Monday, April 23, 2007

星期一,晴天

一想起上星期五做的那个决定,心里就有一股莫名地兴奋和快乐。很想和大奶彬分享我的喜悦,今天终于忍不住跟她说了。

彬:“真的吗?你真的打算这样做?”

芬:“嗯。”

彬:“你想清楚了吗?”

芬:“我早就应该这样做了。真不知道这么多年以来自己是怎么想的。”

彬:“其实…可是…”

芬:“什么?”

彬:“我的意思是,也许,你应该给自己多一点时间。”

芬:“我已经给自己5年的时间了,还不够?”

彬:“那…神秘客怎么办?”

芬:“他只不过是一个没身份的陌生人,我都没见过他,又怎么可能和他有任何感情呢?”

彬:“万一…他并不是陌生人?”

芬:“那他也太没胆量了吧。没诚意。”

大奶彬欲言又止。

芬:“你怎么啦?好像不是很支持我的决定。”

彬:“不是啦。”

芬:“我以为一直以来你和天才庆都希望我和他可以…”

彬:“我们原本是这么想,没错,可是现在,情况不一样了。”

芬:“有什么不一样?你到底知道什么?快告诉我!”

彬:“我…我…哎呀!我知道神秘客是真的很喜欢你的啦!”
芬:“你知道他是谁?快跟我说!”

彬:“不行!我答应他不能说!不要逼我!不要不要!啊!我听不到!听不到!我要去考试了!”

就这样,大奶彬逃跑了。啊!她怎么可以这样,没把话说清楚就走了!?气死我了!啊!!

虽然心很急,很想知道神秘客是谁,但也必须收拾心情,准备应付下午的考试。幸好今天的试卷并没有我想象中那么难,而我考试时的心情也没被大奶彬的话影响。

傍晚,我在宿舍房里等大奶彬回来。等了大概一个小时,她终于回来了。

“快告诉我,是谁?”

大奶彬满脸无奈地回答:“唉。我真的不能告诉你。因为我答应他会保守秘密。我唯一可以说的,就是他考试过后会向你表明身份就对了。”

看得出大奶彬很为难。我也不想硬逼她说。

彬:“其实,如果你够聪明的话,应该知道是谁了啦。”

芬:“你这么说,难道,真的是…志聪?”

彬:“不是我说的哦,是你自己猜的。不管我的事。”

芬:“真的是他?”

彬:“真的是当局者迷,旁观者清。宿舍里的每一个人都看得出他喜欢你,只有你,一点都不知情。”

芬:“可是…我…你…你怎么知道他是神秘客?”

彬:“有一次,他在我们房外,想把给你的礼物房在门口,被我看见,我就知道了咯。”

原来神秘客真的是志聪。这并没让我感到太意外。让我出乎意料的,是今天发生的一切,竟然没有影响我的决定,反而让我更肯定自己应该怎么处理这件事。

49 comments:

Anonymous said...

haha... think im the 1st to give comments..
yeah... finally, DTF is gg to be with ah toot!
anxiously waiting for her next blog.. hee

simplegalzlife said...

DTF, whatever is your decision, Jia You!!

Anonymous said...

hA...I'm the first.....
Every morning can't see your post...a bit "shi wang"...
But i so happy DTF know how to "xuan Zhe" already.....
I really hope AH Toot will together with DTF...because he still waiting for her so long time...

Actually,someone will be "xin fu" because got the another one be intention to waiting For Your Love....
I'm also the lucky one...But i also hope DTF,Ah Toot,DNB & TCQ will always "xin Fu"
Enjoy Your Long Long Journey Bah....


Jia You....

Anonymous said...

dtf ,you must jiayous .be proud to know that you truly likes ahtoot .this is much more like you .& not that indecisive dtf .JIAYOUS .

Anonymous said...

finally DTF made her decision to be wif Ah Toot.. but ZhiCong also treat her very gd.. tough choice.. keke.. looking forward to next episode.. :P

NaRa said...

Finally got to read this blog.. Having been waiting for sooooo long.. (Just imagine coming in to check every half an hr..ha)

Anyway the story is getting somewhere..

Wonder what will happen next?? :)

celine said...

阿芬,我支持你的决定!!
你早就应该这样做了。。
我们都快急死叻。。
加油哦!!

Anonymous said...

为什么呢?? 难道志聪所作的不足以让大头芬感动吗??

真希望啊芬不要作出一个对不起自己的决定。

Chronotee

Anonymous said...

YEAHH... DTF decided to be with ah toot le!!! HAHAHA!!!

This is the ending that i wish. lolxx... Hope the nx ep wun gv me some big shocks...

Happy-ever-after!!!

ken said...

hihi everyone. my 1st post in here. i've been listening to DTF since the very beginning and DTF finally gonna end up with ah toot. great news!
DTF, pls dont change your mind at the very last minute hor!
(off topic) how do i type in chinese?

