Wednesday, July 25, 2007

星期三,细雨纷飞

星期一晚上,我和大奶彬聊了好久,好久。我们从晚上11点聊到凌晨4点多,聊到眼睛无法睁开,才终于肯睡着。

大奶彬说,是天才庆把事情的真相告诉她的。上个星期六傍晚,天才庆约大奶彬出来谈,他们在东海岸公园见面。大奶彬因为知道我和天才庆拥抱的事,原本不想和天才庆见面的,但天才庆竟然亲自到大奶彬家去劝她出来,大奶彬被天才庆的诚意感动了。

(回到上星期六,在东海岸公园)

庆:“你…最近好吗?”

彬:“还好。你呢?”

庆:“我也还好。只是…”

彬:“只是什么?”

庆:“我…很想念你。”

大奶彬说,当她听见天才庆这句话时,心里已经很想紧紧抱着他哭,告诉他只要能和好,一切都没事了。但在自尊心的作祟下,她不准自己这么快屈服。

彬:“是吗?如果想念我,为什么和其他女生出去?还和她拥抱?”

庆:“你是在说晓芬?”

彬:“不然?难道你还抱了别人?”

大奶彬就是这样,嘴硬心软,讲话没经过大脑。这句火药味十足的话,让天才庆显然有点不愉快。

庆:“晓芬是我的好朋友。也是你的好朋友。不要把她说成像是第三者一样。”

彬:“你也知道她是我的好朋友?那你干嘛还要破坏我跟她的友情?”

庆:“我和晓芬只是朋友。那个拥抱,只是朋友互相关怀的表示。”

彬:“是你先抱她,还是她先抱你?”

庆:“我的天啊。你太幼稚了吧。”

彬:“我就是要知道!”

庆:“是我先抱她的。”

彬:“那你是喜欢她了?”

庆:“没有。我已经说了,我们是好朋友。”

彬:“那以后你到处去随便拥抱你所有的女性朋友,我都要忍气吞声啦?!”

庆:“你根本没有资格这样怀疑我!是你先背叛我的。”

如果这是一部电视剧,观众一定会骂天才庆不应该说出那么难听的话。

这句话让大奶彬很生气,很难过,很惭愧,很想反驳,却又哑口无言。复杂的情感像爆炸一样一瞬间在心里泛滥,大奶彬忍不住开始抽泣。

彬:“所以从此以后…如果我们要继续在一起,你都会把我当罪人看待?我不要。如果你不能原谅我,那我们在一起也没有幸福。”

大奶彬转身想走,这时,天才庆用力拉住大奶彬的手,大奶彬无力反抗,顺势转回来面对天才庆。

根据大奶彬的叙述,天才庆在说出以下这些话的时候,眼神很镇定,很认真地直视大奶彬的双眼。交往那么多年,大奶彬第一次被天才庆这么直接这么强烈地电到。

庆:“我从来都没把你当罪人看待。决定暂时分开,不是因为恨你,而是因为恨自己。我…”说到这里,大奶彬发现天才庆的眼眶冒出泪水。“我恨自己,因为觉得自己很笨。知道你出卖我之后,竟然只气那么一下子,过后就是担心,害怕,很害怕你离开我。怪自己没好好陪你,让你觉得寂寞,你才会…为什么我那么没用呢?为什么我不能像其他男人一样,果断地和你一刀两断呢?想了好久,我终于明白了。你对我太重要了。我不能没有你。无论你怎么伤害我,我都能原谅你。因为,我太爱你了。”

大奶彬向我叙述到这里,忍不住流下泪,我也深深被感动,差一点就哭出来了。

一切雨过天晴,真的,真的很开心。已经好久,好久没那么开心了…

95 comments:

Anonymous said...

霸到头等位了!!
很开心有情人能终成眷属~
希望大奶彬和天才庆以后能好好珍惜彼此~
大头芬也会找到自己的幸福的~~

Anonymous said...

so touching! keep on writing!!!

Anonymous said...

so cool!! zhen de wei dtf he dnb kai xin.. hihihi.. but how did tcq know abt dtf liking him in the past?

Anonymous said...

佩芬,你真棒!又是在逆境中有个很完美的结局。

Anonymous said...

so sweet~~

Anonymous said...

Mickey<3

yeah! everything is finally over! so DNB is together with TCQ already rite! but how does he know that DTF like TCQ last time?! haha;D then what's happening to ZC? i dont mind him together with dtf! how about ah toot? like very long never talk about him already eh!

jia yous pei fen!!

Anonymous said...

WOW!!!!

So happy!!!!

Happy that DTF and DNB back to normal again!!!

Happy that DNB and TCQ can patch back!!!!

难能可贵的友情和爱情, 大奶彬都拥有了。。 她真幸运!!! 好羡慕大奶彬哦。。。

~(>.<)~

Anonymous said...

ohhh....so nice...so touching!!!

Amanda said...

ya lor.. wanna noe more bout ah toot

MaoQuan (茂铨) said...

wahhhh..finally things is over...but i very glad that datoufen and danaishan become good friends again le...but it touched me..the imagine of the whole scece come into my mind when reading the post..it also made me think to the past about me and my ex girlfriend..but thanks for the story..keep on writing...jia you!!!!

Lonelycloud

Anonymous said...

既然选择原谅,就把这件事情忘记。不能有疙瘩... ... 两个人在一起总是会碰到一些问题,能携手共同面对才是难能可贵。我祝福你们咯。

Anonymous said...

看到这里又让我想到了Ah Toot和Zhi Chong, 在DTF的心理的‘他’该情归何处呢?那Zhi Chong的爱否会有转机呢?Ah Toot 是否真的是找到了他的幸福呢?
很多问号要到何时才有答案呢??????

p/s jackie tan 我真的服了你每次都能长篇大论。 小妹甘拜下风了。可是,希望你能贵斤不贵多。 哈!哈!哈!哈!

Anonymous said...

Dnb and Tcq finally can get together..both deeply love each other..onli dnb always dun use her brain b4 she talk..this onli can make things worst..then Dnb and Tcq patch back liao..den how bout Dtf??have she make her choice between zhi cong and ah toot already..it seems to be too long nv hear ah toot news liao...when the story will have his news??


peifen jia you orh!!nice story and veri touching..but also must take care yourself..this few days weather is getting more and more cold!! JIA YOU

93raldin3 said...

coool and touching !!!
finally DNB and TCQ gt back together le.
and DTF n DNB be cum gd frend again!!!
happi story!!!:p

Anonymous said...

yay yu guo tian qing lers=)

Xavi said...

OMG! What a nice ending for TCQ and DNB... I'm shocked that TCQ can say such touched words.. I guess he is really like what the opening say..没有大奶彬,他会死... Stay happy together!!!

Peifen, 好久都没停到 ah toot 的消息了..

Anonymous said...

wow so touching by TCQ..Hmm im very bad i wish that XinYi & Ah toot have break up. Cos DTF love AH toot so much and versu too. Why they are in love yet cant be together.Xiao Fen you shd fight for your love. Since you know that Ah toot love you too.

How Huiling relationship how is it?

So keen eager to wish to see the story goes.

Anonymous said...

so touching!!!

Anonymous said...

so happy and touching so long never hear about ah toot n zhi chong . u r the nu zu jie u must find ur nu zu jie

Anonymous said...

好感人,一个美丽的意外,能使两个人的感情更加浓厚。太美了!

Unknown said...

好久都没 ah toot 的消息了,他真的幸福? DTF 真的 give up ah toot?

woei chyi said...

it's so touching. and it good that all are back together. jia you and keep on working!!! =)

Anonymous said...

好感人!!peifen..加油。。

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Anonymous said...

Wow so happy, so nice and so sweet... Jia you lo Pei Fen

Anonymous said...

What is the truth will remain the truth!

It is an undeniable fact that Datoufen's head doesn't agree with her heart!

It is also an undeniable fact that the comments that I have made about these few people- _elly _ong or KK, _deline _an or AT, _ee _ing _ei or LTW and last but not least, _ndy _an or _an _im _uat AT or TKH, are true and fair, that explains why they did not take legal actions against me!

I wonder why is it so difficult to find a girlfriend that fulfils my criteria?

My criteria is very simple- not based on looks or figures but on inner beauty!

So far, 5 have failed!

While it is true that looks and figures are considered ‘bonuses’, they are not the decisive factors! Inner beauty is considered the basic fundamental!

In fact, out of the 5 who failed, one of them (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong) was not bad-looking and has a figure that is not too bad either, but unfortunately, she has an ugly heart! She is cheap and shameless!

It doesn’t matter whether you are driving a sports car or a saloon car, because when you are stuck in a traffic jam, it became a stationary car!

It doesn’t matter whether the girl has good looks and nice figure, because when she has an ugly heart, it is an outright failure!

Beside her, another two people were involved in this matter. They are the two ATs.

The first one (who goes by the initials AT and the name _deline _an) plays the role of supporter. Even if she were to lose her job one day, she won’t remain unemployed for long! There is a job which is most suitable for her, that is, being a griever (Xiao Nu)! Alternatively, she could also consider going to Geylang to work. After all, both jobs required the person being able to make noises!

A guy (who goes by the initials LTW and the name _ee _ing _ei) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials AT and the name _deline _an), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

Wei Ji Wang Guo, Wei Le Nu Ren Da Zhong Guo!

The second one (who goes by the initials AT or KH and the name _ndy _an) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

While a person could spend a lifetime with the person of his/her desire, he/she can’t spend a lifetime with a wild beast! Even if you are both registered with ROM and applied for a HDB flat, you should do the right thing and forfeit the deposit for the flat rather than choosing to spend a lifetime with a wild beast!

As for the wild beast, he will no doubt suffer a double loss!

What do you call that?

Pei Le Fu Ren You Zhe Pin!

Lose the Lady and the soldiers!

Anonymous said...

o... so touching...
tcq n dnb finalli reconcile lers...
all we can hope 4 nw is 4 zc n dtf 2 get together...


JIAYOUX PEIFEN great story!!!

KAMBATE!^^

Anonymous said...

HELLO MISTER THIS COMMENT BOARD IS FOR ALL OF US TO COMMENT ABOUT THE STORY NOT FOR YOU TO TALK ABOUT YOUR GIRLFRIENDS OR ANYTHING THAT IS IRRELAVANT TO THE STORY!!
YOUR GIRLFRIND CRITERIA AND HOW MANY FAILED IS NOT ANY OF OUR BUSINESS SO FOR GOODNESS SAKES PLEASE COMMENT RELAVANT THINGS IN THIS BLOG OR JUST STOP COMMENTING!!
I THINK PEIFEN IS ONLY BEING NICE BY ALLOWING YOU TO CONTINUE POSTING BUT DONT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE SOLUTION AND POST CRAPPY THINGS HERE!!!

Anonymous said...

yes... everything is over... finally dnb and tcq are back to normal... dtf will find her true love too... lol... jia you!

Anonymous said...

I like it! Very touching.

Anonymous said...

很开心。。
终于看到他们和好了。。

Anonymous said...

Yeah!!! *celebration for DNB n TCQ*
Wee~ gratz them on getting back together... haha...

hmm... DTF should jia you for youself oso... dun just worry for others... think for yourself oso... every gal oso wish for a happiness for themselves not only others..

Anonymous said...

very happy! was very touched by TCQ. DNB must be very touched. Feel very happy for both of them!

jia you pei fen!! Can extend the timing for each session? Den we can have a longer story each time!

Anonymous said...

HEYHEY XD good for them... DTF, you should think about yourselve now (((((x

Anonymous said...

Wow... 好开心哦!没想到 “峰回路转”耶。。 只不过,没想到 TCQ 还是那么爱 TNB 的。。。 他的那番话,真的让我好感动哦。。。

TDF‘S STORY 越来越精彩了哦! :P

(<") Elaine (">)

AH Toot said...

OOh..... "sob, sob" so.... touching...

