Wednesday, July 11, 2007

星期三,雨天

这两天,我尽量避开大奶彬。还是无法克制心里的内疚与不安,一直害怕大奶彬会突然知道我和天才庆拥抱的事。

昨晚,我甚至因为想太多,而作了一个恶梦。梦里,大奶彬得知我和天才庆拥抱,非常伤心,哭着对我说如果我真的喜欢天才庆,为了我们的友情,她愿意牺牲自己的幸福,成全我们两个。我还没来得及向她解释说我完全没有喜欢天才庆的意思,大奶彬就消失了。突然,我听见从远处传来她的笑声。我四处张望,发现自己来到了东海岸公园。眼前是一个亭子,亭子里坐着两个人。一个是在开心欢笑的大奶彬,另一个是在和她有说有笑的Ah Toot。我大声叫他们,但,他们听不见。我努力往他们的方向跑,但,怎么跑也无法拉近我们之间的距离。我看见Ah Toot双手围着大奶彬纤细的腰,他们闭上眼睛,两人的脸越来越贴近…

这时,我从恶梦中惊醒。天啊。我的脑袋什么时候便得那么可怕,会想出这些恶心的东西?

因为昨晚睡不好,今天精神特别差。醒来的时候,大奶彬已经出去了。

半梦半醒地度过了大半天,傍晚,我精疲力竭地躺在床上看电视。这时,大奶彬开门进来了。

平时,大奶彬从外面回来做的第一件事,是把手上的东西全都扔在地上,然后懒洋洋地躺在床上和我聊天,要不然就拿出手机来查看有没有新的简讯或未接电话。可是,今天大奶彬一踏进房里,就走到我的床边,坐在床的一角,表情严肃地对我说,“晓芬,我有一件事想问你。”

我虽然很累,但看得出大奶彬想说的话是非马上说不可的。我呆呆地看着她,等待她的问题。

“你是不是有事瞒着我?”大奶彬的眼神象是X光一样直射入我的脑袋,企图仔细检验隐藏在我脑海里的思绪。如此突如其来的盘问,让我招架不住,只能傻愣愣地面对着大奶彬。手心和额头开始冒汗:心虚的迹象。

大奶彬突然转移视线,低着头看着地板,低声说:“有人告诉我,那天,看见你和天才庆…”大奶彬的话悬挂在半空中,好像在等待我作出一些反应。

之前的疲惫完全被惶恐取代了,心脏沉重地快速地拍打在胸腔,双手越来越冰冷。我该说什么?道歉?把全部责任推到天才庆身上?还是说谎,坚持一切都没发生过?

彬:“我只是想知道,那个人说的是不是真的。”

不能再逃避了。我要勇敢认错。

芬:“对不起。我没把事情告诉你,是因为那个拥抱根本不代表什么…”

大奶彬突然睁大眼睛面对我。

彬:“拥抱?!”

天啊。我又说错了什么?!

芬:“你…你说有人看见我和天才庆…”

彬:“她说的是看见你和天才庆一起去唱K…不是什么拥抱…”

大奶彬的声音越来越小,她两手折叠压在肚子上,身体开始颤抖。

芬:“我…我…我们真的没有什么!真的!你要相信我,我绝对不会出卖你的!对不起…我不知道他为什么会…会…会抱住我…”

彬:“你不要再说了!”大奶彬泣不成声。

我们就这样坐了好久,好久。

大奶彬擦干眼泪,站起来开始从衣柜里拿出一些衣服和日用品,放进包包里。收拾好东西,她看也没看我一眼,头也不回就走了。

惠彬,对不起。除了对不起,我已经不知道该说什么了。我和天才庆真的只是朋友,那天晚上的事,我也不知道该怎么解释。你是我最最最要好的朋友,我绝对不会背叛你的。惠彬,请你原谅我,好吗?

115 comments:

Peifen said...

Hey all,

wanna get some feedback here...

just wondering, u guys and gals visit this blog regularly to read the latest updates on DTF's stories, how many of u actually tune in to the radio broadcast (whether 1st or repeat)?

let me know ya? thanks! :)

Peifen said...

as for Jackie Tan, i'm really at my wits end. can't possibly talk sense to someone who...erm...doesn't display any? does any of u know how i can block him from commenting (even tho i think that's highly impossible)?

Anonymous said...

hey peifen.

i actually only read this blog regularly.. i dun tune in to the radio broadcast. i used to, when my work ends, as the timing coincides.

about jackie tan, is it possible for you to enable comment moderation, such that you can approve of comments to be published here?

Anonymous said...

What is the truth will remain the truth!

It is an undeniable fact that Datoufen's head doesn't agree with her heart!

It is also an undeniable fact that the comments that I have made about these few people- _elly _ong or KK, _deline _an or AT, _ee _ing _ei or LTW and last but not least, _ndy _an or _an _im _uat AT or TKH, are true and fair, that explains why they did not take legal actions against me!

I wonder why is it so difficult to find a girlfriend that fulfils my criteria?

My criteria is very simple- not based on looks or figures but on inner beauty!

So far, 5 have failed!

While it is true that looks and figures are considered ‘bonuses’, they are not the decisive factors! Inner beauty is considered the basic fundamental!

