Wednesday, July 18, 2007

星期三,雨天

星期六,因为睡眠不足,饮食不定,加上天气炎热的关系,我的身体终于无法再支撑下去而病倒了。已经好久没病得那么严重了:发烧,咳嗽,喉咙疼痛,流鼻涕,打喷嚏,全身无力…迷迷糊糊的我也只能呆在家里躺在床上,不是睡觉就是处于半梦半醒的状态。妈妈为了照顾我,还请了两天假,留在家里为我准备三餐,定时给我吃药。妈咪,谢谢你。我不擅长在你面前向你表示我的爱,不过,我在心里是真的真的很感激你,很爱你的。

休息了三天,我终于康复了。昨天,我回到宿舍,迫切希望会看到大奶彬在房间里。但,她还是没回来。已经一个星期完全没有她的消息了。

昨天回宿舍的原因,是要和志聪还有其他负责筹办宿舍迎新会的朋友一起进行模拟迎新会。所谓模拟迎新会,就是主办单位先将安排好的游戏和活动进行一遍,看看可不可行,并找出可能会出现的问题。这样一来,我们就能在迎新会正式开始之前作一番检讨和修改,到时候一切活动就可以顺利进行,我们也不会手忙脚乱,措手不及了。

还记得去年,我以新生的身份参加迎新会时,最难忘的活动就是“Ghost Walk”。我天生就很胆小,不敢看恐怖片,也从不阅读鬼故事,所以,“恐怖之旅”对我来说是非常大的挑战。不过,幸好当时我和一位名叫Daniel的男生结伴一起走,每当我们碰到假扮成孤魂野鬼的学长时,我就紧抓着Daniel的手臂,闭上眼睛尖叫。Daniel和我完全相反,他觉得那些扮鬼吓人的学长样子很好笑,一直不停地哈哈大笑,叫我不要害怕。终于走到终点时,我看见Daniel的手臂上有两个很明显的红色巴掌印,是我之前抓得太紧而造成的,真不好意思。

虽然已经有过一次经验,但,依然胆小的我这次以学长身份参加“恐怖之旅”,心情还是战战兢兢的。筹委会的成员一致推选我担任试验品的角色,假扮新生参加这个活动,测试一下今年“恐怖之行”的惊吓程度。唉。没办法啦,我又不敢扮鬼吓人,只好顺应大家的要求,让他们吓我咯。

这次的Ghost Walk设定在学校一个偏僻的角落进行。筹委会事先不会让新生知道有这样的活动。在结束了一天正常的迎新活动后,筹委会打算制造假象,把新生都集合在礼堂,让他们以为一切只是很平常的、为了交代重要事项的集会。新生都聚集在一起之后,筹委会就会突然把所有的灯关掉,命令新生用布条蒙住双眼,“恐怖之旅”就会在一片惊讶的喧哗声中正式开始。

晚上10点,“恐怖之旅”模拟演习开始了。我必须闭上双眼,由一位朋友带领我到活动的起点。我并不知道起点在哪里,因为这个活动不是我负责策划安排的。走了一会儿,带路的朋友停了下来,把一张纸递给我,一句话也没说就静悄悄地离开了。我把眼睛睁开,发现自己在一个黑暗的空课室里。刚开始我看不到什么,但,渐渐地,我一步一步往前,一切就变得越来越清晰。手里的纸张上写了5样东西,是我必须在“恐怖之旅”途中找到的。如果找不到,就要接受处罚。突然,我看见课室窗外面有一个影子,是一个长发女郎的身影。我尽量不去理会她,硬着头皮往前走。这时,一双冰冷的手紧抓住我的小腿,把我吓坏了!我的第一反应是挣扎着想逃脱,但,我马上提醒自己,抓住我的是人不是鬼,这一切都是虚拟的,不用害怕。过了几秒钟,冰冷的双手松开了,我立刻趁机逃跑。走到课室门口,眼前出现了一对纸娃娃!天啊!他们太缺德了!吓死我了!

