Friday, July 06, 2007

星期五,阴天

昨晚,天才庆约我去唱卡拉OK。因为他有Night’s Out,也就是兵营给的一个晚上休闲时间, 所以可以出来玩。我本来想用蒙骗的方法,叫大奶彬一起去唱。大奶彬这么喜欢唱歌,她一定答应的。她不知道天才庆也会去,到了KTV厢房才看见天才庆,他们在没办法的情况下就得一起唱,唱着唱着,说不定他们的感情就会死灰复燃。可是,当我问大奶彬要不要去唱歌时,她竟然拒绝了。她说,昨天是她每个月一次的第一天,很不舒服,只想休息,不想出门。我的“拯救爱情”计划就这样泡汤了。

天才庆原本说要带一个兵营的朋友一起来唱的,可是那个朋友突然有事不能来,所以最后只剩下我们两个。以前曾经和大奶彬还有天才庆去唱K,通常都是大奶彬唱最多,我和天才庆都不太敢献丑。不过,这次天才庆不但一点也不害羞,还点了好多首高难度歌曲,在我面前大展歌喉。虽然他有时会唱到破音或者走音,但整体上还是非常不错的。

芬:“哇。没想到你的歌艺进步了那么多。”

庆:“真的吗?谢谢你的赞赏。”

我一面欣赏天才庆的表演,一面吃着零食。当天才庆唱起伤心的情歌时,不知道会不会想到大奶彬呢?

庆:“欸,你为什么只顾吃东西?来,我们合唱一首歌,我来点。”

天才庆点了一首我们都熟悉的情歌,歌词内容讲述男女主角之间的暧昧关系,形容他们面对彼此时紧张又充满期待的心情。

我们一起合唱复歌部分时,我一直盯着电视荧光屏,不敢看天才庆。合唱的部分频频提到爱你爱我这几个字,让我越唱越不舒服。我觉得自己好像在被判大奶彬。唱到一半,我放下麦克风,说:“对不起,我想上厕所。”然后匆匆离开厢房。

为什么每次和天才庆单独出去或聊天,我都会有一种莫名的罪恶感?如果我纯粹把天才庆当作朋友看待,那我根本不应该这样胡思乱想啊。可是,我绝对没有喜欢天才庆的感觉。这是我可以很肯定的。但,凭着一个女生天生的直觉,我好像可以感觉到,天才庆最近对我的好,似乎比对一个普通朋友还要多一点。我不能让他继续这样接进我了。

我尽量在厕所里待久一点,这样就不必回去面对天才庆。我坐在马桶上发呆,过了大概15分钟,突然,手机响了。是天才庆发送过来的简讯。他问我没事吧,怎么去厕所去那么久。躲在厕所也不是办法,于是,我决定说谎。

回到厢房,我装出一脸痛苦的表情,说:“对不起,我很不舒服,可能是刚才吃错东西。我看我不能再唱了。我先走了。”

庆:“你没事吧?你等我一下,我去还钱,然后送你回宿舍。”

芬:“不用了…”我还没说完,天才庆已经拿起我的背包,走出厢房。

本来要甩掉天才庆,现在不但甩不掉,还让他有原因送我会宿舍。大头芬,你也太聪明了吧。

因为我说不舒服,天才庆坚持要请我搭德士回宿舍。一路上,我和天才庆没说几句话。我假装很累,闭上眼睛休息。德士到了宿舍外面的巴士站,我匆匆忙忙地对天才庆说了一声谢谢,头也不回就下车了。还以为终于摆脱了他,没想到我还听见他叫了我一声:“喂!晓芬!等一下!”

他还想怎样?!

我转过身,天才庆就在我眼前。我们之间的距离很近,太近了,让我浑身不自在。我开始倒退。就在这时,天才庆的举动让我差点当场窒息而死。

他伸出手把我拉近,双手有点不自然地围绕着我,把我抱紧。天啊!他到底在干嘛?!

庆:“晓芬,谢谢你。我现在才知道,你才是最关心我的。”

我吓得全身僵硬,目瞪口呆。几秒钟过后,才终于醒过来,挣扎着脱离他的拥抱。当时的我只想逃,逃得越远越好。我低着头,转身就跑。我跑过巴士站,穿过有盖走廊,跑上楼梯,正要继续往前跑,却突然和一个人撞个正着。我抬头一看…

那个人竟然是大奶彬。

44 comments:

Anonymous said...

oh no, but dtf just made up with dnb...but life is always of twists and turns, isn't it?

