上星期五，天才庆拥抱我之后，我慌忙逃跑，竟然在奔跑时撞见大奶彬。我站在她面前，瞠目结舌，惊慌失措，心脏发了疯似地狂跳，差点就要爆炸了。大奶彬会有怎样的反应？她一定会大哭大骂。她一定会用力推我。我的脸颊开始发热，我已经做好最坏的心理准备。她可能会给我一巴掌。
“哇！你被人追杀啊？干嘛跑那么快？”
她的反应，让我又惊讶又欣慰。我回头一看，发现大奶彬的所在位置，让她无法看见巴士车站，因为视线被有盖走廊挡住了。她应该没看见天才庆抱我。
“哦。没有。我…我…我肚子痛。想快点上厕所。”突然觉得，在想要逃避的情况下，上厕所是一个很管用的借口。
“哎哟！那还不快点回去？走走走！”大奶彬边说边用手轻轻推我一把。
回到宿舍，我在厕所里蹲了有半个小时吧。脑海里不断重演着之前发生的事。天才庆的举动，让我想起上星期一我拥抱志聪的时候。突然完全明白天才庆的心情。他拥抱我的原因，和我拥抱志聪的原因是一样的。我们只是很自私很贪心地想寻找一点安慰。虽然毫无恶意，但在那一刻的冲动，我们都无法控制心里的空虚寂寞伤心难过，而很自然地把拥抱的对象当代替品，可以暂时代替那个让我们伤心的人。可是，代替品永远比不上原本的人，而我们在拥抱的时候，无意中狠心地践踏了对方的尊严，把他当成毫无价值的安慰奖。
我越想越生气。虽然我也有罪，但天才庆这样对我，也太不应该了。我不是一个代替品！天才庆不应该为了寻找安慰，而威胁我和大奶彬的深厚友情。这样做太自私太愚蠢太不负责任了！好想马上打电话去骂他一顿，可是，又不想跟他说话。
彬：“喂！晓芬！你在里面吗？你没事吧？”
芬：“哦！我还好，只是泻肚子，没什么大问题啦。”
彬：“OK。我有止泻药，等一下你吃一些再去睡觉吧。”
芬：“好啊。谢谢。”
我们就这样隔着厕所的门对话。我没有勇气出去面对她。想到我刚刚和天才庆拥抱，就觉得恶心。
终于回到房间，大奶彬已经睡着了。我的书桌上有一盒止泻药，旁边有一个字条：“我很累，先睡了。你睡觉前，记得先吃两颗药丸OK？Goodnight！”
看了大奶彬的字条，愧疚与感动在心里面交加，化成一滴泪，从眼角滑落脸颊。
每逢星期一、三、五晚上8点30分在新传媒电台YES933首播；星期二，四，一上午11点30分重播。
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- Peifen
- 可以迷糊，可以精明。可以文静，可以好动。可以合群，可以孤僻。什么都不是，什么都想尝试。
27 comments:
So sadzz, all suffering from rebound symdroms...
wat happen onli 1 ppl leave comment??! which is so impossible...
It is an undeniable fact that Datoufen's head doesn't agree with her heart!
It is also an undeniable fact that the comments that I have made about these few people- _elly _ong or KK, _deline _an or AT, _ee _ing _ei or LTW and last but not least, _ndy _an or _an _im _uat AT or TKH, are true and fair, that explains why they did not take legal actions against me!
I wonder why is it so difficult to find a girlfriend that fulfils my criteria?
My criteria is very simple- not based on looks or figures but on inner beauty!
So far, 5 have failed!
While it is true that looks and figures are considered ‘bonuses’, they are not the decisive factors! Inner beauty is considered the basic fundamental!
In fact, out of the 5 who failed, one of them (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong) was not bad-looking and has a figure that is not too bad either, but unfortunately, she has an ugly heart!
It doesn’t matter whether you are driving a sports car or a saloon car, because when you are stuck in a traffic jam, it became a stationary car!
It doesn’t matter whether the girl has good looks and nice figure, because when she has an ugly heart, it is an outright failure!
Beside her, another two people were involved in this matter. They are the two ATs.
The first one (who goes by the initials AT and the name _deline _an) plays the role of supporter. Even if she were to lose her job one day, she won’t remain unemployed for long! There is a job which is most suitable for her, that is, being a griever (Xiao Nu)! Alternatively, she could also consider going to Geylang to work. After all, both jobs required the person being able to make noises!
A guy (who goes by the initials LTW and the name _ee _ing _ei) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials AT and the name _deline _an), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.
Wei Ji Wang Guo, Wei Le Nu Ren Da Zhong Guo!
The second one (who goes by the initials AT or KH and the name _ndy _an) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.
While a person could spend a lifetime with the person of his/her desire, he/she can’t spend a lifetime with a wild beast! Even if you are both registered with ROM and applied for a HDB flat, you should do the right thing and forfeit the deposit for the flat rather than choosing to spend a lifetime with a wild beast!
As for the wild beast, he will no doubt suffer a double loss!
What do you call that?
Pei Le Fu Ren You Zhe Pin!
Lose the Lady and the soldiers!
DTF, I don't think you have the right to be angry with TCQ, you did the same to Zhicong ah.. haiz..
DTF faster make up your mind go & tell Ah toot you like him see what his reaction.
Make yourself clear DNB since you know that both of them stil like each other very much.
Your are making yourself more confuse over TCQ cause you knwo that last time you like him b4. But knw the person you like is ahtoot so dont cause to anyone including yourself. if not you will lost both your friends.
the story getting more interesting. so mani leg(jiao) in the relationship.
-mag
Jackie tan stop making stupid comment and waste space noone is reading nvr read your comming but can see tat you are too wo liao to keep pasting the same things. You are making ppl to scold you, go an create your own blog and write all your stupid long story inside.
