Friday, July 13, 2007

星期五,多云

大奶彬这两天都没回来宿舍。我尝试打电话给她,传简讯给她,都无法和她联络。其实,我早就预料她会不理我了。虽然我不是刻意要伤害她,但,我还是伤害了她。她需要时间冷静,我必须耐心等待。

等待。是一件非常痛苦的事。这两天,我每时每刻都处于紧张状态。晚上睡不好,白天胡思乱想。我每几分钟就会往宿舍的门看一眼,希望大奶彬会开门走进来。有时,我好像听见有人在门外,就会很兴奋地跑去把们打开,看是不是大奶彬。但,门外一个人也没有。我几乎快发疯了。

觉得自己很失败。缺乏勇气,结果失去一段难能可贵的爱情。现在又糊里糊涂地把生命中最珍贵的友情给破坏了。我到底怎么了?为什么一直无法控制地伤害最爱我,最关心我的人?在这么短的时间内一下子失去最爱的人和最好的朋友,生活变的好空虚,好寂静,好可怕。我这个人是不是注定孤单一辈子?他们真的从此就永远走出我的生命了吗?

在近乎神经质的情况下,我向志聪发出求救信号。传了一则简讯给他,内容是:“你有空吗?可以过来陪陪我吗?”

几分钟后,志聪过来了。终于看见一个熟悉的脸孔,终于有一个愿意在我身边的朋友,这一瞬间涌上心头温暖,让我一时间过于感动,眼泪再次无法控制地流。以前很少流泪的我,最近好像一直在哭。我把两天前发生的事情,一五一十地说给志聪听。

聪:“你不要这么伤心啦。”

芬:“这次,她真的很伤心。认识她这么久,我从来没看过她那么激动。”

聪:“她只是一时生气,很快就没事了。”

我看着志聪,无奈地点了点头。

聪:“你现在最想要什么?如果我找来给你,你会不会开心一点?巧克力吗?还是想听冷笑话?”

芬:“谢谢你。可是,我现在什么都不想要。我只想惠彬快点回来。”

志聪听了我的话,显得有点失望。

芬:“你真的帮了我很多。如果你没过来,我可能已经疯掉了。”

说到这里,突然抵挡不住睡意,我打了个哈欠。

芬:“Oops,对不起。”

聪:“好吧。那我先走了。你别想那么多了OK?还有,别哭了。要不然眼睛就会肿到睁不开了。”

芬:“嗯。”

志聪离开了以后,我躺在床上,心情明显平静多了。严重缺乏睡眠的我,没多久就睡着了。

谁了不知道多久,我被手机铃声吵醒。是志聪打来的。他说有东西要给我看。

他一走进房里,就开心地举起手里的DVD,说:“这是戏剧片中的经典,看了一定开心!”

原来,他要给我看的好东西,就是周星驰的一部戏剧片。志聪这一招还真奏效,电影开始不到5分钟,我就被诙谐的剧情逗到笑出声来。

聪:“你终于笑了!”那一刻,志聪兴奋的表情,即可爱又好笑。

志聪,谢谢你,在我最失落的时候,毫无疑问,不求回报地给我安慰。

37 comments:

Anonymous said...

Will Zhicong help DTF to create an opportunity to explain to DNB or will he explain the whole issue on her behalf since DNB is still ignoring DTF?

So anxious to know what will be the outcome of their friendship... Will their friendship really that fragile?

Peifen said...

Thank you for your feedback! :)

pardon my curiosity, here's another question.

how many of you supporters of DTF are guys, and how many of u gals?

let me know okie?

thanks! :)

Anonymous said...

hope zhicong will not misunderstood
with DTF reaction. the story is getting very interesting.

looking forward to tommorrow broadcast.

Anonymous said...

will there be any story about ah toot and his girlfriend, and will DNB and DTF be friend again.

as for your question, i am gal.

jia you, peifen.