虽然知道是假的,但我还是很害怕。我慌忙地快速地走,希望可以快一点到达终点。我已经不管那5样东西了。一路上,我不敢抬头,只在乎注意地板上的箭头,跟着走。有好几次被扮鬼的朋友吓到,但还是鼓起勇气继续前进。

旅程的最后一站是学校一角的厕所。我小心翼翼地走进去,心越跳越快。厕所内弥漫着微弱的绿光,墙上贴满了从报纸剪下的讣告,异常阴森恐怖。我必须在厕所里找一封信,可是又很害怕。犹豫了好一会儿,我告诉自己,快点找到就可以快点结束,于是快速走向第一间cubicle,伸出手想把们推开…就在这时,门突然自动打开了,门后跳出一个戴着血淋淋面具的“鬼”!啊!这次我真的再也不能承受惊吓了,被吓得魂飞魄散,留着眼泪奔跑出厕所。

从厕所逃出,第一个出现在眼前的就是志聪。但,当时,我根本来不及看清楚是他,在那一刻胆战心惊的我只想找一些安慰,所以,不顾一切地紧紧抱着志聪哭泣。我感觉到他用手轻扶我的头发,轻声说出一些安慰的话。

我们相拥了不知道多久,突然听见身后传来一阵取笑声,我和志聪才尴尬地松开双手。

因为和志聪拥抱,被筹委会的朋友看见了,现在大家都在努力撮合我们。唉,希望他们不会取笑我们太久…

38 comments:

Peifen said...

heya, sorrie for the late update.

thank you for your kind wishes, i'm all better now! :)

ooh...i guess da tou fen reallie appeals to gals more than guys...judging from the responses so far...

how do u think we can make this prog more relavant to male listeners? let me know your thoughts.

Anonymous said...

i'm not a guy so i don't know how to give you any suggestion on makin this programme more relavant to male listeners. i'm almost addict to this story with one of my colleague and now i always try to get myself update on the story, for quite sometime already BUT this is my first time leaving any comment here.
the reason i bother to leave comment here is coz of the fact that i'm very angry with DTF! why times and times again she go and hug that ZC?!!
ah toot waited for her for years, being there for her, 守候着她。 now he got gf, so? she cant wait for him like he did ma?真心相爱的人,不能在一起吗? 明明两人相爱,可是却要因为寂寞,孤单而去接受别人的爱!

Anonymous said...

zhi chong not bad mah... haha.. give him a chance if he really chase da tou fen... hahha...

to peifen:
now more gals listeners... its a good idea to make things more relavant to male listeners. dan everyone will chat abt "da tou fen de shi jie" mah...

jia you!!!!

Anonymous said...

Wow again DTF hugs ZC!!! DTF should give ZC a chance instead of waiting for ah toot as he already have a gf.

Jia You!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

peifen,

guys listen too ok... my guy frens are all so supportive of ur dtf that they asked me where to download the older episodes...

anyways, i guess that in order to appeal to the guys, maybe u can talk about some movie reviews, music reviews or book reviews which appeals to all...

also, remember your first few entries talk abt things close to life? like how steve irwin got stung by the stingray and stuff? maybe now and then u can have an entry on the latest happenings ard the world or sg to be specific.

1 suggestion would be to talk abt the latest hot topic, harry potter. u can use that in one of the episodes... this will attract the guys as well...

lastly, if dtf finally gets attached, maybe you can talk abt hobbies of guys... like what guys collect and how gals feel abt them. guys would love to noe.. haha... hope this helps!

Anonymous said...

dun really agree with wat smilex said... =(

although ah toot really very nice... i also wish that DTF can be with ah toot... but ah toot oready oready made up his mind to 接受 xinyi liao, dan i feel that DTF also shld 祝福 them mah...

if DTF really wait for ah toot, means that she dun 祝福 them at all le... in other words, i feel that she wans them to break up asap lor..

so DTF shld find her own 幸福 oso... =)

if(touch wood) really ah toot and xinyi break up, and DTF still dun have bf, means they have the 缘分 lor...

if not, DTF got bf liao, that really means they no 缘分 mah... dan cannot 强求 le lor...

i feel that 缘分 is really very impt... =)

Anonymous said...