Anonymous said...

so sad

Anonymous said...

i feel so touched by TCQ's confession.. if only he can be more straightforward and brave right from the start..

Anonymous said...

very very touching... when heard TCQ de zheng qing gao bai.. almost cant control my tear... this is realy call love... hope tcq and tnb can be happy forever...

Anonymous said...

what can I say ? beautiful outcome. At one stage, I thought 大头芬 and 天才庆 may be together. Interesting to see how 大头芬 will decide on Zhichong and what will happen to Ah Toot.

Pei fen, jia you.

Anonymous said...

大头芬的世界再创新高潮!!!!!

very touching...

Pei Fen, may I know where can I download the previous podcast?

Currently I can only download one podcast, but i want to download more previous podcast... pls guide me, thanks a lot.

Anonymous said...

YO! 雨过天晴了......! 难的有情人又和好如初了. DNB友情和爱情俩得意, 真是羡慕死人了!

Anonymous said...

Really happy that DTF & DNB become friends again and DNB & TCQ are back together.

Now for DNB & TCQ the real kao yan is here. whether TCQ can really forget that matter a not....and both of them must remember next time if they fight, they cannot bring this matter up as it will deepen the crack....

starnite31

Anonymous said...

so touching..so nice..they are back together..so dtf n ah toot..when urs?

Anonymous said...

LOL
i long time no come here already

and that infamous MR JACKIE is still in action with his repeative story

now his post just humour me more than irritate me,cause whenever i see his post i will just skip till the next comment

Any
grats DNB,i am yur fans
=)

jackie u are suppose to call yur admirer!!
she pester me to ask u call her number 92353535

小鬼 said...

很开心~
终于和好了~
"我恨自己,因为觉得自己很笨。知道你出卖我之后,竟然只气那么一下子,过后就是担心,害怕,很害怕你离开我。怪自己没好好陪你,让你觉得寂寞,你才会…为什么我那么没用呢?为什么我不能像其他男人一样,果断地和你一刀两断呢?想了好久,我终于明白了。你对我太重要了。我不能没有你。无论你怎么伤害我,我都能原谅你。因为,我太爱你了。”
~这一段描述到很像我..
她背叛我,最后我还是原谅她~
哈哈~
希望他们能长长久久吧~

Anonymous said...

Happy to know dnb and tcq are together again,hope they will treasure each other more.A happy good ending but how about dtf relationship,i also hope dtf have good ending with ah toot that will be the best or else zc,if that is dtf choice,i will support your decision dtf and u must jia you!Zheng qu xin fu!

Anonymous said...

that's so sweet of him..i was reading and so does my tears drop..i was really touch by the words to DNB...May TCQ&DNB 4ever together.=D
DTF also much Jia you hor!=D

卫斯理 said...

当你发觉无论对方如何伤害你但你却不但无法恨她,甚至无法不继续爱她时,这算是真爱或只是愚蠢呢?大奶彬可要好好对待天才庆啊。

Anonymous said...

hahaz...happy to know that tcq finally express his true feeling to dnb.... but...in a relationship, trust is very important . Hope dnb and tcq can treasure each other....As for dtf, hope u dun hide ur true feeling....be brave and face it....most importantly...follow ur heart....
hahaz...JIA YOU WOR!!!!


hui=P

Anonymous said...

wah!!
tis is my first time to leave comments!
i hope TNB n TCQ ke yi 1314.
zhen ai nan qiu...DNB ying gai hao hao de zhen xi TCQ!!
wai mian de shi jie wan guo jiu suan le!! zui hao bu yao chen mi!!
tis DTF's Story make thinking of my past!!
pei fen!!! u r very power sia!!!
Coz u did it!!!

~Little Devil~

Anonymous said...

y jackie tan always said the same things?!

Anonymous said...

wow
omg
sooo touching nek~~~
anyway~
so hapi tat TCQ wif DNB alr b de best...
wakaka
oways feel hapi tat DTF din sad alr...

Anntonii said...

It's a lovely story.... I write short love stories too...

Maybe someday you can come over to my blog and read?

