Friday, April 20, 2007

星期五,阴天

下个星期一,又要考试了。考的科目又是我最讨厌,难度最高的。唉!这个周末应该会很漫长,很难熬吧。怎么办…

不行!不能那么泄气。要努力,要振作!林晓芬,你一定可以披荆斩棘,顺利渡过这个难关的!OOSH!

自从考试开始,我每天的生活作息都很有规律。早上起床,读书,吃午餐,继续读书,吃晚餐,又是读书,然后睡觉。这样也不错,没有太多闲暇时间,生活过得充实,也没机会胡思乱想。

可是,今天我什么也读不下。可能是因为这个科目让我非常抗拒,只要一拿起课本或讲义尝试专心读,我的头就会感觉紧绷,然后开始疼痛。是身体给我的紧急信号吗?也许我应该好好休息一天,让负荷太大的脑袋放一天假。

大奶彬今天下午考试,一大早就去学校和同学做最后准备。一个人在房间里,要怎么消磨时间呢?上网找人聊天吧。没多久,志聪就传了一个短讯过来。

“Orh!你偷懒!”他以一贯的搞笑方式向我打招呼。

哎呀,真是的,忘了我要避开两个人,其中一个是志聪。该不该回答呢?如果不理他,那不太好吧?

于是,我回答:“没有偷懒啦。只是头有点痛,读不下。”

“头痛?我有止痛药!拿下来给你!”

我还来不及阻止,志聪就从Online变成Away。哇,他的积极反应,让我很惊讶。

不一会儿,就听见敲门声。我把门打开,志聪马上伸出右手,说:“那!止痛药!”

“谢谢你。本来不要你麻烦的,可是你的反应那么快,我来不及说没关系。”

“不用客气啦。快点吃两颗,睡一下,很快就好了!”

“哦。”

我们突然好像没话好说了,那几秒钟的沉默有点尴尬。

“好吧,我不打扰你了。先走啦。”

“谢谢。Bye bye。”

吃了志聪的止痛药,我躺在床上,闭上眼睛,渐渐地…一切变得模糊…

醒来的时候,已经是一个小时过后,下午2点多。头不痛了,肚子却开始咕噜咕噜叫。

这时,手机响了,是志聪传来的一则简讯。“喂!好点了吗?要不要一起吃午餐?”

不是很想和志聪吃饭,就跟他说我已经自己煮了快熟面,吃饱了。

还有一则简讯,是我在睡觉的时候,Ah Toot传来的。他说,好久没和我见面了,知道我忙着准备考试,要祝我好运。

看见Ah Toot的简讯,很开心。突然发觉自己原来是想念他的。

我也传了简讯给他,问他要不要见个面,一起吃午餐。

过了几分钟,收到Ah Toot的回应。他说,他已经吃饱了。还说考完试在见面吧。

心里有点失望。不过,肚子还是要填饱的。就吃泡面吧。

在煮泡面的时候,我终于作了一个决定。嗯。考试过后,就这么做吧。

39 comments:

Anonymous said...

i think DTF subconsciously still likes ah toot. only sms-es from someone you like will cheer you up right? all the best.

anyway, i don't understand what's the prob with this jackie tan at all.

GiGi Shuping said...

大头芬在两个男孩之间突然一起出现在她的世界,才开始了解自己爱上的人是谁。

看起来,志聪也很体贴。。。(不知不觉,又觉得大头芬好幸福喔。。。被爱的感觉又回来了!)

不过,我还是被痴心的Ah Toot感动了。

爱一个人,会希望她开心或给她快乐。

Ah Toot! 真希望你的心最后会等到大头芬的爱~ 加油!加油!

大头芬!真希望你将快得到幸福喔! 不要错过眼前的好男孩!因为世上的好男孩yet available的也不多了~

(If DTF din choose ZhiCong, I think it's OK... I mean IF. Cos ZhiCong might understand tt if he heard the story of AhToot & DTF one day.)