Anonymous said...

your story is really interesting.

keep up ur good work!

anyway,i am a girl=D

Anonymous said...

i love this story...
-girl-

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen

I enjoyed the story very much because I feel young again. BTW I am aunty

Anonymous said...

What is the truth will remain the truth!

It is an undeniable fact that Datoufen's head doesn't agree with her heart!

It is also an undeniable fact that the comments that I have made about these few people- _elly _ong or KK, _deline _an or AT, _ee _ing _ei or LTW and last but not least, _ndy _an or _an _im _uat AT or TKH, are true and fair, that explains why they did not take legal actions against me!

I wonder why is it so difficult to find a girlfriend that fulfils my criteria?

My criteria is very simple- not based on looks or figures but on inner beauty!

So far, 5 have failed!

While it is true that looks and figures are considered ‘bonuses’, they are not the decisive factors! Inner beauty is considered the basic fundamental!

In fact, out of the 5 who failed, one of them (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong) was not bad-looking and has a figure that is not too bad either, but unfortunately, she has an ugly heart!

It doesn’t matter whether you are driving a sports car or a saloon car, because when you are stuck in a traffic jam, it became a stationary car!

It doesn’t matter whether the girl has good looks and nice figure, because when she has an ugly heart, it is an outright failure!

Beside her, another two people were involved in this matter. They are the two ATs.

The first one (who goes by the initials AT and the name _deline _an) plays the role of supporter. Even if she were to lose her job one day, she won’t remain unemployed for long! There is a job which is most suitable for her, that is, being a griever (Xiao Nu)! Alternatively, she could also consider going to Geylang to work. After all, both jobs required the person being able to make noises!

A guy (who goes by the initials LTW and the name _ee _ing _ei) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials AT and the name _deline _an), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

Wei Ji Wang Guo, Wei Le Nu Ren Da Zhong Guo!

The second one (who goes by the initials AT or KH and the name _ndy _an) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

While a person could spend a lifetime with the person of his/her desire, he/she can’t spend a lifetime with a wild beast! Even if you are both registered with ROM and applied for a HDB flat, you should do the right thing and forfeit the deposit for the flat rather than choosing to spend a lifetime with a wild beast!

As for the wild beast, he will no doubt suffer a double loss!

What do you call that?

Pei Le Fu Ren You Zhe Pin!

Lose the Lady and the soldiers!

Anonymous said...

look like there are more gals than guys.

I agreed with one of the comments above, peifen, u may want to write about ah toot and his gf. during their courtship process, did at toot still continue to think about DNB...wil there be any twist in the story?

Anonymous said...

Story is getting interesting.. Hehe..
-girL-

Anonymous said...

fei, do take care heard u are sick so hearpain for me! whaha
love ur story will never miss any even not free to listen also will come to blog and see :D

Irene ( lady or man ? )

Anonymous said...

I like the story very much... thanks peifen for all the effort... kudos

boiboi here from gurgle

Anonymous said...

I love the story. Keep it up

===> gal

Anonymous said...

The story is interesting
Jia you PeiFen...
*ger* xuan

AH Toot said...

the way Fen treat ZC will eventually heart him, although it was not intentionaly... but if she can accept him they will have my true heart blessing...

Hehe, can't u tell my gender? :P

Anonymous said...

First heard it on radio, thought it is quite senseless, cos I old liao hahhaa :P. I was thinking to myself, same old story.
Now got hooked into it :O, must read it every day, even if there is no updates in the blog !! :D

Anyway it is good to go back and reminisce on the good old poly/uni days ....

Good work Pei Fen!
BTW I am a gal.

Unice said...

Me Me me....
i'm a gal...

Anonymous said...

confirm ZC is 毫无疑问,不求回报 or not? i dun think so.. hais.. if not that he like her i dun think he will help 不求回报-ly.

Anonymous said...

im a gerl :))

really hope DNB and DTF's problem can be resolved...

Anonymous said...

btw, peifen get well soon

Anonymous said...