What is the truth will remain the truth!

It is an undeniable fact that Datoufen's head doesn't agree with her heart!

It is also an undeniable fact that the comments that I have made about these few people- _elly _ong or KK, _deline _an or AT, _ee _ing _ei or LTW and last but not least, _ndy _an or _an _im _uat AT or TKH, are true and fair, that explains why they did not take legal actions against me!

I wonder why is it so difficult to find a girlfriend that fulfils my criteria?

My criteria is very simple- not based on looks or figures but on inner beauty!

So far, 5 have failed!

While it is true that looks and figures are considered ‘bonuses’, they are not the decisive factors! Inner beauty is considered the basic fundamental!

In fact, out of the 5 who failed, one of them (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong) was not bad-looking and has a figure that is not too bad either, but unfortunately, she has an ugly heart!

It doesn’t matter whether you are driving a sports car or a saloon car, because when you are stuck in a traffic jam, it became a stationary car!

It doesn’t matter whether the girl has good looks and nice figure, because when she has an ugly heart, it is an outright failure!

Beside her, another two people were involved in this matter. They are the two ATs.

The first one (who goes by the initials AT and the name _deline _an) plays the role of supporter. Even if she were to lose her job one day, she won’t remain unemployed for long! There is a job which is most suitable for her, that is, being a griever (Xiao Nu)! Alternatively, she could also consider going to Geylang to work. After all, both jobs required the person being able to make noises!

A guy (who goes by the initials LTW and the name _ee _ing _ei) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials AT and the name _deline _an), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

Wei Ji Wang Guo, Wei Le Nu Ren Da Zhong Guo!

The second one (who goes by the initials AT or KH and the name _ndy _an) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.

While a person could spend a lifetime with the person of his/her desire, he/she can’t spend a lifetime with a wild beast! Even if you are both registered with ROM and applied for a HDB flat, you should do the right thing and forfeit the deposit for the flat rather than choosing to spend a lifetime with a wild beast!

As for the wild beast, he will no doubt suffer a double loss!

What do you call that?

Pei Le Fu Ren You Zhe Pin!

Lose the Lady and the soldiers!

Xavi said...

Hmmm.. How come for the whole of holiday DTF didn't manage to see ah toot at all? or ah toot didn't even sms DTF?

Anyway.. hope the matter between DTF, TCQ & DNB can solve asap. I don't wish to see their friendship turn sour.

Anonymous said...

it's not a bad idea for male listener too.. (:

Anonymous said...

hmm the story is getting more interesting... keep up the gd wk Peifen.. i oso feel DTF sld give ZC a chance... y wait for ah toot when he already has a gf now (thou i really hope they can b together 1 day, but when will tat day comes?)... instead of waiting aimlessly.. might as well give others a chance...


wat will be will b... thou DTF n ah toot cannot be together now... no 1 will noe if in the future they will b together anot... now they r still young.. a lot of things can happen 1.....

93raldin3 said...

i think DTF should gif ZC a chance lol.

Anonymous said...

hello.

actually i think zhi cong is not a bad guy afterall. he's always there for dtf whenever she's sad and need someone for comfort.

well. love cant be forced. i think it's up to her to decide.

cheers

Anonymous said...

DTF should go with ZC le bahxx... since last time he chase her... now she should have some "feel" for ZC, i guess? if not why she hug him?

after DTF and ZC being tgt den I tink will have more male listeners... haha... cos guys often needs ideas to make the gals happy... cos sure ZC will do something nice to DTF den they can learn from there. Now most likely would be gals cos is like a life of a normal gal story now.

DTF & ZC Jia YOu!! zhi chi ni!

Anonymous said...

t0: Peifen

Personally, I think that the story is already as good as it is, and it also appeals to male listeners though they might not always be online to post comment as I do have male friends who are very loyal Datoufen FANS!!

t0: DTF..
Actually, I also think that you should give Zhi cong a chance.. He was always there when you needed a shoulder, and though he knew that you were unhappy for a period of time because you broke your heart, he was still there beside you. I thought that there might not be any harm if you give him a chance, and maybe you will realize that feelings will develop.. Lastly, it may be good if DTF can end up with ah toot, but if she still hopes to be with ah toot, and does not give her wishes, it would sound a little as though she is trying to be the third party.. So, I truthfully think that since Zhicong is such a nice guy as described, why not give him and yourself a chance...