In fact, out of the 5 who failed, one of them (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong) was not bad-looking and has a figure that is not too bad either, but unfortunately, she has an ugly heart!

It doesn’t matter whether you are driving a sports car or a saloon car, because when you are stuck in a traffic jam, it became a stationary car!

It doesn’t matter whether the girl has good looks and nice figure, because when she has an ugly heart, it is an outright failure!

Beside her, another two people were involved in this matter. They are the two ATs.

The first one (who goes by the initials AT and the name _deline _an) plays the role of supporter. Even if she were to lose her job one day, she won’t remain unemployed for long! There is a job which is most suitable for her, that is, being a griever (Xiao Nu)! Alternatively, she could also consider going to Geylang to work. After all, both jobs required the person being able to make noises!

A guy (who goes by the initials LTW and the name _ee _ing _ei) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials AT and the name _deline _an), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

Wei Ji Wang Guo, Wei Le Nu Ren Da Zhong Guo!

The second one (who goes by the initials AT or KH and the name _ndy _an) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

While a person could spend a lifetime with the person of his/her desire, he/she can’t spend a lifetime with a wild beast! Even if you are both registered with ROM and applied for a HDB flat, you should do the right thing and forfeit the deposit for the flat rather than choosing to spend a lifetime with a wild beast!

As for the wild beast, he will no doubt suffer a double loss!

What do you call that?

Pei Le Fu Ren You Zhe Pin!

Lose the Lady and the soldiers!

Bunny said...

I visit the blog when i missed the board cast. I actually tune in to both session of board cast coz i might miss some due to studies.

To me, i feel the story getting interesting and the idea of friends and relationship/betraying thoughts. But i personally feel tat friendship is forever more worthwhile than relationship.

Anonymous said...

hi peifen, i actually dun have much chance to hear the actual broadcast cos im in sch. mostly read it on this blog and occasionally managed to catch d repeat. :)

love,
amanda :)

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen,

I usually just visit the blog for the latest updates cos i cant seem to rem to tune in to the radio and also prefer to read it as and when i am free.

Story getting interesting though..Keep it up! ^_^

Anonymous said...

I get the story updated from the blog as I miss the broadcast most of the time. But I still visit the blog even I managed to hear the radio broadcast.

Anonymous said...

Hello Peifen,
Whenever I am in my office I will listen to the story from the radio...but I usually read the story from the blog 1st.

btw, keep up the good work : )

Anonymous said...

I do not visit this blog regularly. I usually listen to the repeated radio broadcast during afternoon time in office. As far as possible, I tried to complete listening the episode before I continuing doing my routine office work.

Anonymous said...

I prefer to listen to the broadcast, but becos of the timing I always missed it. And I will try my miss to catch the repeat in the afternoon at work. :)

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen,

I usually visit the blog for updates. But I do listen to the 2nd broadcast occasionally at work.

Grace =)

Anonymous said...

I listen to the repeat but still read it

Anonymous said...

佩芬你好,
我每一天都会上来这里,希望能看到最新的博克,有时间的时候当然也会听你的节目,但是,这样的机会不常有。。

对于大乃彬跟大头分,如果一早就坦白,就不会有这样的局面了。。不是吗?坦白了,就能有晓得寻找方法解决误会,不坦白。。只会加深误会,甚至会因为这样而失去一个朋友。。

Anonymous said...

hal0o peifen,

i onli read from ur blog.i never tune in the radio and listen to the boardcast before.HAHA.sorry!but ur stories are indeed NICE! i love reading it !JIa YOU :))

Anonymous said...

Peifen,

To block him, I think you need an IT expert to do so

Anonymous said...

HI Peifen,
Normally I would listen to the repeated broadcast de and would still visit this blog..

Anonymous said...

And the story is getting more and more interesting.. Jia You

Anonymous said...

peifen,


i think there is no need to block this JACKIE person comment.i think he needs some attention.maybe u can like just let him post wat he wans.treat it as u are doing charity.HAHA.just hack care him!haha.

Anonymous said...

HI
A long time did not write over here. Been busy lately. Just finish reading the story from where i miss.
Since the last time DTF broke off with AH Toot . She have incoming two suitor. Zhicong and TCQ.
I still like the parts where DTF be together with AH Toot. Even though love cannot be force. Feel really weird when two person in love cannot be together . Even though it do happen in real life it still pain to see that.

Peifen
As for your question. I like to hear it being broadcast in radio. really sound nice with all the emotimonal flowing out. If i am listening to radio that moment i will ususally stop most of my stuff to listen. It is most wonderful at night when u sit in the bus listening to broadcast. However most of the time is very short. Also when i am not able to catch it on the radio the alternate is to come to the website to read.

Thanks for the story......Peifen

Anonymous said...

hi peifen,

i usually listen to the repeated radio broadcast in the afternoon, but will come to visit this blog when i miss the repeated broadcast.

Anonymous said...

Hi Pei fen,

I will listen to the radio broatcast (First) then visit the blog after a few days.

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen!
I am a super DTF's story fans! I will try to hear the broadcast but usuallly I will forgot the broadcast. So, I usually check your blog and see the story. When I think the story is interesting I will listen to the repeat.

Hope you will write more good stories for DTF.

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen,

I usually visit this blog to read the latest updates of DTF's stories cos i always miss the broadcast on radio. Its nice to hear the story on radio hope i wont miss it that often.

