Wednesday, April 18, 2007

星期三,多云

今天,考第一张试卷。考得怎样呢?还好啦。应该ok吧。至少每一题都有尝试回答。也没有难到让我脑袋空白的问题。嗯。应该不会太差吧。

我不喜欢在考试过后和其他同学比较答案。如果比较了得知自己的答案和别人不一样,又不能改正,那么知道正确答案也只会让自己不愉快,还会开始胡思乱想,担心其他的答案是否正确,最终成绩会如何。所以,每次考试过后,我都会很快地闪开,避免跟同学讨论试卷。今天也不例外,老师一宣布可以离开考场,我就匆匆跑出去,拿起书包回宿舍。

回到宿舍,大奶彬也刚考完试回来。既然明天我们都没考试,于是决定放自己半天假,到乌节路去吃东西,逛街。

来到乌节路,发觉自己已经很久没到这一带逛了。以前,中学时期,几乎每个星期都会来一、两次,对每一家百货公司都很熟悉。升上大学,星期一到五待在宿舍,周末的时候就回家看电视,玩电脑,比较少出外走走。今天,赫然发现这里很多商店都不一样了。我真的那么久没来逛街了吗?还是一切都改变得太快了?

吃了午餐,大奶彬说想去她最爱的那家女性服饰店看看。途中,我们有说有笑,一起计划考试过后要做些什么好玩的东西。突然,大奶彬沉默了。我察觉到她的视线固定在前面的某一个地方,于是跟着她视线转过头去看个究竟。

我看见一男一女,手牵着手,很开心很甜蜜地聊天。男生大概是我们的年龄吧,看他的穿着,应该也是学生。男生属于斯文书生型,不过看得出他也蛮会打扮的,身上穿的衣服很时尚。他的女朋友很娇小,很漂亮,也一样很会打扮。两人走在一起,简直是金童玉女,天生一对。

这对情侣渐渐向我们这边走来,大奶彬一直注视着他们。男生往我们这边撇了一眼,面无表情地搭着女朋友的肩膀和我们擦身而过。

大奶彬终于停下脚步,站在原地。

“喂,你怎么啦?不舒服吗?”

大奶彬摇了摇头,低声回答:“刚才那个男生,就是猪头。”

“哦。”一时不知道该说什么。

“他也真过分,把我当透明一样。怎么说我们也算是朋友啊,打个招呼会死啊?”

“可能,他觉得尴尬?”

“哎呀!算了算了!不要让他这种无聊又愚蠢又恶心的大笨猪影响我的好心情!我们走吧!”

大奶彬说完,拉着我的手又继续往目的地走。一路上,大奶彬没说什么,但我知道她的心里一定不好受。总觉得她还没完全放下对猪头的感情。虽然是不对的,因为大奶彬已经有了天才庆,但我也能理解感情的事有时真的很难控制。

让我百思不解的,是为什么那个猪头有了一个条件那么好的女朋友,还会想要同时找另一个女生来消磨时间?是要寻找刺激吗?还是真的无法控制地喜欢上大奶彬?在爱情的世界里,要专一真的那么困难吗?

49 comments:

Anonymous said...

oh so surprise i m the 1st to post... oh finially zhu tou appear.. Guy is like tat de mah one gf where got enough alway wan many and new love "flirt". Not only guy will like tat alot of gers wif gd bf oso go step 2 boat. Ah fen dun be disapponted Ah toot is so nice to u so he wont betray u like zhu tou de. :)
jia you
xuan

huiyin said...

哈哈 我应该是第二个吧
佩芬 我很利害列
我从大头芬中学的第一篇看到现在最新的一篇
很兴奋啊哈哈
大头芬真的很可爱啊!!!
故事也超级好看
我会继续支持的
猪头不愧是猪头 超级欠打的~
希望早日知道神秘客是谁丫!!!!
^^~gambateh!!!

惠颖~马来西亚^^

Anonymous said...

Actually Tcq treat Dnb very well.Just don't understand why Dnb have to treat Tcq in this way.Feel very sad for Tcq.Even Dnb don't like Tcq or don't have feeling for him any more,she should tell him straightforward,don't let him waste so much time on her and give him so much hope.But sometimes relationship is really quite complicated.Don't have also trouble,have also very trouble.But also must see got fate,luck and most important is sincerity,hope Dtf will be zhuan yi too,don't be blurr blurr or think too simple already.Hope Dtf's relationship will be smooth and full of happiness.Hope your decision will be ah toot.Can see Ah toot from the past until now still very devoted and loved dtf alot.Hope dtf can think carefully and don't play play any more.Not evrybody can take this pressure and stress too.

Anonymous said...

hey why the zhu tou seems to be a flirt? hmm same as that irritating sammie.haii DnB don think about that zhu tou le!