Anonymous said...

omg... wad will happen to their frenship after this... i think DNB shld continue to trust DTF tt she and TCQ are jus frenz.. cos she just made up with DTF and she noe abt the importance of ah toot in DTF's hart... hope tt TCQ will straighten out his tots~..

hope tt DTF and DNB's frenship will be everlasting and wun be affected by a guy..

Anonymous said...

Oh no...Hope DNB din see anything...*pray hard*

Anonymous said...

oh no... wat i was thinking a few episodes ago is really happening~ NONONO! pls dun turn this into sumthing really bad! dun let dtf n dnb have some misunderstandings n turn from friends to foe NONONO!


jiayou peifen!the story is becoming a roller coaster ride =)jia you!

Anonymous said...

Peifen... this is getting more exciting.. i cannot help but to follow it closely...

life is always like tat.. when u have no more feelings for tat 1 u used to like.. tat person will suddenly change his attitude towards u.. this will cause us to b unable to react to the changes.. haiz... life... hehe

Anonymous said...

huh!! then what happen what happen//

bittergourd said...

DTF:

Aiyo! Three guys liking you at the same time, you must feel vexed. I feel that when girls have a lot of pursuers, she will be in a dilemma of who to choose. Though I am not a female, in drama serials, it is often this case. Seems like it is not a good thing afterall, but others who do not experience it might be envy of you. Whatever it is, the best way is not to avoid TCQ or Zhicong, or even Ah toot, the more you avoid, the worse it might get.

How come relationships can be so complicated? Hope that whatever decisions you make, you did it without regrets.

Peifen:

Whoa! The story is getting more complicated, DTF is enticed in a 6 party relationship, with TCQ, Ah toot and Zhicong liking her, Xinyi and she like Ah toot,DNB still have feelings for TCQ, can be a drama liao. It is very realistic lor.I feel that DTF must be too good liao, that is why a lot of guys like her. Awaiting your next entry.

Anonymous said...

Wah!!!!!!!!!! Very drama...... Sometimes life is just like a drama... Up n down.. Very exciting, but hope everything turn out well in next episode.. pray pray..

卫斯理 said...

相信大奶彬已经看到天才庆拥抱大头芬的那一幕,只希望大奶彬不要因为惊讶或愤怒而忽略了大头芬挣脱天才庆然后跑开的反应,因为大头芬并没有接受天才庆的拥抱啊。

大头芬的世界越来越精彩了,如果能拍成一部偶像剧的话应该会很好看。不知大家觉得如何,而又该由哪些演员或艺人来扮演里头的角色呢?:D

Anonymous said...

我早就知道天才青队大头芬有意思!跟大奶彬分手的原应只是个借口!大其实早就开始喜欢大头芬了!
可怜的大奶彬和大头芬!咳。。。希望她们俩的友情不会被破坏! =X

Anonymous said...

oh noo,then way happen ??

Anonymous said...

HUH? TCQ LIKE DTF? wow..

Anonymous said...

hm, i dont think that DNB saw. because DTF ran quite a distance before bumping into her, right?

Anonymous said...

It is an undeniable fact that Datoufen's head doesn't agree with her heart!

It is also an undeniable fact that the comments that I have made about these few people- _elly _ong or KK, _deline _an or AT, _ee _ing _ei or LTW and last but not least, _ndy _an or _an _im _uat AT or TKH, are true and fair, that explains why they did not take legal actions against me!

I wonder why is it so difficult to find a girlfriend that fulfils my criteria?

My criteria is very simple- not based on looks or figures but on inner beauty!

So far, 5 have failed!

While it is true that looks and figures are considered ‘bonuses’, they are not the decisive factors! Inner beauty is considered the basic fundamental!

The story is about the love between a girl and an angel. Afraid that the angel might fall in love with another girl and thus leave her. The girl wakes up at night and hides his pair of wings. When the angel wakes up in the morning, he was very angry with the girl. He managed to find his wings and leave the girl. The ending is of course a happy one as in all fairy tales!

To me, this story is a thought- provoking one. Afraid that the angel might leave her, the girl hides his pair of wings. Without the wings, the angel will not be able to fly away but he can still walk away because he still has a pair of legs! Then is the girl going to take away his pair of legs? Without his legs, the angel can still escape! He can crawl on the ground using his pair of hands! Then is the girl going to chop off his arms as well? If the girl really did that, well, the angel will be hers for life! Why?