Tis story is getting complicated.
Zhicong, TCQ or Ah toot? Hopefully DTF will end up with Ah toot.

Unice said...

Hi Peifen,

Usually i would come in here to read the latest update and comments everyday after work, normally i only manage to catch the repeat broadcast of the story on radio, unless i stay back in office to do OTs... At the same time, i would try to download every story from podcast to listen to it again when i am on my way home.
As for J.T, Well there isn't much we can do can we? Maybe the comment moderation is the only choice. After all, there is almost nothing we can do about a spoilt brat, unless their parent can take them into hand.. (usually heavy canning. Hahahaha)
Keep up the good work on the story. Got me really hooked to the story with all the ups and downs. Really hope DTF and AT could get back together...

Anonymous said...

I visit this blog more than i listen to the broadcast. I'll usually listen when it's near the exam periods cos i wouldnt be able to watch tv! xD

After reading the blog i will also download the podcast so tt i can listen repeatedly.

and thanks for the great story! =D

Anonymous said...

Hi peifen..
I dun have much chance to hear the actual broadcast because i am from Kl Malaysia. Mostly read it on this blog . keep fighting...

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen
Usually if in office, if i m able to listen to the broadcast i would listen and also read the blog. If miss the broadcast would read the blog. Both got different feels.

As for Jackie Tan. I think you can only delete his comment but you can stop him for commenting.

Jia you Peifen hope your story is getting better and better. Really enjoy this story.

Are you the actor of this story?

xuan ^@^

Anonymous said...

i usually read the blog for the story! always missed the broadcasting, but it's still nice to find out abt the story from both sides!


PEIFEN! the story is great! JIAYOU! (:

ber-nd said...

Hi peifen,

I usually visit the blog to read and catch up on stories that I missed, but I always try to tune in whenever I have the time, but it is always in the afternoons when the broadcast is repeated.

The story is getting better, keep it up!

As for those undesirable comments, I suppose u could select the 'moderate comments' from your blog settings and only allow comments you want (i.e. from everyone else except JT), but you got to do it manually either via email or through the settings. Hope this helps!

Anonymous said...

Hi PeiFen,

I will try to listen to the broadcast but it's often due to work or class that I will miss the chance. So I will visit this blog for update.


Jia You PeiFen ^_^

Anonymous said...

TWO OF THEM...EVERY DAY I SWICTH ON MY RADIO WHEN I'M WORKING....
AFTER WORK OR SOMETIME WHEN I FREE AT OFFICE I ALSO WILL GO TO YOUR BLOG TO READING.....ACTUALLY I SO LONG TIME NEVER PUT UP MY COMMENTS LOH....A BITZ BUSY ON MY NEW JOBS.
BUT ANYWHERE FORGET THE JT....NOT USE WE ALWAYS ANGRY ABOUT HIM...MAY BE HE IS VERY LONELY GUY...
SOMETIME PERSON WILL DO THE FOOLER THINHGS ON.. WE FORGIVE HIM LOH....

AT LEAST HE GOT GO TO YOUR BLOG TO READING...THAT MEANS HE ALSO ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU....
BUT THIS ONLY IS "MAY BE"......

ANYWREHE,I HOPE ALL OF THE PERSON WILL BE GOT A WONDERFUL LIFE....

Anonymous said...

i will listen to the 1st broadcast of course!!! unless something cause me to miss the prog... then i will read the blog... sometimes i will record the prog if i know that i will miss it...

i have to work, so day time cannot listen to repeat at all...

Anonymous said...

Pei fen..

I listen to both 1st and repeat one.. (; cos it's nice.. and interesting.. and some of the story relates to me too. (:

I'll listen to the broadcast.. if missed than visit to the blog.. (:

Cont' to Jia you ok..

Anonymous said...

I hope this is useful!!

Comments Moderator-->"You can find the comment moderation setting on the Settings | Comments tab, along with all of the other comment settings. It's just a simple yes/no option..." (quoted from blogger help)

Evelyn Soo said...

U can go to your DASHBOARD, look for SETTINGS.

Under SETTINGS, there should be a COMMENTS tab (4th tab).

Scroll down n you should be able to see "Enable Comment Moderation". this will allow you to choose which comments to publish and prevent future spams.

the benefits is that you will be notified everytime you get a new comment.

the down side is that it will be more troublesome for you to go through every post. afterall, only 0.00000001% of the posts are spams.

AH Toot said...

I actually prefer reading from the blog, coz can't be on time in the office to catch the broadcast. Maybe sometime can catch up but usually bz with work.

I think that JT is unstopable, eventhought block his comment via email add. but he still can post the spam comment using anonymous. really fell sorry for the poor guy, maybe he need some threatment, in the mental hospital i think... his way of behaviour had became violent(in the comment), he actually post a longer comment seeing Pei Fen decide to block him... really worry for him, did he act the same as in the real world??!!!

Anonymous said...

Elo Peifen,

Trying to catch the repeats but sometime things crop up...so is back to the blog...

Mr JT aka Jackie is getting more & more naggy I suppose...I wonder if he is the same person as he is in the net...He is just lonely I guess...

PF, you done a good job...maybe you can compile into a book with some pictures will be good idea?