Anonymous said...

DtF..why u din realise that ah toot is very zhuan yi?hmm maybe u can give him and yourself another chance to start afresh?

Anonymous said...

对不起,刚才错过了首播。。。

不过据我所读,今天的故事让我只觉得天才庆。。。i just feel sad for him lor. 到现在,大奶彬发生什么事,他一点都不知道。。。作为男朋友,他应该很无助吧。

这种事也是人之常情啦。。。要把对一个人的感情完全忘掉是不可能的。。。两首歌可以解释:梁静茹的 我还记得 和 孙燕姿的新歌:我怀念的。

会不会是因为我常追听‘故事’的关系,我好像没那么多想发了,只是想快点知道接下来会怎样。总之,希望到最后不管大头芬有没有做任何的选择,都不要后悔。

大头芬阿大头芬。。。总觉得到最后你会做错一些决定叻。。。不要太大头hor...加油

to笔者:All the Best!!!

Chronotee

Anonymous said...

Very happy that we do not have to wait so long to read the "written" story .. normally you took quite a while to post it on the net..

When you mentioned that you did not understand why ZhuTou, after having such a nice girlfriend still flirt around ... what about DNB - didn't she behave the same too??? She has such a nice and devoted boyfriend in TCQ and yet she behaves so badly ... Sigh...

Anonymous said...

tink Zhu Tou wana try new thing> "flirt" coz in relationship long liao will get bored. then mayb DNB tink tis guy is interesting without knowing it she is involve in complicated relationship. the reason could be some people wan more love n attention. hmm would like to know more abt the secret admirer of DTF & TCQ.

Anonymous said...

tink DNB should try to get over the zhutou as soon as possible.. since he already act until like he does not even noe her, y even bother to care.. those kind of guys aren't worth e effort.. she shld treasure TCQ more, cos he is treatin her good whole-heartedly.. DTF ar! DTF... dun always be too da tou over ur frens matter.. sometimes u nid to think about ur own prob... wad's going to go on between u and ah toot or zhi cong is also veri crucial.. haha... awaiting to noe whu u reali choose...

anyway.. nice story.. pei fen JIA YOU!!
=YING= (^_^)

Anonymous said...

在感情的世界里,沟通是很重要的。或许正是因为天才庆在服兵役,没这么多时间陪大奶彬,大奶彬才会一时想不开,要寻找另一段感情吧。无论如何,很高兴大奶彬并没有做错选择,要不然以后可能后悔的是她。正因为如此,也希望大奶彬能够快点忘记那位比猪还恶心的猪头!

旺旺

Anonymous said...

站在都对伴侣不忠的角度上,猪头和大奶彬都一样。虽然大奶彬当时可能是一心一意爱上猪头的,但她似乎有意隐瞒天才庆。如果大奶彬最后还是回到天才庆身边,而没有说出来她和猪头的事,那她和猪头的态度是相近的。

猪头还是猪头啦,但这样的“街上不理人”,可能也是“理所当然”的,我能了解。毕竟,两人的关系不是朋友了-只能算“曾经是朋友”。大奶彬会生气,代表她还是在意猪头吧。快快醒来哦。

〉在爱情的世界里,要专一真的那么困难吗?
相信爱意停留在外表上的,通常比较会失去“爱的魔力”。也许只有两人的关系能升华到更多层面,才比较能专一吧?

Anonymous said...

Is me i won't be angry....DNB should be feel lucky b'cos u didn't choose him...If not you will be betray by him at the future...
(CHANG TONG BU RU DUAN TONG)
HOWEVER you still got a nice boy friend waht....
DNB Please wake up loh....

But Anywhere, DTF Also must wake up...Must Remember who will treat you good....

Jia You EveryOne
Exspecially Ah Toot & DTF.....

Anonymous said...

I really like to read 大头芬的世界... Everything seems very realistic. The uni exam period in the story is similar to the actual uni exam period. so cool...

Anonymous said...

I have a feeling that the guy who is with Sammie currently is actually zhu tou. Maybe the story going to go like, DTF & HL will accidently bump into zhu tou in school & HL will point him out to DTF saying he's the guy that Sammie is with currently. Then DTF will get very troubled over whether to tell the matter to DNB not. LOL~

Why the story drag so much & always seems like DTF is troubled over EVERYTHING? Wouldnt it be nice if she can stop worrying about too much as nothing will change with or without her worrying?

Jiayou bah, DTF!

Anonymous said...