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Btw Pei Fen,
我也好奇天才庆现在过的怎样了。希望他和大奶彬的长久恋情会有好转,希望大奶彬会珍惜眼前的好男孩也是。男朋友嘛,有一个好的就好。不然,错过了,可能就会真的失去了。。

会有美满的大结局吗?嘿嘿。。。

Anonymous said...

dtf zou le shen me jue ding?

Anonymous said...

I wonder why is it so difficult to find a girlfriend that fulfils my criteria?

My criteria is very simple- not based on looks or figures but on inner beauty!

So far, 5 have failed!

While it is true that looks and figures are considered ‘bonuses’, they are not the decisive factors! Inner beauty is considered the basic fundamental!

The story is about the love between a girl and an angel. Afraid that the angel might fall in love with another girl and thus leave her. The girl wakes up at night and hides his pair of wings. When the angel wakes up in the morning, he was very angry with the girl. He managed to find his wings and leave the girl. The ending is of course a happy one as in all fairy tales!

To me, this story is a thought- provoking one. Afraid that the angel might leave her, the girl hides his pair of wings. Without the wings, the angel will not be able to fly away but he can still walk away because he still has a pair of legs! Then is the girl going to take away his pair of legs? Without his legs, the angel can still escape! He can crawl on the ground using his pair of hands! Then is the girl going to chop off his arms as well? If the girl really did that, well, the angel will be hers for life! Why?

It is because the angel will die of excessive bleeding!

In fact, out of the 5 who failed, one of them (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong) was not bad-looking and has a figure that is not too bad either, but unfortunately, she has an ugly heart!

It doesn’t matter whether you are driving a sports car or a saloon car, because when you are stuck in a traffic jam, it became a stationary car!

It doesn’t matter whether the girl has good looks and nice figure, because when she has an ugly heart, it is an outright failure!

Beside her, another two people were involved in this matter. They are the two ATs.

The first one (who goes by the initials AT and the name _deline _an) plays the role of supporter.

The second one (who goes by the initials AT or KH and the name _ndy _an) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

While a person could spend a lifetime with the person of his/her desire, he/she can’t spend a lifetime with a wild beast! Even if you are both registered with ROM and applied for a HDB flat, you should do the right thing and forfeit the deposit for the flat rather than choosing to spend a lifetime with a wild beast!

As for the wild beast, he will no doubt suffer a double loss!

What do you call that?

Pei Le Fu Ren You Zhe Pin!

Lose the Lady and the soldiers!

Anonymous said...

oh i tink Ah Fen like ah toot if not his msg would make her happy... I tink Ah toot wan to concern Ah Fen but scare to face her cos he scare tat she might say smthing tat would hurt himself...

Ah toot shdnt give up Ah Fen like u de... Jia you Ah toot..

Faster finish ur exam i wan to noe how is TCQ too.. and wat Fen decision.. Together with ah toot mah...

But sometime could confirm is tat zhichong shd like ah fen if not he would be so nice. Ah fen shd be treating him as a bro only...

Happy for ah toot tat he got a chance...

Waiting for the nxt post.. :)

Anonymous said...

haahaa.. i tink DTF likes ah toot... if not she wun like lie to zhi cong saying tt she ate already, but still replied to ah toot asking whether he wans to have lunch together.. i tink she missed him too much dat she realli wishes to see him.. but mayb ah toot also wans the best for DTF tt's y he said to meet after the exam period... which is for her to concentrate on her studies.. hehe =) ah toot and DTF jia you worx.. mus be like fairy tales... live happily ever after...

=DTF & ah toot=
sMiLex 'n' GaMbaTte!!

Anonymous said...

wut decision dtf made after exam, to solve the problem between zhi cong, ah toot and herself?
wah, looking forward to know wut will dtf do in the end, hope the exam ova as soon as possible.
btw, mayb dtf prefer to be wif ah toot so he lie to zhi cong.
ahhh, can't wait to c!!

Anonymous said...

hello pei fen ! .. zi chong so sweet to DTF but is he the secret person or ah toot ? .. i really wish to know..after DTF saw the pink corlour envelope in zi chong's room gave us a little clue .. but i still not sure! .. please! make the story faster! .. DTF is soo nice..WOSH! jia you .. =D

Anonymous said...