Take care & happy weekend...:)

MashiMaro

Anonymous said...

i am going to scold DTF to WAKE UP!!!
other support u or whatever i dont even care at all
i rather support DNB than the leading gal DTF.
DTF character is so childish in some way,the way she handles think its so pampered so dreamy and thinking life is so perfect or must be perfect or etc or trying to be angel in helping friend or etc

LOOK DTF u already lose yur love one cause of yur own indecisiveness(you ruo gua duan),and U STILL DONT LEARN and WISE UP.even though there is a life experience to impact u,U still simply dont grow up.

*when DNB and TCQ breakup,u should concentrate on DNB if u wanna help her,but not get near or too near TCQ even if he is yur friend as its super sensitive!
**AND if u dont wish any misunderstanding to arise its a wiser choice to tell everything out from beginning to starting,instead of hiding this and that.
*****your hiding of facts may only cause more harm and misunderstanding!
*****dont think by hiding is for friend benefit so as not to let DNB think too much(hu si luan xiang),it will backfire if discovered
***thus its better to be frank!

************And if u dont like TCQ,its best u keep a distance than to care too much of him as a friend.u should have however tell DNB what happen to him and how he feel or etc rather than use yurself to try go comfort or care about him

i really dont know how to say or scold or teach u.
sorry to DTF fans,but i still find her character is too childish and too dreamy,and have yet to wake up and learn her lessons!

dont make yur indecisive and childish behavior in relationship lose another best friend when u already lose a lover now.

Mistakes and lessons must be learn so to avoid repeating same mistake and turns a better life.
not go to avoid reality by not trying to think what happen in the past by keeping "yur things in a box".


sorry for harsh tone,just speaking out for DTF or all other guys and gals who behave like above to wake up.
and hope my comments can help some of u all

IN LIFE,there is no perfect.
Not at least in SG,when all ppl are so realistic and affected by their life and environment
-----------------------------------
sorry ah miss peifen,i know the story is a story but i am here to score DTF again de
=D

dear DTF with so much painful experiences,i really wish to tell u its time to WAKE UP and GROW UP now le.

zi shi bao bu zhu huo de
i already expected one day this will happen since the day u started to hide things even though its for DNB's sake.i once say before hiding it acts like a twin blade effect.its better for u to have sound it out frankly earlier.

although its not 100% your fault,but still yur actions and thinking affect the end result in someway.

for all who read comment dont angry with me,i rather ppl who read my comments think hard and prevent yurself ending up like DTF or any other role characters in the story that has bad situation.

use it to aid u rather than siding to DTF cause she is a leading role
==================================
@Miss Peifen
i always tune in to listen live,1st cast story.

your story is really very interesting.it can tell us alot about life and also useful to case study them to prevent ourselves end up like them,it benefit us alot.

yur story so far is quite realistic.which is good.

however i would like u to add Xinyi into the picture,as her story side has a great impact to the drama,cause she is another gal that is affecting the leading male character ah tootz.

if yur story is really even more realistic,if i am not wrong,DTF after this incident character will change 180degrees already.
ppl who suffer serious problems in life normally will turn more mature and more different after their lessons.

at this moment i still support my poor hurted DNB.
as i still dont like the feng hua xue yue DTF,its too dreamy,she ought to wake up soon.
i do look forward to see a new DTF too.

but i really wish to console DNB le.so poor thing.
sigh

@peifen continue yur hardwork bah
ganbatte ne
jya
mata o

=)

Anonymous said...

surplus added on for treatment of jacky issue

jacky feel that his real life is sucky and something like being cheated.

actually if not wrong he is just trying to get attention and some of us to agree with him/his situation he is facing or story he experienced.

judging from my experiences
this guy if u use harsh way approach.he will only turn worst.and blocking him is a waste of effort.cause if u do so.he pissed and will just come back with a diff pc and diff location of diff IP.

soft appraoch will be better.
and since he always type same things

my guess is he wanted us read his story and give him some comments.but some how it seems he wanted more ppl to agree with him than to oppose with him.

Hopeless will be the word if thats really the case
as nothing is perfect in life
one bound to receive up and downs in life

its time to move on jacky
try find a better gal and forget the past than to hold on
as its very tiring holding bad past or unhappy moments.

for those annoyed by him ,the best way is to ignore him will do.and he will keep his writings to a moderate level.hopefully

Anonymous said...

Hello Peifen,

I normally will read from the blog due to my irregular schedule.

Hmmm but I hope that podcast will update more often so I can also hear the episodes I missed =)


Jia you DTF!!

Anonymous said...

Hi, i usually read the blogs. Cheers!.

Anonymous said...

Danaibin must forgive her......Peifen, I prefer to listen ah toot ang datoufen......bet,jiayou la!!!!

Anonymous said...

Hey there! Your story is real great (: I do tune it to the radio occasionally but I'll miss it sometimes. sorry!

yep, jia you

93raldin3 said...

To peifen:
last time use to listen to the radio.
but nw i used to read blog le
so didnt catch the boardcast.
but i still dl the podcast to listen.
cos blog nv show u the emotion and the nice voices that u all have.
:P

Anonymous said...

Prefer to listen to the radio broadcast. It's more interesting to hear narrations than to read words after words. The blog is good to keep for keen reader to leave their thoughts about the story.