Anonymous said...

to DTF: give ZC a chance ba. ZC is always the person who is beside you when you need a person. Ah toot already has a gf. forget about him!! dont give up the forest for a tree =)

to PF: im a female but I intro this to many of my guy friends and they all got addicted to it. Haha. Jia you!! Looking for ward to the next update

Anonymous said...

I think that guys also like ba...The storys are interesting ma..haha..

卫斯理 said...

大头芬似乎对志聪越来越依赖了,就不知是不是大头芬不知不觉地喜欢上志聪。如果不是的话,这样的举动是很容易被志聪误会的,并让他有所遐想。大头芬,是时候整理一下自己的思绪,弄清自己的心意及想法了。

我本身是男生,觉得这个节目很感人,并不需要刻意改变什么。毕竟《大头芬的日记》是以女生为出发点,如果加入男性化的内容可能就会怪怪的。

Anonymous said...

如果DTF没有想要给ZH任何的机会的话,那她在对他实行希望的折磨。照情况来看,她很可能被他所感动。
如果不能成为情侣也能做朋友吧?偶尔借个肩膀是ok的啦,但不要太频繁哦。

Tai Yew Mun said...

even if all is over btwn dtf and ah toot, i dun think she shld give any chance to zc. the reason is simple. she doesn't like zc. if the 1 dun like u, dun mean u have to settle for the 1 who like u. shld try hard to find another whom u like and hopefully like u too...

to zc: pls wake up. dtf dun like u. y do u keep putting urself in position to take advantage of her vulnerability? in the end, the 1 hurt will be u. it's time for u to move on.

AH Toot said...

Mmm... this story line is good enough. Just write whats in your mind and your feeling... Me as a guy is very happy to know what you girls think in some situation and why you all acting unreasonably... hehe, no offence, sometime girls really are unreasonable. Your thought and feel in this blog can make us guy know more of you girls and we can be more understanding for your unreasonale reaction... hehe.

Happy to hear that you are better aldy, well, it feel terrible when you fall sick right, take good care of yourself then. Bless you good health always.

AH Toot said...

oh ya by the way. i am in Osaka, Japan right now, working. rarely have time to go around and visit... you've been here before right, can you recomment some interesting spot to me? I will be back next wed, maybe will spare sometime to take a look around. Thanks. :)

Anonymous said...

Agree to smilex that I also feel how come recently DTF alway got to hug a guy, and this time it is at the circumstance she didn't see the guy's face clearly? On the other hand, I agree to kumiko[ting] about DTF's expectation from AhToot, she should just let go. Strictly speaking, expecting from someone who is already attached, is going to create a triangle-relationship - I feel this is not ethical in general sense, no matter how much you love him/her.

To peifen:
我是男生听众。我想可以把DTF的故事加入笑料和有趣的情节吧,这样男女生都会喜欢。像这集,DTF从厕所逃出,除了抱着志聪,我本身觉得DTF反应可以搞笑一点。。。像是扯破志聪的衣物啦。。。这集,我觉得DTF有点‘随便’咧。:P
不同的男生,喜欢的东西不同。。。有时把自己喜欢的当成自己的‘地盘’,‘我的强项’。所以,找些普遍的材料比较安全。女生本身就是男生想了解的对象,可以就地取材吧?

Anonymous said...

yup i agree to make the prog,maybe for me as a girl,will know more about the guy

tq

Anonymous said...

i agree with wat anonymous say.. abt after ZC and DTF together le... ZC will have new ways of making her happy..... totally agree.... so will be more interesting....