It is because the angel will die of excessive bleeding!

In fact, out of the 5 who failed, one of them (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong) was not bad-looking and has a figure that is not too bad either, but unfortunately, she has an ugly heart!

It doesn’t matter whether you are driving a sports car or a saloon car, because when you are stuck in a traffic jam, it became a stationary car!

It doesn’t matter whether the girl has good looks and nice figure, because when she has an ugly heart, it is an outright failure!

Beside her, another two people were involved in this matter. They are the two ATs.

The first one (who goes by the initials AT and the name _deline _an) plays the role of supporter. Even if she were to lose her job one day, she won’t remain unemployed for long! There is a job which is most suitable for her, that is, being a griever (Xiao Nu)! Alternatively, she could also consider going to Geylang to work. After all, both jobs required the person being able to make noises!

A guy (who goes by the initials LTW and the name _ee _ing _ei) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials AT and the name _deline _an), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

Wei Ji Wang Guo, Wei Le Nu Ren Da Zhong Guo!

The second one (who goes by the initials AT or KH and the name _ndy _an) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

While a person could spend a lifetime with the person of his/her desire, he/she can’t spend a lifetime with a wild beast! Even if you are both registered with ROM and applied for a HDB flat, you should do the right thing and forfeit the deposit for the flat rather than choosing to spend a lifetime with a wild beast!

As for the wild beast, he will no doubt suffer a double loss!

What do you call that?

Pei Le Fu Ren You Zhe Pin!

Lose the Lady and the soldiers!

Anonymous said...

hmmm. that's sad, she'd better stop running from reality.

friendship or love?

hard choice.

good job, peifen (:

Anonymous said...

Wow. Its so cool and so... Its makes me think of the situation where DTF & TCQ hugged together. So romantic...

Anonymous said...

是“背叛”不是“被判”吧?

Anonymous said...

*sign*poor Da Tou Fen...

Anonymous said...

To Jackie Tan:
erm...this is not the place to tell ur personal life.A lots of space was wasted just because u kept telling us y is it so difficult to find a girlfriend that fulfils ur criteria and blah blah blah...No one is interested in reading ur personal life.if u want to tell,just write in ur blog or ur dairy.Dun write it here because ur comment is way totally out of point

Anonymous said...

tian cai qing is on the rebound lah. that's why he will immediately notice the girl who is always his friend.

Anonymous said...

DTF sorta betrayed DNB lor she shouldn't go so close to tCQ to the extent of giving him the wrong impression

Anonymous said...

Wonder how the sparks will fly ;)

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Anonymous said...

好精彩!是时候做个选择了。

Anonymous said...

WHAT THE HELL. don't see the point how people can get SOO agitated and worried over a fake made up story.

the point is, this weird big headed girl who was hugged by this guy is like no big deal. ppl hug ppl ALL TEH TIME.

n she freaked out and ran a gazillion miles, through a pathway, busstop and whoever noes what.

AND THEN she bumped into her fren. like SO, DUH. her fren wont have seen wad happened! common sense is always SIMPLE.

and no point wasting braincells and gaining wrinkles thinking about these rubbish. CONCENTRATE ON YOUR LIFE, YOUR LOVE, YOUR STUDY people.

and please stop asking me to stay away from my xubin baby! its all your fault! i tell u baby and i will never break up! NEVER!

Anonymous said...

天啊!!! But I roughly guessed that TCQ like DTF la. Haiyah. That's life. But if you truly like each other, even if he's DNB's ex...You also can't help it. You'll regret having to give a miss to sucha wonderful guy just becos he's your friend's ex.

Just let nature take it's course ba. But I think DTF is better off with TCQ. Hope she will know.

woei chyi said...

i suppose DNB didn't see what had happen ba. Even though she did, i guess she might qns DTF more than angry with her about it.

DNB should also know who DTF likes actually so i think she should believe that DTF treats TCQ as her good friend only and nothing much le.

Jia you DTF!!!
Jia you Pei Fen!!!

Anonymous said...

omg..hope dnb din c anything..or else ah the next few episodes will be scary

Anonymous said...

不会是大奶彬看见他们了吧??

Anonymous said...

天才庆怎么这样啊??
他不是喜欢大奶冰的吗??

Warriortan said...

Too drama

Anonymous said...

nice!!
anyway.. last time DTF did admit she like TCQ also uh...

maybe TCQ and DTF together also not a bad thing wad... hehehe

Anonymous said...