I hope DTF choose Ah Toot .. Receive his sms..so happy ..Warm warm in the heart...

卫斯理 said...

看来大头芬喜欢的还是Ah Toot。虽然志聪很细心,很体贴,但是爱情不是比较谁对自己比较好,而是希望谁对自己好,自己又想对谁好。有人说被爱比爱人幸福,但是比较一下,被自己不爱的人爱着和爱着自己所爱的人,又是哪一个比较幸福呢。很高兴大头芬和Ah Toot是两情相悦的,希望大头芬会做出对自己最好的决定。

jeeheng said...

haai... sumtimes its jus so ker lian. when u dun like him, he adores u. now tt da toufen realises her love for ah toot, he steps back. wad a scene in movies. hope ah toot can realli fight for his love! he mus act fast, or mayb zhicong will replace his position.

Anonymous said...

that's because ah toot doesn't know that there is another contender for his love. if he knew, maybe he won't be so cool.

i support ah toot!

Anonymous said...

hellO! long time never tag. thats because i missed 2 weeks of DTF ):

thank goodness have this blog! (:

anw, i think zhicong likes DTF. maybe tt day he so enthusiastic towards da nai bin is just to let DTF see? maybe he realised tt DTF might have seen his pink letter pad? so he's doing all these to confuse DTF. hmm.

i think DTF is feeling confused - as usual. hopefully after exams she can make her decision - ah toot or zhicong. looking forward! (:

jiayou peifen!

Anonymous said...

Since DTF love Ah Toot so much then they two must faster stead ohh =x

Sophia said...

OMGG!! i jjust cant wait! what decision will DTF make?! ah toot or zhi zhong or neither ??! omgg

Anonymous said...

i think Da Nai Bin know who is DTF's srecret admirer

Anonymous said...

考试重要,但是你的健康也很重要哦!
要好好照顾自己~

不管你喜欢的是他还是他,我都希望你会快乐,不管最后你选择的是谁,我都会祝福你们。我也知道这只是一个故事,但是故事也应该要有一个结局。
我希望是一个像童话故事的结局。
祝你考到好成绩!!
加油~

Anonymous said...

after exam going to do wad? wish DTF choose properly if she got de chance. both ahtoot n zhicong r nice guys.. (:

Anonymous said...

大头芬,专心考试喔!!加油!!

Anonymous said...

juz wanna y the podcast still not updated? by reading is still not as nice as listening wor

Anonymous said...

i feel sad 4 zi chong

Anonymous said...

Ah toot really know what is the meaning of love,although dtf and him break up but ah toot still respect her and still really care alot for her,how many people can really do that when break off or even as friend.Ah toot won't give dtf any stress and sometimes jokes with her to make her relax and happy.I sometimes envious dtf ah toot still treasure her and really care for her.But izzit sometimes when someone treat you too well that why people take for granted,hope dtf is not that kind of person.Until the last moment you will know who you the best and treasure you alot,cherish what you have dtf and don't regret any decision that you make.Jia you hope you really find your true happiness and that is what you hope too.

Anonymous said...

hey DTF starts to realise that she still lokes ah toot le.hmm but why ah toot seems to be withdrawing from this relationship? izzit he saw the pink envelope inside zhicong's room and then he realise zhicong likes DTF too?

Anonymous said...

DTF's "嗯。考试过后,就这么做吧。" means what??

She decided to give another chance to be with Ah Toot again!!!???

Hope that it's like this!!! Can't wait to be monday!!!

Anonymous said...

first time leaving moii comment ..
can really see that dtf still have feelings for ah toot barh .. and wad is the decision that dtf made? but hopefully the decision she makes is a decision that she would like the outcome to be ..

Anonymous said...


很喜欢你的故事,好想想越来越紧张了.不过以后可以早点放在你的BLOG 吗?因为我没时间听你的节目.请你播完之后那天就放在BLOG 上吗?因为我是利用部落格来追看你的故事的.
谢谢囖!

Anonymous said...

Da Tou Fen, no matter who u choose I will support u. Remember touch ur heart and ask who u truly love. If unsure dun commit. Hmm~~ up till now I think u seems to like ah toot. Cause if u really like Zhi Chong u wun stay away from him de. All the best to ur exam!!

Peifen Jia you wor! Will be waiting for tomorrow's blog.

Jinjue (>.<)v

Anonymous said...

hi,pei fen.morning~
so happy to see Ah toot appear & DTF also said miss him..so touch & warm.. Tats the begining of sweet & attractive moment..

pei fen jia you oh^o^.

Xavi said...

hmmm.. so is zhicong the 神秘客? really hope their exam will end soon. Can't wait to see what DTF decision... will she go and ask if zhicong is the 神秘客? Will she go and tell Ah Toot her feeling??

Peifen: Can update on DNB & TCQ too? Is quite a while we heard from them.

Anonymous said...

其实大头芬是喜欢ah toot 的吧。人就是这样的啦,明明是喜欢对方的,却可能连自己都不知道,等到即将失去时,才知道自己心目中的‘白马王子’是谁。希望大头芬早日找到他的白马王子,加油!

Anonymous said...

Finally DTF come to a decision... I'm waiting....

Anonymous said...

i find that DTF still lyks AH TOOT
frm her reaction when she reads AH TOOT's sms i realli hope tt dey can be together again


ps. JIA YOU pei fen

Anonymous said...

Datoufen, you were not 'keen' to go for a meal with Zhichong while you are 'very keen'to go for a meal with Ah Toot!

Why?

Is it because Zhichong got no 'market value' (so far, no girl has expressed an interest in him) while Ah Toot has some 'market value' (Sammie has expressed an interest in him although she has ulterior motive for doing so!)

Anonymous said...

oh jackie tan...your comment seems so真实...does it mean its your看法 too?

太好了。。。我想我所等待的就是这一刻。就是要看大头会做什么决定,而我的脑袋又开始动了。。。现在我满脑袋疑问。

1)大头芬的感受。。。就如大多数的Commentators所说,她应该喜欢ah toot.感觉大头芬对他比较有好感。这可能性大吗?

2)志聪的关心,大头芬对志聪有所感动因为他很体贴。 但是这足以让大头芬作出个决定吗??

3)大头芬一直以来对ah toot只是以友相待,大头芬会改变心智吗???

我的看法是,大头芬对志聪是感动,对ahtoot是心智(心知),就好像心灵相通酱。所以我觉得ahtoot 有希望。

佩芬姐。。。看到我越来越多问号了吗,这一集真的让我有点等不及了。。。希望大头芬快点考完试

All time DTF Supporter :p
Chronotee

bittergourd said...

DTF:

From your actions, can feel that you are sure of who is in your heart all this while. It is good that you no longer feel so sian over such matters anymore, glad to see that you are putting in extremely hard work for youe exams. Remember to work and rest well, dun over-exert yourself too much. Try not to survive on cup noodles, must know that besides your knowldedge, energy is also important. Take more nutritious meals. Now that all is well, what is leftover is a bit of luck. Jia You.

Peifen,

Finally, DTF is sure of her feelings towards Ah toot. In the meanwhile, as it is the exams period, hope that there will be less emphasis on Ah toot and Zhicong. HAve a suggestion, maybe you can write about Meiyun, or a new character who is a "prodigee" in your school and then next sem have him or her with DTF.

In the past, there is TCQ, now he is seldom mentioned, so maybe can add in this new character.Just a suggestion, I think you already have your plot set up liao. Awaiting the next episode of your show!

bittergourd said...

Peifen:

Oops, it should not be your(Peifen) school but DTF's school. I oso do not mean that Meiyun should be coursemate for DTF cos you mentioned that Meiyun is already working.

Anonymous said...

i'm pretty sure DTF still likes ah toot. i mean, any girl would be touched to know she has a admirer that has kept his love for her so long.

AH TOOT JIA YOU! :D
hope you can be with DTF once again :)

Anonymous said...

i think datoufen should follow her feelings in love.if she choose other people and not ah toot., we should respect her decisions after all.Best wishes 4 dDatoufen

Anonymous said...

Yay! finally revealed the shen mi ke's identity... DTF so lucky to have 2 nice guys liking her. She's made up her mind right?