Monday, December 31, 2007

12月31日,晴天

12月份通常是雨季,但今天却是个大晴天,最近的天气也真够反常。

不过,这几天,也没有一天是正常的。

在东京的一个星期,每天都过着非寻常的生活。住在自己绝对付不起的酒店,和一些初次见面的日本人比手画脚,走在象是电影场景的东京街道,穿梭在繁忙拥挤的人群中…哦,当然,还有他寄给我的email。

看他写的两件电邮,感觉就好像在做梦。而且是在东京的酒店房里,凌晨2点多看的,感觉就更不真实了。很奇怪…虽然电邮里的一些内容应该会令我很激动,但我并没有生气或伤心,只是仔细地看完他想对我说的话,然后心平气和地躺在床上,很快就入眠了。也许,我真的长大了,思想也变成熟了吧。原谅和接受,并不如我之前想像的那么困难,也绝对不是一种委曲。

今天,是我、天才庆、大奶彬和大奶彬的妹妹一起飞去台湾旅游的出发日。飞机起飞的时间是上午11点25分,我们约好9点在机场见面,一起吃早餐,讨论抵达后要先到哪里去玩。

我提前一个小时就到了。拖着行李,走进搭客大厦出境厅,脚步和心跳一样,从正常速度到渐渐加快。我看见了,他就站在搭客厅的一角,四处张望,等待着。知道他等待的人是我,不由自主甜蜜地微笑起来。

“晓芬!”

他的目光投射在我身上。多年不见,他没有改变很多。

脑海里看见了穿着中学校服的他。

还清楚记得和他第一次接触,就在中二考试结束的那一天,他莫名其妙地跑了过来,把一张字条递给我,说要和我做朋友。

还记得,无数次在东海岸公园谈心,记得一个12月的夜晚,他向我表白,在我颤抖的嘴唇上轻轻吻了一下…

还有,我们合拍的那张照片。

太多回忆,让面对着他的我不知道该说什么。眼眶泛着泪,脸上的笑容,掺杂了幸福、感动和怀念的情绪。

“我们走吧。”

他一手帮我拖行李,一手牵着我冰冷的右手,开始走向不远处的咖啡座。

虽然乘坐不同班机,但我们最终到达的目的地是一样的。是巧合吗?我们之间感情的发展也象是各自搭了飞机环绕一圈,终于又在同一个起点相遇。

一直都坚持,自己的爱情一定要完美。但,现在的我终于明白了。爱情完美的地方,是无条件接受彼此的不完美。他对我的坦白和坚定不移的情感,只让我更爱他、更想尽全力保护他,不再让他的心受到任何伤害。

75 comments:

Diet said...

太好了。。。完美的结局。。。

Suki said...

Very happy is a good ending~~

Rina said...

i'm touched..such a sweet ending. thanx peifen! this story had kept make mi to be more optimistic towards love, towards life. =)

Anonymous said...

Peifen:

Once again thanks for the show, I guess in future there won't be any chance to listen to the world of DTF in my life. Or will there be a sequel? Anyway, the ending is not very emotional, more mild. I was right afterall, the ending is not so touching, it is not bad this way. I think it is more realistic , wouldn't expect DTF and Ah toot to do what happen in the drama. Hope that it will serve as a good memory to all listeners of world of DTF. It definitely apply to me. Goodbye and thank you. Best wishes for your career.

Regards,
World of DTF supporter

Anonymous said...

so good, it is a happy ending.

peifen, do you have any intention to publish "da tou fen de shi jie" into a book.

shanghaizhu said...

Yes!!! Finally together...good ending, like the part whereby she recalled the past..thank you Peifen for the good story =D

Saven said...

看了差不多一年多的“大头芬的世界”, 我觉得这个结局是大家都企盼的吧,会希望大头芬和阿Toot 在一起。

这个故事我很喜欢,希望佩芬能把这个故事写成一本绘画本或故事书。我一定会多多支持的!!

谢谢佩芬带给我们听众一个窝心的爱情故事。=)

Fenz said...

Yeah.. After the long journey, they are finally together!!!! Hope they will stay happily ever after!!