Anonymous said...

Hi dtf,no matter what decision you had make,you must treasure the person and treat him well,don't take everything for guranted or else you will regret it very much & hate yourself to the core.Don't make your other half feel sad again.But zhicong also not bad,a nice character good man.It is funny sometimes don't have people love you,you will ask y but have then alot of people appear like ah toot & zhicong.Very hard to choose indeed,anyway dtf jia you,don't be blurr blurr or think in a simple way.

Anonymous said...

lol... will dtf choose ah toot.. ha, if i'm not mistaken, it's going to be a very suprise outcome oh.... am i right?? lets wait n c.

Anonymous said...

希望有情人终成眷属, 无论大头芬的决定, 希望她能得到她要的幸福, 不要有任何的后悔。。。

荣儿

Anonymous said...

hi,pei fen
actually today my mood not so good de..very vexed..
but after listen the story of DTF,feel more better now.
happy to heard DTF knw wat she actually want..

jia you,DTF.
make the decision that u really want.i'll support watever decision u make.

pei fen,
getting more more like u alrd oh.
cos u create out this story.
G@mb@te^o^

Anonymous said...

i am so excited DTF finally decided to be with ah toot. looking forward to your next blog...yeah

AH Toot said...

Really, Ah Fen really going to choose me... i'll let my hp stanby for her only... finally, my late coming spring...

Anonymous said...

perhaps dtf shud wait.

Anonymous said...

很多时候timing 是很重要的。如今,DTF终于做了决定,但是,ah toot 还是依旧的他吗? 我们拭目以待。
---zhenn

Anonymous said...

wowowo, wat a story. can't wait for the important moment. publish blog earlier mah. by the way, pei fen are you seeing someone right now?

Anonymous said...

i doubt they can be together

probably come out some stunts to make story exciting and spicy

my guess if when she wanna biao bai to ah tootz,ah tootz already got a gf liao
muhahhahaha

then the fun comes.


DNB voice hor really very cute leh
i fall for her liao lol

Anonymous said...

ah toot cannot harm dtf... if not everyone here will be so sad... i believe ahtoot will be v happy de..

but what kind of twist after they get together will depend on what zhicong will do and the ups and downs of a relationship ba... after all, its school holidays... dtf n ahtoot will have all the time of the world... yay!!!

Anonymous said...

think DTF made her decision to be wif Ah Toot.. but i believe ZhiCong will respect her decision and will stay at her side as "guardian angel" ba.. jia you.. jia you.. jia you..
( ZhiCong~~ though DTF dun appreciate ur feelings towards her~ but THERE IS OTHER GAL OUT THERE THAT WILL APPRECIATE DE~ :p )

Anonymous said...

大头芬终于踏出了一步。故事的最后一段:"让我出乎意料的,是今天发生的一切,竟然没有影响我的决定,反而让我更肯定自己应该怎么处理这件事。"

给我了些感想:
我们都想做出“对”的选择,所以对某些事物都一直在原地徘徊,像阿芬那样。其实,“对”的选择是“选”出来的呢,还是选择后后天的努力“做”出来的呢?像大头芬那样选择了方向,突然发觉大头芬并不大头。:)

其实,选择的对错,应该不能评论吧?选择后,
好不好,对不对,快乐不快乐,还是自己的接下来的想法和努力来得有影响力吧!

Anonymous said...

haha, aiyah, so straightforward settle already. and i was thinking of suggesting to peifen to write a super complicated love polygon:

1) ah toot and zhicong like dtf, she cannot decide
2) then because that time she was consoling tcq, she discover how similar they are, then start to have feelings for him
3) dnb turn around and start to like zhicong, because he is fun and charming and can make her happy where tcq cannot
4) then of course sammi is still there, mua ha ha...

but then, now that i mention sammi, she is still there hor? looks like peifen wants to concentrate on ah toot dtf sammi, heh heh. then there is always the possibility that dtf will feel guilty when she see how depressed zhicong becomes. hee hee. just that it will not be so super soap opera.

hey peifen, can u try not to use chipmunks and deepthroated monsters to act in the story? it's an 'IDOL blog', after all. but dnb's 我听不到我听不到我听不到 reaction is so 幼稚白痴that it's very funny.

cheers.

Anonymous said...

大头芬!自从朋友几天前介绍你的博客后,我整整花了三个多钟头来读你从2006年的日记!真的是很好读,对华文也有很大的帮助!非常期待下一个日记!继续加油!相信会有很多人支持你的!:D:D

Anonymous said...

finally dtf pick ah toot already, and finally ah toot din waste his time of waiting, 5 yrs of waiting! very pei fu ah toot, but is definitely worth it! haha..
cant wait to c next blog,looks like when dtf finally decided then both of them must no doubt be together, but who knows something might happen, mayb ah toot reject dtf, sounds impossible and i also wouldnt allow! haha jkjk
really hope both of them will xin fu.....

wut abt zhi cong then? pity him....