我真得越来越喜欢大头芬的世界!听了这则故事,让我感到很无奈,为何世界上的人都是如此现实?难道朋友之间就不能多加珍惜吗?我知道猪头和大乃斌是有不寻常的关系,或许大乃斌对猪头有些遐想,但在街上碰到,为何就不能打招呼呢?为何要视而不见?为何争一口气吗?为了让自己有面子吗?我就不明白为何男人都是如此,总是以逃避尾顾面子的方法。大乃斌,醒醒吧!这种人,就不要理了。你至少已算幸福了,你还有大蔡庆,有人爱你,请你惜福吧!可怜,可悲的是那些被这些男人耍后,就没人爱的人。。

佩芬,加油!真的好喜欢你写的故事!
~percussgal~

June said...

Jia you Dnb! :)
Even though I didn't have a bf in the army, I can understand how you feel. It's not hard to understand her loneliness. Before Tcq went into the army, they were together often, communicating with each other. After Tcq got into the army, their communication reduced drastically. It's not hard to understand her sudden loneliness without his presence.
Further, Tcq doesn't make it easier on her. If he cares for her, he should show it to her. Be more open about telling his real feelings to her, instead of keep brushing her away with brusque words. Everyone needs compliments. Just as the man needs to boost his ego, the woman also needs to boost self esteem, that she's indeed precious to someone.
Think what they really lack is communication. The greatest distance is not physical, but in the mind.

June said...

Jia you Peifen!
Great story! ^_^

Anonymous said...

To: Pei fen

Poly called me on last mon said my appeal successful.. I m soooo happy.. =D Finally my efforts paid off.. I will work 2ward my goals no matter wat cum in between.. ^^ Take care..

Purple ridin hood

Anonymous said...

To: june

Is tat yr christian name?. Then we shared e same name.. =D Ha.. X_x So coincident..

Purple ridin hood

billionaire said...

agree with karshiang...
如果是"刻骨銘心"的愛 (True Love), 必定會經得起考驗。不然就沒有"專一"可言!

Anonymous said...

hmm..would like to know more about Zhi Cong. I guess Zhi Cong should be the shen mi ren. I like that part DTF and ZC walked in that raining day...

Pei Fen, I like your story u reali imporve alot :)

Regards,
Elisa

卫斯理 said...

这一期的故事让人感叹现代社会的爱情观,变得太自我,太速食。当人们都在想尽办法让自己能够快乐时,有多少人能够体会奉献的快乐?像猪头这样的人,大概一辈子也得不到快乐,因为他不懂什么是真爱。Ah Toot就不同了。虽然大头芬还没接受他,但他忠于自己的所爱,为自己心爱的人奉献,守候。这样子虽然会寂寞,会心酸,却也是一种奉献的快乐。只是,懂得这种快乐的人又有多少呢?

Anonymous said...

大头,大头。。。 。。。 你真让我着迷!! 真想快点知道结局。

佩芬,加油哦!!

看了大家的留言,我也想发表!!

猪头和大奶冰毕竟有暧昧关系。所以,这样的局面的确不好受。明显的是猪头并不成熟咯! 那么爱现。所以大奶冰你就别再眷恋了。既然,决定分手那么就好好的活 。爱是神奇的,但是时间更神奇。你们都还年轻,他不过是你成长中的一个过程。时间,会改变一切。

珍惜该珍惜的。。。

阿芬

Anonymous said...

dtf have her 1st test already, sian i also gt test, but i think i should take mc.

y there is zhu tou?who is him?is him dnb "friend", but i thought she gt tcq

Anonymous said...

大头分,你也太傻了!给ah toot 一个机会ok?

Anonymous said...

Tcq在当兵...能和Dnb在一起的时间自然就少了..
Dnb对猪头有好感,不是不能理解的..
不过希望Dnb经过这次事件后,会知道Tcq对她有多好.. 对Tcq好一点了..全心全意对他

*一直有个idea.. 如果能把DTF的blog画成漫画..应该会满不错吧.. 哈哈

Shinra said...

lol peifen also wanna scold DTF
lol
=P

let TCQ found out what DNB has happen not to tell will bring the story to a new height and excitement and complicated.
=)

Peifen chan ganbatte ne.

Anonymous said...

我是第一次leave comment.可是我很喜欢大头芬的世界。hahax!!

Anonymous said...

dayoufen!!so good

Anonymous said...

爱情真的很难懂,我现在也很乱。加油吧!我会继续支持你。
KS

Anonymous said...

God! You are just describing a scene.... Can the story be longer and more content please?

Anonymous said...

so many bo liao ppl

Anonymous said...

我又来鸟~~
我今天在上班也错过听重播鸟!!拍些~~
哈哈~~
今天看了大头芬的日记啊!!
觉得~~天下就有这样的人嘛~~
有男朋友~~还要搞暧昧~~
有女朋友~~也要搞暧昧~~
不知道暧昧会让4个人痛苦吗??
一时的快乐~让他们迷失了!!
我想包括我和你八??
哈哈~~

FROM 月亮猪

Anonymous said...