I'm a grl :)


hope dtf problems can be reslove

93raldin3 said...

i looking forward to hear the the rest of the story.

Anonymous said...

Me is a supporter of this blog always turn in to the blog here as I din get to listen to the 1st n repeat telecast. Some how or rather my bf also got affected by me when I share this story with him, in the end he always turn in and update me when I'm too bz to log on line. Hee hee..

Pei Fen jia you!!!

Regards
Rain (Gal)

Anonymous said...

因为大头芬是个好女孩啊, 所以她身边的男生都不求回报的关心她。

至于大奶彬, 给她多几天的时间吧。 =D

Anonymous said...

m sure things btwn DTF & DNB will gets better after DNB cool down..

jiayou.. DTF..

PF, the story is interesting.. kip going ya..

i'm a gal.. (",)

卫斯理 said...

我曾经在留言时说过,“感动和心动是不一样的。” 这个时刻,希望大头芬不要误把感动当心动。至于志聪,相信守护着自己喜欢的人,已经是一种幸福。

我是男生 :p

Anonymous said...

我希望即使不能进一步发展,DTF和ZH也能够守着这份友情。话说回来,DNB和DTF的友情怎么可能会那么不堪一击呢?放心吧,只要努力,我相信就能让DNB知道你在乎。

我是女生。

Anonymous said...

唉... 晓芬啊晓芬... 不要一错再错了啦... 天真跟优质只是一线之差... 你踏错界限了...

你真的以为志聪是你所谓的 "毫无疑问,不求回报" 吗? 换一个他没意思的女生,他会这么做吗? 我到觉得他不会...

志聪这种男生最可恶了. 觉得他这种很泛贱. 花样多段,pattern多多,容易打动女人心,不真实,带着面具追女生,一看到穿裙子的人就追的男生... 可恶...

Anonymous said...

I dun really agree with what gene says though.. (no offence)..

Just feel that no matter guys or gals, very often will show more concern and care for one they love/ like...

ZC like DTF so he naturally will care abt her.. I feel that ZC is a not bad person.. Though now might be too early to say as he is still a quite new character..

But if DTF feel happy and comfortable being herself with him.. why not give him a chance.. of coz not saying that ah toot not good la.. but since he already had gf and make clear that he wun leave her becoz of DTF.. so I thot that DTF might wan to give herself another chance... maybe she already bu zhi bu jue beginning to fall for ZC?

I am a gal tortise.. ^^

Anonymous said...

let DTF accept ZC!!!!

Gal here!

Anonymous said...

Looks like there are more gals than guys who like this story.

I'm a guy whom (Rain) mentioned earlier that enjoy this blog / story over here. Something different from other radio programmes over the air.

From this blog, we still can enjoy reading the story if we didn't manage to hear it over the air / repeat telecast!

Jia you Peifen! Keep it up!

Cheers
@rtmachinesg

Anonymous said...

Peifen,

I guessed this story appeals to both guys and gals. I am a guy by the way. Guys like me will relate ourselves to characters like Ah toot, ZC and TCQ. Gals will relate themselves to DTF, DNB and even Huiling. It is not a very feminine story in my point of view, though it is narrated from a girl's perspective. Good job done for the show all this while. Jia You!

Regards,
World of DTF supporter

Anonymous said...

DTF has been a must see every alternate weekdays.. 'cos I always failed to catch the broadcast, I'll wait for the post on the blog.. Nice story.. like the way you describe the story too... btw.. i'm a gal..:)

Anonymous said...

Think DTF can consider zhi cong... He's a good catch too.. =)

Yee Pei said...

yoz.......i'm a gal here.....haha....anw....tink DTF n DNB will hv a better relationship aft e cold war....n hor....i seriously tink tt DTF will soon hv feelings for ZC since he's always dere 4 DTF wheneva she nids smone 2be dere 4her.....n maybe ZC is hvin feelings 4 DTF cos his actions........

Anonymous said...

haha girl too xD

Anonymous said...

another gal here