~curvy~

Anonymous said...

可是,这样,是不是变成大头芬在向ah toot 表白了呢?虽然,ah toot 一直都很喜欢大头芬,可是,大头芬这次怎么开口跟他说才不会没面子呢?

不好意思,我是问得有点急啦。因为,我自己也是处在这样的状况。

Anonymous said...

我喜欢大头芬和ah toot一起列。。
总之,要幸福快乐哦^^

惠颖

Anonymous said...

DTF!!! 你的选择是要跟 Ah Toot 在一起吗?? 哈哈.. =) 可是其实我觉得志聪也蛮不错的.. 无论如何, 希望你的选择会带给你幸福! 考试要完了.. 要加油!

jessie said...

我是第一次留言,因为很想每天都能听到大头芬的故事。很期待也很紧张。希望大头芬的世界能每天播出。大头芬的任何决定我都会支持,只要她不后悔她所做的决定就是得到她自己的幸福了。
要加油哦!!我会准时收听大头芬的世界的。

Anonymous said...

haha,

u have finally made a decision le..

to say hi to love or bye bye instead?

hope its as simply as most of us hope bah~ = )

txy; said...

超级期待...

*kaishi said...

yeah! please choose ah toot!

Anonymous said...

终于都做出决定了。。
真的希望能看到阿芬跟ah toot幸福的在一起。。
不要临时出状况了哦。。
会让我很失望的。。

Anonymous said...

有错字喔...
彬:“不是我说的哦,是你自己猜的。不管(关)我的事。”


彬:“有一次,他在我们房外,想把给你的礼物房(放)在门口,被我看见,我就知道了咯。”

哈哈

Anonymous said...

Da Tou Fen, I think u finally know wat u really want~~Ah Toot. All the best in your decision. To me, I feel Zhi Chong is a nice guy but I also know that u do not have feeling for him. Even comparing between a guy who have waited for u 5 years and a guy who remain as sheng mi ke. I dun think ur dicesion is unfair. How to be fair when u dun tell others about ur feeling? DNB should have been a more nutral friend and support watever decision made by you.

Pei Fen thx for everything u did for this blog. Keep it up!

Jinjue (>.<)v

Anonymous said...

Oh i am hoping nothing shocking later happens.. such as Ah Toot already has someone else etc.. afterall, DTF didnt see him during the exam period.. hope things dont change.

Yeah, DTF be with Ah Toot!

Evil Care Bear said...

Hehe... ...
I am so happy and excited that DTF is accepting Ah Toot!! I have been waiting for soooo long. I was even happier when I read that DTF's decision was not shaken when she confirmed that Zhicong likes her too! Cheerios. Looking forward to the next update!

Anonymous said...

爱情有先来后到的循序吗?

Anonymous said...

pei fen,have you notice there is a ah toot blog. the blogger writing the ah toot story. well it's in english no chinese lol.

Anonymous said...

fish...事事无绝对

Anonymous said...

As long as Datoufen and Ah Toot doesn't come together, Zhichong would still stand a chance!

The method to use is simple.Just kept on sabotaging their relationship and ignore the desires and wishes of DTF, even to the extent of harming her interest!

At the critical moment (when DTF confronted him), just say this:

"I am doing all these things all because of you! You are my object of desire! You are my dream girl!"

Anonymous said...

i very like your story.

Anonymous said...

i very like your story.

bittergourd said...

DTF:

Looks like the identity of the shen mi ke is of no importance to your decision. I guess in your heart, you somehow thought that the shen mi ke should be Ah toot , or hope that it is him. Now it turn out to be the person you expected, Zhicong, you are unaffected. That is great, at least you know what you want. I think Zhicong will continue to be your friend even if you all dun end up together.

I am sure your decision is one that you have thought through thoroughly, so I wish you the best.

Peifen:

Whoa! Shen mi ke as expected is Zhicong, however, seems to me that his identity is of no concern to DTF now. I am not so eager to know DTF's decision, cos being eager also no use, you will tell us on one of the episodes.

There is a blogger named Ah toot who has a blog on the story of Ah toot, it is great that your show is so popular that a listener actually writes the blog of Ah toot. Congrats for the success of the show. Awaiting more happenings on the show!

Anonymous said...

love this show on yes933. such a good story. keep it up. (:

Anonymous said...

当然,事事无绝对。
但是人总会有先入为主的观念吧?
特别是难忘的初恋。

Anonymous said...

nice diary :D
jiayou!
anyway, can anyone tell me wads the blog address of tt 'ahtoot'?

Anonymous said...

可惜,當一個人終于想通而願意接受“他”時,“他”可能已經有了另一半了。為何人中不會珍惜現在呢?