Anonymous said...

hi peifen. thanks for that ending (: i applaud you for devoting so much effort in this programme/diary, it has been a long long time. you're a great writer (: 谢谢你让我感触良多,让我的心被你写的故事感动,真得很不简单. i'm just one of the many who were inspired by da tou fen.

all the best to you! hope you fight hard for your new year resolutions and may our 2008 be a WOW.
- sylvia

trazz said...

佩芬,ur previous few posts stated you did not read ah toot's emails.. why u blame da nai bing & how did you 2 get together??

very confuse now.. but yet happy to see that both of you finally get together... ;)

purlip33 said...

Thank goodness its a happy ending..
Thank you Da Nai Bin, if not for her god knows what will happen to DTF and Ah Toot.

Hurray to DNB..

Hopefully, i can send up like DTF, having the same ending. :)

katalicious said...

wow!~ so that means... da tou fen and him got together? :D

Anonymous said...

i'm very touched by the love between dtf and ahToot. pls, let this beautiful love carry on.

---ting--- said...

就这样结束了吗???

哎哟, 可不可以有延续篇啊?? 真的很想听听看他们再次拍拖是会怎样的。。。

就很像《恶作剧之吻》的延续篇--《恶作剧2吻》一样。 一定会像《恶》一样的精彩的。。。

请继续下去吧。。。。 拜托。。。

hui- said...

thanks so much for this great radio programme =) it has been really nice to follow this story for a year plus and I love the ending mayday song at the end of the grand finale~ ^^ once again thanx a million!!

flobby said...

Was expecting a more dramatic ending lol. :D But grats DTF, that you have finally found the way to your true love.

他一手帮我拖行李,一手牵着我冰冷的右手

That reminded me the same thing my bf did to me too. We are in a long distance relationship, just like how DTF and Ah Toot were. The feeling and all the emotions of seeing your love after a long time is undescribable. Happy to see him, feeling touched to see him waiting for you, angry at myself and him being seperated from each other for such a long time ..

Kind of feel sad that 大头芬的世界 has come to an end. Much love to Peifen! Really hope to see a tiny update on DTF's blog now and then still, though. :x

Anonymous said...

happie ending!!! :)

Snowplum said...

how come no one comment?Anyway, i just want to say DTF rock!

lightillusion said...

This is the happy ending everyone been yearning for.

de3pblusky said...

it's nice!! so sad.. no more le...

迪豪 said...

完美的结局,相信大家都会喜欢。饶了一大圈 ah toot 和大头芬终于在一起了。再也没有机会听到了这种电台故事了

mag said...

hi pei fen, thank you so much for the story. it's been wonderful and great. the story has seems to be part of my life. DTF seems like our fren.
Hope u will upload the rest of the podcast soon. I missed the last episode. Please please please please please... thank you soooo much..
I love the ending..

KK Tan said...

Peifen,

Thanks for the wonderful story. It has been a habit for almost a year trying to follow this story from radio and later to the blog. Great job done ! On many occasions, I was touched by the events that happened - particularly around Datuofen and Ah Toot. Though the ending is pramatic as you mentioned, I must admit I feel a bit "short-changed". I was expecting a bit details ... well, nonetheless, I am glad things turn up well. Thanks once again and looking forward to your story. KK

slacker said...

虽说是个我期待的完美结局,但总觉得故事的结束有点的‘匆忙’。可要写完一个故事不是件容易的事啦。所以已经是很好了噢!一直都很喜欢也很支持这个节目!如果可以的话,把这个故事编写成一本书,那就更完美了噢!呵呵!佩芬,加油噢!

Anonymous said...

Hi, its a good ending, after turning uncountable rounds, they are together again.

I have liked someone for 7years, I made some dumb mistake, that might never render me from being with her anymore

The e-mails ah toot wrote kinda expressed what i wanted to tell her to..

I hope, one day, after turning uncountable rounds, we will be together

Anyway great story you have wrote, i must say this should be compiled and be made into something like the ying yue ri ji cd or something

Regards
Alander

sskybluezz said...

yes... a happy ending tat all of us wan... congrats to dtf and ah toot...

anyway, thanks for the story...
and happy new yr!~

Kate said...

Good.. so happy for you... its a happy ending..

Fridayrean said...

Happy Ending YEAH! ^_^
Looking forward for a second series. Bye Bye!

Anonymous said...

After so much, they are finally together. So happy to see this ending. