 DTF 的心意会起什么变化... He wait for DTF so long liao. I believe that Ah Toot will sure 坚持到底!!!

Just 2 weeks after DTF know about the photo. DTF also 也好不容易的搞清楚她心里的最爱了.

So this relationship is so hard to come by... 一定要好好珍惜!!!

好不容易出现的曙光, Ah Toot 可不能在这个时候放弃 DTF 的...
Ah Toot will be Ah Toot... I trust him~~~

Ah Toot GANBATTE!!!

Anonymous said...

maybe ah toot knows that zhi cong is the secret admirer and thought that DTF also likes zhi cong. so ah toot decided to withdraw his love for DTF to avoid making things too complicated for her.

Anonymous said...

如果AhToot的态度就像牛顿第一定律所说的那样“静者衡静,动者衡动”的话,那么有可能这一次也是有意的避开大头芬咯。记得从大头芬发觉AhToot的皮包里有他们的合照当天,AhToot就开始冷了下来。看来是‘退者衡退’。

AhToot这样的反应,我也猜不出状况。不过AhToot可能嗅到大头芬的积极了吧?

佩芬加油!

Anonymous said...

yah lohz.. i agree with the previous comment... muz be coz ah toot knows zhi cong likes DTF liaoz...so decide to cheng quan them... haha.. muz be the DNB tell ah toot one... then tell him to give up... coz i think she like support the zhicong more than ah toot liaoz...

Anonymous said...

Paiseh...衡should be恒.

Anonymous said...

no please.. ah toot please get together with dtf..

卫斯理 said...

有个不祥的预感。。。佩芬,求求妳千万不要拆散大头芬和AH TOOT。现实生活中已经有太多的遗憾和后悔,真的很希望大头芬和AH TOOT能有情人终成眷属。真不明白为什么大头芬要等到考试后才说呢?There is never the "right' time coz now is the best time.希望大头芬决定做的事不会太迟。

Anonymous said...

Hmm~~ ok my guess was right wor. Hehe... Sheng Mi Ke really is Zhi Chong. Ah Toot seems to have a change of attitude twds DTF. I dun think he got someone already. First, he loved her for so many years. Second, that last time DTF met him, he still loved her. I dun think his feeling will change so fast over a few days. Moreover, it's exam period.
Maybe he is also worried that he may cause stress to DTF during these exam period. So he had to control himself not to create more stress to her over his matter. Or maybe he is preparing something or surprise for her. Well guess I'll have to wait till Friday to see how the story goes. I dun really want to hear that ah toot have someone in mind. Cause after waiting for DTF so long, finally DTF knows and was sure abt her feelings then he give up. That will be very sad wor.
Peifen once again thanx for creating Da Tou Fen De Shi Jie.

Jinjue (>.<)v

flightbox said...

actually we still have no idea what dtf is going to do. how come everyone so gan chiong wanna write their own story? pls peifun, surprise us

kathrynkeok said...
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kathrynkeok said...

大头芬,如果你真的喜欢Ah Toot就告诉他,不然你以后会后悔的!我趁经有和你一样有这样过!!!听了好伤感哦!因为我到最后两个都放弃!!加油哦!!勇敢哦!!

Anonymous said...

oh..
DTF don't too sad, don't give up oh.must fight for ur love.
even finally not success but at least have been put effort for it.so won't feel regret.

i guess ah toot won't simply forgot reply DTF msg..
cos at toot have been love DTF 5 years,won't be so quickly and simply to forget DTF de.
Mayb some1 had told him wat zhi chong hav done or he think DTF choose zhi chong alrd.so he try to be cool and avoid DTF.
Ah toot 'mei yong qi'to fight v zhi chong,he scared will happen like the last time thing again.he wan DTF happy.
so,at toot & DTF,hav be more brave lor.hope they will happy.

nomatter how the story going,sure hav the reason.i will support u.
pei fen,jia you.

Anonymous said...

New target for ah-toot...

DTF didn't really appreciate him in the first place...

5 years is not a short period. Guess ah-toot finally woke up his idea.

Agree
5years is abit too much
in some sense many may support DTF
however being nasty and fair to the guy,i would rather DTF regret in pain and learnt his lesson for not treasuring the things she initially have

HUO KAI.

if it really is such a case ,then pls learnt from yur mistake.and dont repeat in future.

AH Toot said...

Hm... quite a suprise turnout. you did suprise me... oh by the way, hi pei fen, i wrote a Ah Toot story from the beginning.... hope you can visit my blog and give me some comment. Good day. and smile always, you got an angel smile. :D

Anonymous said...

DTF,i really no believe AH Toot Change His Mind now...
He wait you 5 years already,you cannot waiting back for him a few days only meh....You Too unfair to him...That time you not accept ah toot be a boyfriend,now ah tooot "may be" woke up his mind...B'cos he feel very upset because you reject him b'4.Who'll "hou nian pi" to trouble u leh....
He Still LOVE you one ,i'm very sure about this.....

So AH TOOOOT & DTF Gambateh neh......

Jia You bah ^-^

Anonymous said...

Ah Tooot Muz "da dao qi di" - Zhi Chong wow......
I will always support you....

And then hoh,DTF Sometimes girl also muz take some action when situation are unstable...DTF! Wake Up LA.......

Anonymous said...

no no... pls let DTF to be with ah toot. dont let ah toot go away. it is very sad, if they cannot be together after all these years.

Anonymous said...

hey DTF dun b sad lahx he may nt hav seen ur sms
frm wad i c he still cares bout u very much
JIA YOU DTF
all e way fr exams=)))

加油!加油!

Anonymous said...

I was wondering if the guy, sammi who was in her hostel hanky panky with is "Ah Toot" or not..

Anonymous said...

you know, maybe you really should give zhicong a chance? certain relationships, they mean more in memory instead of reality...

Anonymous said...

i think DTF should stop avoiding ZhiChong and face this problem.. because DTF are hurting him even more.. if DTF dun like ZhiChong, she should let him know~!!(its sad to know that the person u like avoiding u.. T-T)

i think Ah Toot is really busy ba.. and i believe he won't change his heart so easily~~

DTF.. JIA YOU.. let ah toot know wat u thinking.. whether DTF and ah toot is together a not.. just be happy man.. ^^

Anonymous said...

Sammi is not with Ah-Toot... Else Hui Lin will recognize him... Please don't speculate on that further... *faint*

Anonymous said...

人就是这样的,当你想要珍惜的时候,它就变质了。所以呢,大家都要珍惜眼前的东西。

~Grace~

Anonymous said...

so sad..... hope everything is fine between da tou fen & ah toot.... i really hope they can be together in the end cos can really sense tat both of them luv each other.... & nowadays it is so hard to find someone like ah toot like her so much & so long......

Anonymous said...

嗯…終于,獸獸一直在擔心的事終于發出了危險的氣味…在大頭芬终于作了一个决定之后,獸獸就開始擔心…擔心着一種定律正即將發生。

這是一種在感情世界里沒有明文規定,卻是一直存在的定律-就是〖女人正想要開始,男人卻已經結束〗。

大頭芬用了5年在徘徊和猶豫着“自己對Ah Too的感情究竟是什么?”,隨着歲月的累積,這種危險的定律就開始悄悄地醞釀着。5年,一個不短的時間,也還好…終于大頭芬也驚覺了這一點,想要為Ah Toot、為自己做些什么的時候,但是…是不是Ah Toot還有這個意愿呢?只有筆者和Ah Toot知道吧?!畢竟Ah Toot也說過:“…如果有一天,当我看见那张照片,不再有心痛的感觉时,那就证明我已不再…爱你了。”

也許女人都是顧慮太多的生物,所以往往錯過了很多;而男人卻是比較沒有耐心的一類吧?!所以一樣也會錯過很多…兩性之間的配合真的、真的很重要。

不管接下來,大頭芬、Ah Toot、或是志聰的故事怎么發生,希望大頭芬還是大頭芬…還是那個天真浪漫、喜歡風花雪月的大頭芬…:)

Anonymous said...

Should Ah Toot cool down at this moment ... its very sad. It can happen though ... but hope not.

When one of the writers said Sammie's boyfriend (scene happened in the hostel's room) might be Ah Toot, my goose-pimple stood up ... just could not term that image to Ah Toot - too cruel.

Tai Yew Mun said...

hmm...
Seems to me like Ah Toot doing to DTF what she did to ZC. Maybe he having 2nd thoughts liao. I hope DTF dun give up and work harder to win back Ah toot's heart.

Anonymous said...

Wa... story getting more and more interesting... i wonder if DTF is very troubled by the complicated situation now, to that extend that she is not concentrating on the exam... surely after reading the late sms, she will feel very very troubled and wanting to find out wat's going on... if she is, i think she should go and find ah toot immediately to clarify things just in case it's too late... from wed to thurs is about a week... too long to bear lei... as for zhicong, i think still can wait until exam finished la, but dun give him any ideas now...

looking forward to the next issue...

thanks pei fen for this wonderful story.. realistic

Anonymous said...

芬应该向志聪当面说清楚。 如果彼此友情够深的话,我想。。。他们都能看得开吧。。。

至于啊toot,我的想法是:(先不说他另有新欢,因为如果没有别的理由的话,这是最有可能的了)记得啊toot做事很专心,比较多可能是他在忙。而芬的感觉是,啊toot的专心程度,可能已经到了会冷落她的地步了。。。

我还有一个歪想,就是。。。可能。。那张照片被某某人什么什么了。。。所以啊toot正在难过,还因此考不好很难过...

Chronotee

Anonymous said...

嗯。。。mayb ah toot really bz with the exams then forgot about the msg...or...ahtoot wanna forget about dtf but cant in the end?but i dont like it like that,i want dtf n ah toot together!but a real relationship shold b hard to get or u will not cherish it!
加油 dtf!!

Anonymous said...

Peifen:

Actually find it weird that some viewers are speculating that Ah toot has a new gf. Dunno, I just feel that Ah toot will not be so eager to get a gf yet, as he is so faithful towards DTF. Well, let's see how the story goes, awaiting a surprise!

Anonymous said...

mayb ah toot is doing wat dtf did 2 zhi cong!give the guy a chance,girl!(but i do want dtf being with ah toot,hes a nice guy)

jia you peifen n datoufen!

Anonymous said...

2 not let dtf b so sad...maybe the next 1 should be like:dtf saw ah toot watching her photo she took with him n cried?and ah toot did not reply her sms b cos he wanna forget her...anyway,u r the author!u make the choice!i do wish ah toot is still thinking of dtf!but ah toot having new gf(sammie)will add spice 2 the story!

Anonymous said...

i think ah toot must be scolding himself for not replying on time...

but i think ah toot will be v happy when he hears what dtf have to say... after all, i believe he also noe that zhi cong like her... and that dtf choose him over zhicong... :)

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Anonymous said...

My view is Ah Toot after letting DTF discover his true feeling. When DTF have no reaction decided to move on.

Cos i think Ah Toot it self might have more admirer than Sammie only. However he did not involve in a r/s cos he love DTF all this time. But seeing that DTF have suitor like the Shen Mi Ke. It will be sad when DTF will suddenly discover that his wallet no longer contain the pic taken 5yrs ago.
Anyway no one can blame AH Toot for a person to wait patiently for 5yr require a lot of endurance.

Hehe. After saying all this i still prefer happy ending. Still hope AH Toot and DTF can be together. Jia you!!!!

Anonymous said...

haha.. i'm so interested in knowing how things will go between ah fen and ah toot.. hope they will go together thou alot of other listeners think tt he might haf a gf.. i sincerely think tt ah toot wun haf a change of heart suddenly after 2wks.. but i think he might haf reacted coldly cos he's bz with e exams bahx.. i oso think ah fen shldn't be cold towards zhi cong.. cos he did treat her well whole-heartedly.. so if her choice was ah toot instead of him, i think tt he will be quite 'da fang' to give them his best wishes.. hmm, ah fen shld also tell zhi cong truthfully, so as to reduce the amount of hurt tt's gonna be caused.. after draggin for so long..

hope ah toot and ah fen
will live happily eva after
=) smilE!!!

Anonymous said...

希望Ah Toot和大头芬不会有太大的问题...

Anonymous said...

well, sometimes we can't control everything so what we can do is to use our own head to think logically but then follow your heart.thats my advice

Anonymous said...

yah lohz.. y DTF have to give zhi cong the cold shoulder... if i were him.. sure very hurt one... coz dun understand y suddenly lidat.. especially from the ger he likes...

Dun understand wat's so difficult about talking things out with each other.. not like zhi cong is some psycho that will do stupid things if DTF say she dun like him.. i mean as a guy... he'll understand if the ger u like say she actuallie like some else la... ai qing cannot mian qiang anyway wat... yupz.. he'll be sad la.. but by avoiding him i think DTF will juz make him 10 times more sad lohz..

haha.. sorry abit agitated.. coz got personal experience.. until now still dun understand why cant tok things out and make things easier for everyone...

Anonymous said...

Sometimes it is not that easy to reject someone. Not as easy as u think it is... DTF has dropped hints, this is a way to tell zhizhong that there is no room for trying. If zhizhong cant catch the hint then too bad.

Anonymous said...

NOW!I can comfirm datoufen like Ah Toot!!!VERY HAPPY... ^O^

Anonymous said...

阿toot 会跟大头芬在一起吗?

好想快点知道答案。

Anonymous said...

觉得 Ah toot 对大头芬的感情已经开始冷淡了... 好像已放弃的感觉... 已 moved on 了... 哎. 5 年的等待是蛮久的.. 大头芬.. 要怪也只能怪自己没好好珍惜之前的机会吧...

Anonymous said...

I think Ah toot must be very happy seeing DTF's sms.. but he wasn't sure if to reply as he is trying to concentrate on his revisions and still he is trying to get over DTF. He is afraid that he will lose control once he replied. However, he doesn't want to lose her as a friend either, so when DTF sms him the 2nd time he replied coldly.. -- I truely can feel..

Anonymous said...

zhi chong jia you

Anonymous said...

nan dao ah toot got new stead??

Anonymous said...

ah toot真的怪怪的;
如果你真的在意一个人,
他的一切你都会很在意的,
即使只是一封无关紧要的短讯。。
看来,是有不妥了啊……

我是很想听到大头芬和ah toot在一起,
但是……事情,好像往往都不会那么顺利的……

佩芬,加油噜~

Anonymous said...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH >< AH TOOT! >< he got gf liao ah? TT dont abondon DTF leh... hope he busy with exams nia ><

Turtle Lee said...

haha... da tou fen so cute...