Anonymous said...

so cool and touching.. haha.. hope danaibin and tian cai qing can last forever... true love is indeed hard to find.. so it's better to noe how to treasure =)

take care peifen..
jia y0u!!!

Anonymous said...

自从前个礼拜发现这个blog后.....
我就开始追看DTF了.....
上个星期一口气吧之前没看过的看完,好过瘾啊.....
可是接下来就要等了....
一个礼拜才三篇....
太少了啦!!!害我都等得心痒痒的.....
每个星期1,3,5都回来察看有没有新的.....
虽然只道blog的不会在播出后马上就有....
可是就是会忍不住来察看.....
希望可以在第一时间看到最新的....
DTF加油咯

Anonymous said...

ahhh! sometimes the site is updated so regularly. sometimes it's not!!!!

lemontree said...

能和好如初,冰释前嫌,对一对好朋友来说才是最重要的。失去了要好的知心朋友,这真是一件人生最大的伤痛。朋友嘛,能没有误会最好了。加油哦,希望你们的友情能长久,也希望你能早日找到你的“那杯茶”,哈哈。

bittergourd said...

Hi Peifen,

See that you have inserted a new feature on this blog, asking viewers to vote whether they are male or female listeners. In future, I think you might ask us to vote for the prince charming of DTF. Now your blog is more up to date and I am sure we as listeners will have more fun reading this blog. By the way, nice story, and your stories are getting more romantic and you do possess great writing skills. Tks for posting over 1000 words alomst every entry, I know it is not easy to do that but you still put up the entries despite your hectic schedule. Awaiting your next entry.

Anonymous said...

happy ending....yeah

米雪 Michelle said...

如果有个人也那样子对我说我一定也是很感动得。。。。
听到了那些感人肺腑的话一切误会都会消失都回化解。。
感动^^,

Anonymous said...

两个人能在一起到白发苍苍就是幸福吗?

要怎样才能找到彩虹天堂呢?

大头芬,你是要两个人手牵着手到老,还是要一起寻找彩虹天堂呢?

不太懂叻。。。我是说能找到另一半,然后相守到老的确是美事,但是新地震的开心吗?
心理的他就是现在的他吗。。。

不要做错选择哦,要看到彩虹啊!

祝福你
Chronotee

Anonymous said...

shit..im issed fri session...
when update??

Anonymous said...

no updates?

Anonymous said...

y no updates?? wonder wat happen after Fri outing.. (^.^)

Anonymous said...

wonderin wad happened since fri till nw.. missed the radio version jus nw.. but came in to read and found tt's it's nt update.. heehee.. peifen.. r u alrite.. or u nt feelin well so nv come to update.. aniwae.. wil be lookin forward to the updates.. =)

Anonymous said...

update regularly pleaase!!!!! :))

Anonymous said...

datoufen, where are u? y no update????

Anonymous said...

Peifen will be away for two weeks.. I hope someone will help to upload the updates here..

Anonymous said...

no updates?

Anonymous said...

Pei Fen
Y no updates??????????

KAI YUAN

Anonymous said...

can someone help to update so we miss the board cast de read

Anonymous said...

when is dtf updating her diary again?

Anonymous said...

hey datoufen fans,
last friday's session is in podcast!

check it out:
http://www.podcast.com.sg/933_fen.asp

Cheers!

AH Toot said...

guys, i hope u all have to be more understanding for Pei Fen. She have her work and schedule, maybe she can't update because she really didn't have the time. So pls be patient...

Anonymous said...

hi all readers....

u all can try ANNTONII BLog,his story quite nice & so touching..made me cry....
peifen..... where r u??
anything wrong with u??
hope u are allright..

un2

Yee Pei said...

haiz.....i jus tink tt idiotic JT jus wans attention....tink he gt sm mental prob....so nid attention 2 "cure"......anw.....i tink jus dun bother n comment on him further....he'll 知难而退。。。cos he gt noone to ka jiao.....

comin back to e story.....wow...its surprisin tt TCQ will confess till like tt.....so touching lah.....i almost cried....rili....nt lying.....bt like tt seems tt e story is endin....isit?? please nt!!!! if nt i tink i'll lose a hobby le.....u cant end e story without telling us abt u n ah toot or ZC..... dun leave a mystery behind....unless u r goin to hv a continuous series....hmmm....talkin abt tt...u can tell us more abt her gttin into e work society....hmm.....u can consider tt.....