From your childish reaction can see why your relationship all broke off... Pls earn to be more matural b4 going into relationship
TOO POOR
hmm lucky got dtf blog.. otherwise i will not be able to sleep thinking about the storyline (getting addicted.. hihi..) have been very busy n always cant catch dtf.. the sad thing is i also cant catch the repeat... hix hix.. anyway thanks peifen.. jia you!!!
Life is truly interesting isn't it? ^^V
Anyway...who bothers who or what stirring what kind of trouble...we are here to comment...anyway...save the earth, save electricity, spam less...and you probably find more interesting things rather then boil your words here.
PF, maybe should have the RJ's to act out the series...so when is the next CAN drama coming?
MashiMaro ^^V
dtf should have the courage to tell dnb what's happening. this could solve alot of things and prevent alot of misunderstanding in future.
I hope DTF will have the courage to face DNB in the future.
千万别让天才庆破坏大奶彬和大头芬的友情！！！ 太不值得了！！！
DNB really cares about DTF..hmm DTF you shouldnt let TCQ affect your friendship. maybe you should quickly settle this with TCQ or else he might think that you like him..hey anyway what about ah toot?it's a long time since he appeared le..haha hope to see him more in the story.
YES JACKIE TAN what must we do to stop you from writing irrelevant stuffs on DTF's blog?! can you pleaseee be more sensible?thankyou.T_T
headache for DTF now ... suddenly so many choices. Still think Ah Toot is the best.
寻找代替品可能是一个失恋的人很不轻易的动作。他们需要一些能够转移注意力的目标，任何的人事物。或许把另外一个人当作是你想见的人很伤人，但却很常见。
Somehow I think DNB saw what happened just keep quiet...hope the r/s btw DTF and DNB will not suffer as a result...true friends are hard to find.
Wednesday 7/11 65 days more=)
i dun think lying is good... u shouldnt kept on lying to DNB, u should have just told DNB wat was going on to pervent something bad that may happen when DNB find out that u was actually meeting TCQ in private...lies stacks upon lies so its better never to start one=)
u shouldnt be angry becoz DCQ hugged u,cos u already said u understand why TCQ hugged u, or r u just finding excuses for not believing that TCQ would actually like u?=)
i really wish that my friend would when i am sick write a note and put it together with the medicine asking me to take it n rest well, it is really this kind of small things that touches others hearts=)
cherish her well!she a true good friend, dun let somethings that r not wat they seems to be destroy this friendship between u n DNB!
Jia you! Jia you! Jia you!
大头芬的世界永远的支持者!
Chawanmushi=)
Think DTF is just kinda of confused.. after the heartbreak.. suddenly like so many others suitors.. even if just a short one like Dave..
I agreed with what some of them said... Tell DNB the truth ba.. tell her frankly that you have met TCQ a few times before and let her know that its not becoz you still like him...
And also.. Ask your heart what she wants.. Ah toot is a good guy.. but to wat i see i think Zhicong is nt bad too... might wan to consider giving him a chance?
Bloggers: Shall ignore Jackie Tan.. Since this blog belongs to all who love DTF de shi jie, we cannot stop Jackie Tan to post wat he wants... assuming that he like also 0-o... Just skip his comments will do.. dun have to be bothered by him..=)
... looking foward the day DTF and AT meet again... will it be a big splash...?
Jackie Tan:
Eh. Why do you post such spiteful comments here? Can see that you are very bitchy,bitching about your enemies in this comment space. Well, suggest to you instead of bitching here, why don't you take some courage to confront them. Seeing the part about Geylang and Xiao nu made me wonder how crude you could be. You actually have the audacity to insult people to this extent. Just a word of advice, I think you should stop being a coward and face your enemies directly. Hiding here bitching about these people is of no use. Do you know that you are not solving your problem by bitching here, instead making more "enemies" here. Please do not make this comment space a tool for you to seek revenge. Last but not least, sad to see that you still continue to do this. I know we cannot stop you, but if you are aware of your irritating comments, please stop that.
On the surface, all is well and peaceful.
In the background, it is not the case!
For example, two guys sitting at the same table are, on the surface, friendly towards each other,but they are actually using their legs to kick each other!
Since only the lower part of their bodies are used, the rest of the people who sat on the same table might not be able to see it!
Blows are being traded, it is just because it is not seen by the other people!
Seriously, it is not Da Tou Fen's fault.....neither Tian Cai Qing....
Everybody is victam lah....
Peifen... Is there a possiblity that we ever get the chance to see AT n DTF get back together... Somehow i personally feel that they make a great couple. Also maybe you can write about how they meet again and get back together after a few years of not contacting.
Hmmm Ok here's my 2 cents worth of view regarding J.T.
i think as long as we just totally skip his comment, he might just keep to one comment.... if any of you guys have notice.. for the past few blogs.... if everyone didn't even made a comment about his comment... he would only post one repeated, long, non logical and rather crude comment... but like today, someone made a comment about him and he immedeately replied... so as long as we pretented to not notice his comment.. he might just shut up.
No matter what we said, how we comment about him, he would just try to defend him ilogical behaviour. He is just craving for attention, hoping that everyone sees him as a victim. Just like a spoilt brat, the more we try to shut him up, the happier he would be, cos he's getting his attentions. If we just view him as a transparent person, he would have to learn to behave. and maybe by then he could learn to post some comments that acturally belongs to this blog.
well last of all, really sorry to post something this long. Take care eveyone.
Frenzship is hard to come by esp DNB is such a sweet, wonderful frenz... its best to tell DNB the truth and based on the strong frenzship i believe DNB will understand your intention n wun b angry wif u..
Jia you DTF.. Jia you Pei Fen..
sad..how come still no wednesday entry? lookin forward =(
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