一个拥抱不能代表什么。有没有可能只是一时的感动?

Anonymous said...

会被识破的谎言是不因该讲的。DTF 想要掩饰什么?

AH Toot said...

finally TQC make his move, this is the worst situation i can imagine... hope DTF will choose wise.

And spamer came again, why Pei Fen didn't just took out his comment to teach him a lesson. The soft word warning last ime didn't quite effective.

Anonymous said...

i am going to scold DTF to WAKE UP!!!
other support u or whatever i dont even care at all
i rather support DNB than the leading gal DTF.
DTF character is so childish in some way,the way she handles think its so pampered so dreamy and thinking life is so perfect or must be perfect or etc or trying to be angel in helping friend or etc

LOOK DTF u already lose yur love one cause of yur own indecisiveness(you ruo gua duan),and U STILL DONT LEARN and WISE UP.even though there is a life experience to impact u,U still simply dont grow up.

*when DNB and TCQ breakup,u should concentrate on DNB if u wanna help her,but not get near or too near TCQ even if he is yur friend as its super sensitive!
**AND if u dont wish any misunderstanding to arise its a wiser choice to tell everything out from beginning to starting,instead of hiding this and that.
*****your hiding of facts may only cause more harm and misunderstanding!
*****dont think by hiding is for friend benefit so as not to let DNB think too much(hu si luan xiang),it will backfire if discovered
***thus its better to be frank!

************And if u dont like TCQ,its best u keep a distance than to care too much of him as a friend.u should have however tell DNB what happen to him and how he feel or etc rather than use yurself to try go comfort or care about him

i really dont know how to say or scold or teach u.
sorry to DTF fans,but i still find her character is too childish and too dreamy,and have yet to wake up and learn her lessons!

dont make yur indecisive and childish behavior in relationship lose another best friend when u already lose a lover now.

Mistakes and lessons must be learn so to avoid repeating same mistake and turns a better life.
not go to avoid reality by not trying to think what happen in the past by keeping "yur things in a box".


sorry for harsh tone,just speaking out for DTF or all other guys and gals who behave like above to wake up.
and hope my comments can help some of u all

IN LIFE,there is no perfect.
Not at least in SG,when all ppl are so realistic and affected by their life and environment

Anonymous said...

hmm...dun have to get too work up over it...i mean they are not fully mature yet...so dun expect them to do something prefectly right...even mature adult do silly stuff...depending on situations...

The choice is always there, and there is solutions...but how many will want to make a choice supposing to be right?

MashiMaro ^^V

Unice said...

No matter how angry you guys are now, there is no use getting so work up over DTF now. Now the only thing we can do is to help DTF to find a solution. I think it will be better that DTF come clean with TCQ and DNB. Instead of trying to quietly help out, she could just tell them stright or better still get the two of them to come out and trash things out.

Anonymous said...

I think Da Nai Bing didn't saw anything she just wait outside their room because DTF come back very late. Or the episode can also turn out like this: Da Nai Bing saw DTF and TCQ hugging and mistaken that DTF is the one who snatch TCQ away from her. Hope the ending will be my first suggestion.

lemontree said...

可怜,在这样的情况下见到你的好朋友,心里一定很紧张吧。如果大奶斌能够好好地去理解,其实,两个人在一起也不错吧。哈哈

Anonymous said...

DTF blog really is a great one... i used to have these kind of feelings whereby i seems to like a girl but doesnt like her in another way.its kind of strange.

Anonymous said...

我觉得TCQ太不应该了。。。要找新的女朋友,也不该找大奶彬的好友-DTF啦!以后的相见难啊。

倘若两人分手的时候是彻底的,那还可另当别论。但是,如果就这样搭上DTF,让DTF也很难做。搞不好,朋友也没得做。

不知道是不是TCQ太心急了,刚刚下了巴士就要赶上另一巴士。可以的话,下了巴士,应该漫步一下,想想自己要什么喜欢什么,再决定该上那一趟巴士。

加油!

Anonymous said...

walau jackie, u n ur nonsence again. please lah, u make others sick of u. juz wondering, how old r u.

Anonymous said...

怎么才“一夜之间”,DTF就被这么多人喜欢了啊?真懊恼哦。。。

DTF:你要好好想清楚噢。。。 爱情与友情要兼得是不容易的。。。 尤其,你曾经喜欢TCQ, DNB是他的前任女友,唉。。。

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