Anonymous said...

peifen is on leave for 2 weeks till 10 aug. she is not in sg and she will not be able to update. she is very busy working so lets be considerate and wait patiently.

thanks.

Anonymous said...

still need to wait for such a long time so bad plese come back quickly please thank

Anntonii said...

peifen is away?

hmm....

Anonymous said...

瑞奇说:

大头芬和Ah toot到底会不会在一起?我要大头芬和ah toot在一起!若结局是大头芬不能和ah toot 在一起,那我会很伤心的!:(

佩芬,您写的《大头芬的世界》好好哟!很感人,很有看头喔!我好喜欢,我星期一,三,五都有听喔!虽然现在的石油很贵,但是你要多多加油喔!我永远支持您!《大头芬的世界》好棒喔!加油!

瑞奇敬上

Anonymous said...

UPDATES?!!! =((

Anonymous said...

relieved that everything is fine now!

Anonymous said...

Sorry but haveb been listening to 933. But anyone knows what happen to peifen? really miss the updates here.

Anonymous said...

这几天的大头芬为什么还没看到???

Anonymous said...

updates from a listener:

brief synopsis of wed (1 aug)-
DTF is having orientation camp in her hostel and the story revolves around the new people she met. being gals, of course the topic would be on "are there cute guys around?".

there is this new guy that is on better talking terms with DTF and they share the same interest. her friends tease her about it, but DTF doesnt feel anything. she says that such so-called scandals are harmless and the come and go very quickly. this happens all around hostel, just like how they started about DTF and zhicong, and now abt DTF and the new guy.

---------
end

maybe avid listeners can help to do a brief synopsis here till peifen comes back. just for the sake of those who missed the episode. avid fans of DTf shld help one another ;)

Anonymous said...

thats cool thanks for the update ya? =)

Evil Care Bear said...

I am so happy!
Finally some happy news after a long long time. The part wre 大奶彬和天才庆 were back together was so touching... heh...
Now it's time to read about Xiao Fen & her partner. No news of Ah Toot lately?

Evil Care Bear said...
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Evil Care Bear said...

Oh I saw Jackie's worthless comments agn..
Sighz.. Attention seeker!! Seeking for attention in such a manner...

No wonder cannot find a gf.. cos there's nothing between his ears!!

Anonymous said...

瑞奇说:
佩芬出国了吗?还是生病了?这几天的《大头芬的世界》怎么没放上网?倘若佩芬您生病了,请您好好的休息吧!要快点好起来喔!因为我好像再次听到您的美妙声音。要快点好起来喔!加油!加油!加油!:)

Anonymous said...

erm hi people.. I was jus pop by and heard thru the podcast and heard this DTF's story.. erm could anyone tell me is this a real life story, or is just peifen writes her own story?

Thanks alot if anyone could give me a reply cos I was quite blur while listening to it. don't know whether it's true anot.

But anyway, be it true story or just a story, I'll still continue to listen to it cos.. it's nice and touching.. (:

Jia you pei fen.. =)

Anonymous said...

why do not have 27.7.07 ????

Anonymous said...

hihi its not a real story, its a fictitious one, but peifen written so well that everything seems so real, that is why i got absorbed by it. =)

and dear fellow dtf readers, i know JT is annoying, jus leave him alone and let him be. its his intention to get attention.. since his posts is always the same.. u guys can jus skip that post like i always do... dun be annoyed by him. he probabbly will just fade away gradually.. ;)

meanwhile lets continue to support da tou fen de shi jie and not let our mood be spoil by this ******* okie?

Anonymous said...

did he just skip my msg too?

i really wanted him as a bf u know

now i am so sad

pls call me jackie ojisan
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T_T