Anonymous said...

peifen,

i find it easier to read the blog than waiting for the right time to listen to the broadcast.

while i read the blog, i also download the podcast to listen to the story as it unveils even if I already knows the story

Anonymous said...

Peifen,

as an owmer of this blog, I think you can block comments that are not constructive. If not, complaint to google to try blocking them.

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen,

Usually i wld tune in to the radio broadcast when im at work, but if i happen to miss any episodes, i wld come in here to read it. In fact, i do visit this blog on a regular basis. Episodes dat i hear over the radio, i do come back to the blog to read again..cuz i also find it easier to read from the blog..

Jiayou Peifen!!!

Hope to hear more DTF stories soon!!

Anonymous said...

Hi peifei,

I catch it on radio coz sometimes can hear ppl feelings and narrations on first hand.... Unless have it record and dl to ur blog. If there's a missed ep., i go dw here n read.

Still have to consider some can't read chinese characters.

Good work keep it up, Peifei!

Anonymous said...

usu visit this blog 4 updates & tune in 2nd broadcast in ofc cos always cudn't make it 4 1st broadcast..

e story is great.. :) kip up e good job ya!!

Anonymous said...

Usually, I get the story from this blog. Due to busy lifestyle and workload, it is quite difficult to stay put at certain time to listen to the story. But once in a while, I managed to listen to the 8:30 pm broadcast on my way home.

I am still waiting to hear about DTF and AT … still feel they make an ideal item. As for TCQ, he is no longer what the narrator said, “TCQ will die without DNB”…Sigh.. Poor chap must have been so depressed and disappointed over DNB’s betrayal that he lost his sense of direction for the time being.

I think everyone who comments on Jackie, plays a part in his wayward action. Because of our comments and irritation, it aggravates his “ego”. By his worsen attitude, we can see the kind of sad character in him. Despite PeiFen’s kind reprimand, he has shown no respect to the “owner” of this blog … Why waste time on this man? When a man did despicable acts, you do not “slap” him because that would only dirty your hands… Walk away and prayerfully one day he would change. So friends, just scroll down his comments like what I did … no worries, he can comment all he wants!! Why waste time to block or monitor him … it only excites him and who knows, he might even use anonymous name to write further irrelevant stuff.

Let’s work together and STOP commenting on his comments …

Anonymous said...

I can't tune in to listen often cause I'm having lessons at night and working in the day during the repeat..

Can't really catch the correct timing.. with this blog at least I get to be updated.. but seems like the postings were not so regular..

So these days I only come in say once or twice a week..


Naraliya

Anonymous said...

I read the blog for lastest update of the story. :)

友情之间最好不要有谎言。你可以选择不说,但是不能说谎,那会让人怀疑你的心机。可是DNB也没有立场在责备DTF什么了吧?

Anonymous said...

Hmm, the way DNB's acting, it seems she still loves the Genius.

Anonymous said...

To: Jackie Tan
u again and ur rubbish??? Y must repeat us same old stories everyday? U dun feel pai say at all to see wat others comment abt u? Y r u so thick skin??????

Anonymous said...

唉。。。 这一次,DTF 真的“大头”了。。。 DNB 这样同时被好朋友和旧情人, ERM.. 谈不上被出卖,只是。。。 算是被隐瞒,还是会非常伤心的。。我相信没有一个人可以接受好朋友和旧情人“拥抱”吧。。。 不管是在任何情况下吧。。。

嗨!佩芬。。。
通常我都会尽量赶在听第一次的 RADIO BROADCAST, 除非找不到收音机听才会在第二天 “迫切期待”看网上的POST 哦!

还有,JACKIE TAN , 唉。。。我相信佩芬你有办法的吧! 之前有好几个COMMENT 被 DELETE 了,都是他的吧?!

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ronsensical said...

dear peifen,

i love the story thus far.. but i always forgot to tune in to radio broadcast, so sometimes, i download the podcasts to listen.

most of the time i read this blog instead =)

Tai Yew Mun said...

hi peifen,
I mostly read it here. But with the radio in my office on most of the time, I do listen to the repeated broadcast most of the time. It's from the radio that I get to noe abt this story.

abt blocking jackie, i dun think there's any way to do it in blogspot. u can migrate ur blog to some other blog that have this feature. either that or u delete his comments everytime u see it.

Anonymous said...

I Love DTF!!! Peifen Jia yous!!! =)

Anonymous said...

Congrats to Peifen,

The number of comments has reached a new record!

This will definitely have an impact on your performance appraisal if you continue to maintain it!

Another important performance indicator would be the number SMSes.

As for your comment that I doesn't display any sense, I can only give you this reply:

The Datoufen's World story is too common, thus I have to give up some of my sense in order to create a 'chemical' reaction and form 'Common Sense'!

An undergraduate can't be focusing on BGR, friendship and studies all the time!

If all the undergraduates in Singapore do the same thing, it would be the beginning of the end for Singapore!

Anonymous said...

i actually tune in to the radio and read your blog regularly. becos i might miss out some part. and i love reading those chinese wording story!

pls continue to write! when im bored at work. i will pass by here to see any update. that have aready been my habit!

JIAYOU!