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen,

Glad to see you at the comment space again. Your questions made this comment space more constructive. I think there isn' a need to modify the show to make i more relevant to male readers. I am sure if your stoy is good, be it gals or guys will support the show. I find the story these few weeks more interesting, compared to the time when DTF is extremely depressed.Maybe you could include more songs, eateries and fun places reviews , that will be more fun. Then, the story will have more appeal to youngsters.

A simple entry like this is interesting enough as it brings fond memories to those who have similar experiences. I guessed it is not whether it appeals to guys or gals that is important, it is the targeted group of listeners yu have in mind when you start the story. Just follow your heart and rest assured that you will have a bunch of loyal fans. All he best!

Regards,
World of DTF supporter

Anonymous said...

hi peifen,

been busy, so have been trying to catch up on your blog the past few days. hmm. how to appeal to male readers? for me, i'm a dude(male) trying to brush up on my mandarin thru reading ur blog. it's easy & good like i said but i'm really slow. i'm so bad with the language & trying to even blog in mandarin. *sweat. maybe u give me private lessons? :) heh. anyway, you're doing a-ok.

btw, are the accounts of this blog true? as for JT, there's nothing u can do. of cos, for a small fee (just for you), i cld silence him permanently, if u know what i mean. :) heh.

Anonymous said...

i think DTF shld give ZC a chance.... now he's like the one who cared for DTF the most.. since ah toot disappeared with his gf, DNB's angry with her, and TCQ also kinda disappeared [not trying to help solve the problem after creating it]......... ZC's the only one who can consol DTF at this time and since he cared for her so much, he shld be given a chance

Anonymous said...

also we won't noe if DTF will like ZC [or not] if she dun give it a try.. maybe not go straight into a bgr relationship but she can give ZC a chance to date her or sth..... when they spend more time together, there will be a possibility that DTF will start liking ZC

Anonymous said...

Pei Fen

I think I fall in love with all this. Great Job Pei fen.

Well, I have a small request here. Is it posible to have your podcast in this website as well? So, we not only can read but to listen to your nice voice as well.

If we can also upload our voice as the comment I think will be more fun.

Anyway, peifen Jia you!!

Anonymous said...

i tink d story can be more appealling if it is more intersting lyk d korean xiao shuo by a famous author keaitao. her books sold all over d asia lyk malaysia, singapore, china , taiwan and even hong kong. peifen, eu can read her books 4 refrence...
thanks... >_<

Anonymous said...

btw ...
tis is keaitao website: taocu.com >_*.... her story is veri nice...
peifen jia you!!!
i oso enjoy listening 2 datoufen!

Anonymous said...

btw ...
tis is keaitao website: taocu.com >_*.... her story is veri nice...
peifen jia you!!!
i oso enjoy listening 2 datoufen!

Anonymous said...

可恶的志聪... 趁机晓芬在最虚弱的时候而下手... 所谓的 pattern 对端就是他这样了...

晓芬, 千万不要上志聪的当... 他这种一得到手,就不会珍惜你了...

Anonymous said...

hi DTF...where is ah toot?? hope to hear more from him...
take care..

ellison said...

why dun make it a drama show??? ^^

Anonymous said...

DTF appeals to guys as well! like me! but i am quite different though, not as in that sense. But i am more towards music, reading that type. Anyway, its realli nice. I think sometimes its fate.. to zhi cong, sometimes u blame it on fate, sometimes its just you, without courage.. If realli love her, let her know.. Even if rejected again, at least tried.. JIAYOU! Everyone JIAYOU! Peifen, u jiayou too!

Yee Pei said...

hmm.....glad 2hear tt u're better....must take care....ok??? weather dese daes would rili make ppl sick.....

see.....looks like ZC rili like her wor......everytime appear at e time whereby DTF needs smone.....

as for the appeal to male listeners....maybe u wan add abit of army life and things related 2working life.....tink guys will be more appealed to dem ba.....haha....

hope tt these will be useful 2e improvement of ur programme!!!!

JIA YOU!!!! :-)

Spaces said...

大头芬应该试着和志聪发展一下,可能会有不同的开始呢!在大头芬失落时,志聪一直陪伴在她身边,只有志聪一直爱护着她.大头芬应该给大家一次机会.