To:da nai bing

Don't forget you still have "tian cai qing"!!! Forget "zhu tou"!!!

Anonymous said...

Ahh. Some guy have all the luck in the world and still feel it not enough. Need for some more.

While others pursue hard still with not much luck.

Take Zhu Tou and TCQ. One flirt with love and one faithful with love.

Seen like nowadays good guys dont seen to have good ending for relationship. :(

Jia You TCQ!!!!

Anonymous said...

To: Faithful Student Wind

Your words ring a bell for me. It could be the case around in this world now; however, maybe the case is "good guys" do not make girls feel good at all. A girl will feel much more loved toward someone who is active in wooing her, than someone who is less active. When "bad guys" are the one who are active.. Personal opinion..

Anonymous said...

i tink zhu tou is a playboy. his 'love' towards danaibin is a fake one. Some guys r just like tt.Poor Girls.Actually danaibin should feel lucky, cos she alreadi has tiancaiqin.Wish u all the best, to write out some splendid stories !

Anonymous said...

是不是一个人有了男/女朋友后,又遇到另一个也许更好条件的异性, 就会贪新厌旧,一脚踏两船?虽然人渴望完美,可是爱情终不能以这些来衡量吧! 即使不是心目中的100分,只要双方有感觉才是最重要的不是吗?

~curvy~

Anonymous said...

!!忽然。。。我有一些想法。。。

可能这就叫做“贪心”吧。。。可能是因为还没做好这一生的决定,决定要跟谁相守一辈子,决定这一生要怎么去经营。就因为心里没答案所以到处去寻找。

在我们局外人眼里,他/她是贪心的,因为觉得他/她不专一。在他们的心理,应该不一样吧,可能在他们的心理,他们想摆脱寂寞。。。觉得忽然有人更了解他/她了。

我相信那些“迷失者”喜欢上别人时,已经知道是错的了(虽然我们局外人通常不会这么认为)

Chronotee

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bittergourd said...

Whoa! A lot of people give comment about the incident at Orchard Road. I have nothing much to comment except that DNB should have expected this to happen. Now she feels so uneasy for zhu tou's behaviour but what about TCQ. He seem so pitiful, serving in the army and his girlfriend once get so close to a guy yet he was kept in the dark. So I won't pity DNB, cos she should have expected this to happen.

As for your exams, I have a lot more to comment about. Strangely, since Secondary school, I tend to see students comparing answers after exams. Indeed it is unnecessary, cos you have handed up the scripts, can change answers meh! Worse still, it makes you unwilling to proceed with your other subjects. In the past, I suffered from this habit and in the end did badly for my exams. However, if you are assured that your answers are mostly correct or similar to the students who usually do well, it is a great feeling.

Despite this, it is better to have a peaceful mind, what is done cannot be undone, and exams this type of thing is partly based on luck, strategy and environment, not just on knowledge. I am oso like you now, quickly leave for home so that I will not waste time discussing the answers and worse still might make me feel even worse.

Surprised to find that when it comes to studies, you sure have your effective way of studying, no wonder you can make it to local U. All the best for your other papers.

Peifen:

Wow! Finally, DTF is having her exams liao and she is quite okay with the first paper. Not bad for a start, hope that you will not write about her failing her exams cos it will be so sad. Now she oso does not experience any relationship matters, very good. If not she cannot concentrate. Like your way of writing, shows that you did a lot of thinking before writing so your story seldom have unrealistic scenarios. Tks for the great job done. jia You!

Anonymous said...

finally da tou fen made her choice le!!

Shinra said...

lol

DTF decision is to ask whether ah tootz wanna try start relationship with her anot

i guess one de..


ut the outcome is what ...
hmmmm
may or may not be good wor =P

Anonymous said...

sorry... i miss today's (20.4.2007) story... have not been able to download last week's and this week's da tou fen. Is that the case with you people? Enlighten me please...

Anonymous said...

We cannot expect things to be pecfect. Very often, one may like a playboy more than a faithful guy.

Anonymous said...

can anounce longer a not i like to listen

Anonymous said...

xiang dao kao,shi wo ye shi yao PSLE le.Hao nan ah zen me ban?

Anonymous said...

ni hao wo hao boring ah yao zuo shen me ne?

Anonymous said...

ni hao,da tou fen de shi jie rox.PSLE yao dao le wo hen stress leh zhen me ban?shu ye du le,zhong zhi hao nan jiu shi le.wo guess today is the last day listen i nid to jia you not lou you,haha.jia you nong da tou fen hao ting bye bye u rox.Xi wang a lot people give comments. Qu du shu lo.