Anonymous said...

hi peifen,

usually i would read the blog 1st for latest updates and then tune in to the radio broadcast...

and the story is getting more interesting...

Jiayou Peifen!! :D

Anonymous said...

DTF is a broadcast that i look forward to almost all day at work. but it's only alternate days. (referring to the repeated one)

Anonymous said...

I used to hear the 1st broadcast, then I know about the blog, here we can voice our comments so I frequent it.

For past weeks, my laptop's streaming from Yes933 has stopped functioning and my old radio has also broken at the same time... I have to come here to update myself. Thank you for updating it here. But I do still like to hear the songs along... Till then when I get a new radio or fix my streaming problem. *sigh*

Anonymous said...

hi peifen,

can call me lousy but somehow during broadcast I'm either busy outside or if I'm at home, forget about it cos I don't have a radio at home and thus I don't tune in frequently. BUT i do try to tune in [online] when I remember, or listen to the repeat broadcast at times, or rely on this blog, OR ask my bf to tell me the plot cos he tunes in for almost every broadcast. Hahas.. =) My bf introduced dtf to me and I really like the storyline so I must say.. keep up the good work! =)

To dtf:
I know it's a painful feeling to lose your best friend. really really hope you and dnb will somehow mend ties again... tcq ought to do something about it! Maybe you should talk to him and really tell him the truth about what you're feeling. Actually you could have tried explaining what you've thought in mon's entry to dnb but i think she wouldn't have the patience to hear everything, but i think tcq can! So hopefully all things will be well soon! The blog getting sadder and sadder... cheer up k? =)

Anonymous said...

I normally get it from podcast.. but podcast too slow so i came over here to read...

joyce said...

hi peifen, i normally come up here 4 updates. cant really listen 2 e broadcasts cos i'll b doing my homework at night, n i'll b in school in e aftnoon. =)


P.S. e story rox! way to go!

Unknown said...

Dear Peifen,

I usually tune in to the repeat broadcast and if i missed certain parts of the story i'll do the catch up here... keep up the gd work!!

Anonymous said...

HEY HEY _ackie _an or JT,

it is an undeniable fact that you have a sad story.

it is also an undeniable fact that maybe you need someone to talk, to disturb, to irritate, to pay attention on you.

i wonder why is it so difficult for you to stop spamming and tagging this blog with your extremely interesting story?

our criteria is very simple- not based on whether your comment is constructive or just merely a comment. it's just- stop spamming.

so far, YOU have failed!

while interesting stories about your life is a bonus,it is not the deciding factor! sincerity and sane mind is considered a fundamental!

in fact, you (who go by the initials JT and name _ackie _an)was not that bad at first. but you are being too much!

it doesn't matter whether you post a comment or not post a comment, a comment is a comment!

it doesn't matter whether you have been hurt by some girls, but the fact is that you got to really MOVE ON!
.
.
.
. all nonsense...
.
.
.
what do you call that?

GUO FEN, ER XIN, BIAN TAI!

Win back your pride and get a life!

Anonymous said...

btw, just an advice for _ackie _an:

go brush up on your language skills (grammar, spelling, han yu pin yin...)and stop being a joke. and btw, it's pei le fu ren you zhe BIN.

thank you.

Anonymous said...

hi peifen, i listen to the radio and read the blog. but sometimes i will miss the broadcast... hence, can i make the request that you post up the blog on time??? thank you so much!!!

Anonymous said...

hi sometime i did n did is forget or no time because i got tution ur alway fan

Anonymous said...

hi peifen

i love to listen to the broadcast but i also miss the 1st and its repeat. either im bz of i forget. hehe. but i enjoy reading also. i check for updates regularly. =)

Anonymous said...

jackie tan can u just CUT IT OUT? it's really irritating k? this is a DTF blog not a blog for u to complain about ur exes. btw, if u want a girl with inner beauty, u'll need inner beauty in urself too and i dun seem to sense any of that from u... so.........

anw, peifen, i love this story :)) it's getting really exciting.... i always try to catch it on broadcast cus it gives a great effect [with the music and sounds]..... however i always miss the ones on friday due to tuition so i'll visit this blog to noe wat went on:))

jiayou peifen!! im sure u can get rid of JT

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen,

The last time I listened to the broadcast was a year ago. I finished reading the whole DTF story from where I left off last year and I can't wait for each new update. I hardly tune in to the radio broadcast unless I am in the car or the repeat on web radio...

But it's been a real rollercoaster as of recent.. I hope the story never ends =p

Anonymous said...

oh... and I do hope that DTF and DNB will make up soon! They r the best of friends and I honestly hope that they will nt turn ugly becos of a lousy TCQ.. >_<

Anonymous said...

lol sori if im too harsh... but i just hope that JT will realise that he's not being considerate to peifen and other ppl... even if he needs attention or care, he should go for the right sources of advice... so i would like to suggest to JT that u can write to perhaps Kelly in the teenage magazine and maybe ask for some advice to improve on ur current situation........ i read this magazine quite often and found that Kelly is very good in helping ppl with these kind of issues

i hope that u'll think about it and also be more considerate to peifen and the readers of this blog. jiayou k? hope u'll overcome ur watever problem soon :))

zhutou_ling said...

last time when you're still in secondary school, i listen to the radio. but now im very busy with my attachment in poly, i can only get to know the happenings through your blog. well at least im still supporting you? :) jiayou ba..

Anonymous said...

i, too, is a more regular blog reader than a listener of the broadcast cos when it's played at 8.30pm, i'll most prob be in sch.. so cant catch it.. when it repeats in the afternoon, i'm normally in class.. so oso unable to catch it.. but the sometimes after readin the blog, i'll also dl to listen to the podcast cos it's more emotional tt way... aniwae.. Gambette... all e best f0r DTF and ah toot!!

卫斯理 said...

我会尽量准时收听《大头芬的世界》,然后在这里留下自己的感想。总觉得虽然是同一个故事,通过声音和文字所表达的感觉却很不一样,但都很棒。佩芬的努力和用心,相信大家都会给予肯定和鼓励。

很喜欢这个空间,因为大家都支持佩芬及《大头芬的世界》。但是很遗憾,因为一个无聊人搞得佩芬和大家都不高兴。我相信眼不见为静,这种attention seeker就当他不存在好了,不必为这种人费神。

最后,希望大奶彬只是一时之气。这么深厚又珍贵的友谊,若因误会而破裂,太可惜了。

Anonymous said...

I read the blog instead of listening to the radio.. =X

Anonymous said...

there is one above anonymous who wrote a reply to JT similar to his writing pattern. don't get mistaken, it is not by JT! hahaha... damn funny!! gd job.

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen

I've been turning in to this story since I hear this story on radio by chance one day. (While it was still at the stage of DTF & friends still in sec sch). Had been chasing it's boardcast every time on air. Since the time slot change din have a chance to as it din match my time as I was either at work or at nite class. Haiz... But luckily there is this blog still can read and get to know the updates of the story.

The story is getting more interesting each time, always can't wait to get to know what is going tohappen next.

Peifen, jia you!

Cheers,
Rain

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen:

Actually I try to listen to the first broadcast on every Monday, Wednesday and Friday, and then if I missed the show, will listen to it on every Monday, Tuesday and Thursday afternoons. If I still missed them, I will come to this blog. It has been almost a year since you launched this show, can't say that every episode is interesting, but can see that you have put in a lot of hard work in this show.


As for Jackie Tan, most of us know his psyche; he is a normal human being after all. As human beings, we tend to defend ourselves and find excuses for ourselves when we know we are doing the wrong things. Peifen, don’t get too datou over his matter, must take care of your health. He is just there to provoke you, in the past, did not notice that, now he has expressed that you are writing a plain story. He is trying to spice up the story. Thanks for his 'kind ' efforts' but too bad no one except himself seem to appreciate that.

To Jackie Tan:

Like to ask you: did Peifen's story brought about unhappiness to you? Why did you criticise Peifen in such a harsh way? If you are so great, try to churn out a story based on Undergraduates that depicts "real" life of an undergraduate. Know that you are perhaps an undergrad or have graduated, but can you say for sure that you can write a story as nice as Peifen's. I challenge you to write a story on your blog, and see if your viewers are as many as Peifen's. You mentioned about Peifen creating comments in order to gain recognition. Aren't you doing the same? You should thank Peifen for letting you be a star, now everyone who visits this blog knows who our eminent Jackie Tan is. Parts of the comments are based on you, congrats to you for getting so many comments. Isn't that what you have always wanted? Can you don't exaggerate things, if undergrads are involved in relationships, Singapore will still be Singapore as there is absolutely zero chance of that happening. Besides, it is easy to criticise people, once you are the one being criticised, how would you feel? I admit I cannot outtalk you and my standard of English is not as goose as yours. However, I can pick your points and counter them. Initially, I feel you are okay, now you actually go on to criticise Peifen, you are getting overboard. So don't blame me for my harsh comments.

To the anonymous who imitates Jackie Tan, good job, very funny. However, I guessed you will not be as persistent as him who can post the same comment almost every entry. I think I have written too much, sorry Peifen for messing things up. I feel angry for you when you are accused of creating readerership.

Regards,
World of DTF supporter

Anonymous said...

BTW,

It is not goose but good and not readererhship but readership. Like I say,my standard of English is not as good as our famous Jackie Tan as I am just a mere supporter of Peifen's story, not someone who is as expert as Jackie Tan who can churn out better stories than Peifen. Don't blame me.

Regards,
World of DTF Supporter

Amanda said...

i don really listen to the radio broadcast as im usually busy at the time that its playing..
therefore, i'll always visit the blog for updates..

Just started reading it not long ago.. its great.. keep it up =)
wonder if anyone will turn into a drama.. it will be great =)

Anonymous said...

I listen to the radio broadcast at times too . However , I might miss it due to the timing .

The story is getting more and more interesting . Continue to work hard ! (:

maxine said...

mostly is come to blog read..cause sometimes i will misss the 1st broadcast.. and the repeat timing is too early le.. still in school..

Anonymous said...

Yo Peifen,

I'll catch it whenever I've got no commitments, save for weds when I catch DOND. I visit this blog whenever I miss an episode :)

Anonymous said...

don't usually tune in to the radio broadcast because i don't usually have access to a radio during the broadcasts.

But ! the stories are really interesting, and so i am, reading the blog and extremely glad that this blog exists =)

Anonymous said...

唉,都已經決定放棄了,為什麼還要耿耿于懷呢?
說明心里還是喜歡的吧..

Anonymous said...

Heys

I will listen to the boardcast most of the times...while doing my schwork...
byes..tc.

Anonymous said...

sorry recently very busy on my school work so not much time to comment lor...

I got a idea, create a mirror blog..but negative effect is it had to be secretive( may be you can let da tou fen to say it, instead of u...clever listeners will catch it)...

just a suggestion

chronotee

Anonymous said...

meaning make another identical blog... then purposely let da tou fen somehow say in during the story if possible.

Eh...if my suggestion still can help u, i think you can find republic poly's students...as they everyday learn how to solve problems..hehe

chronotee

Anonymous said...

I have no time to read the blog.haha..Because too long =X..But really appreciate that you post on the DTF story on blog..haha..

I love to listen to DTF!!!

Btw, Jackie Tan stop your doings..its very wrong.

Anonymous said...

hey peifen, i usually will tune in to the radio broadcast. but if i miss it then i will visit this blog and read it. (:

btw, i love dtf story. it is interesting and nice. keep it up! take care always!

Anonymous said...

I seldom tune in to the radio broadcast, unless I happen to catch it on time.

By the way, I am supposing that Jackie Tan has less of sense and common sense, but rather an abundance of un-common sense. He/She is most probably ignorance to the things of the common, since he/she has such an extremely interesting life story as so thought of by him/her using his/her un-common sense.

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A person who lacks the ability to respect another's story should not expect his/her story to be respected.

lemontree said...

震惊是一定的啦,他有这样的反应也很正常,但是希望多几天后,他能想开,不再为这件事而难过了。欺骗是你的错,但是出发点也是好的啊,所以明理的惠彬,相信他会慢慢的原谅你的。时间能够好好得了伤的。

Anonymous said...

i normally heard it at night.. if miss i will come on blog to see...

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen,
Love your story. I will try to catch the repeated on air because it is more lively.

As for that idiot, I will scroll pass his comments without reading. Like most of us suggested, he is an attention seeker. Lets ignore him. Lets treat it that his comments do not exist and stop commenting about him or writing comments to him after this blog.

Anonymous said...

To Jackie Tan:

Aren’t you tired of copying and pasting your life story in some one else's blog comments again and again? If you are unhappy about Da Tou Fen De Shi Jie, then don't listen to the radio broadcast and don't read the blog. No one is forcing you to. No one can help you if you are just unhappy about your life and choose to be unhappy. Maybe through your actions here in this blog, you can more or less figure out why you cannot find a so-called "decent" girl you want. Stop harassing others with your life story. You are not going to get yourself a girlfriend this way. You will only scare away all the decent girls.

Anonymous said...

I usually tune in to the first broadcast. i've set my handphone alarm to go off at 8.25pm every mon, wed, fri so tt i can go get my radio.. haha. the broadcast version is better i think.

if i really forget then i will visit this blog to read what i've missed.. =)

Yee Pei said...

well....as for me....i'll usually read ur blog....cos no matter if its e original or repeat timeslot....i cant b listenin...either i'm hvin lessons or i'll b busy studyin or doin sm stuff....so usually read ur blog quite regularly.....bt smhw....u didn't update ur blog le....so dun noe hw's e story goin on.......haiz.....waitin 4ur reply here soon!!! :-)

Anonymous said...

i love the story!!!!! i usually cant catch it on radio.. so i'll come online almost everyday to check for new updates... but recently, the new updates are coming alittle later???

Anonymous said...

Peifen

What happen to Fri story still not updated? Please do so asap because very concern about the 2 girls friendship.

Anonymous said...

Hi, Pei Fen,

I'm more "Kai Su" I usually read the story & then I'll listen to the repeat broadcast. Just in case I miss the timing due to work committment, at least I will be able to know the story line after I visit the blog.

I still prefer to tune in to the radio as it is more expressive.

Best Regards
Regina

-KSY™®- said...

Hi Pei Fen,

I always tune in radio for the broadcast, (mostly repeat) as I dont have time to listen to the first broadcast..

Your stories are great! quite similar to most of the young ppl's lives :)

Hope the stories wont come to an end so soon..

Anonymous said...

i tune in to repeat session if possible. if i miss it, then i'll come to the blog to read. the timing specify not very accurate.

Anonymous said...

To Peifen,

Bcoz I am working, my radio is on from 8am to 6pm as this is my normal working hours, so I do read up the latest updates on DTF's stories and also listen to the radio broadcast. Hope it helps! :)

Anonymous said...

Hi, i usually read on the blog because i forget and miss the broadcasts. Wish the podcast would be more regularly updated though, listening is more fun! And i hope that the repeat broadcast can be in the morning again..

Anonymous said...

y no update??

Anonymous said...

I try to catch the repeat telecast while at work but office radio abit spoil so sometimes cannot hear anything. So whenever I missed it, I will visit and read the latest updates of DTF.

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen,

I will always visit this blog, the very next day if I miss the broadcast the night before but sometime it was not updated :( then I will tried to tune in to the repeat broadcast in the late afternoon.... But sometime still miss it so have to wait till the blog is updated. So sad....

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen,

I usually just read the blog. Caus e the timing of the broadcast is usually when i just finish work going for dinner.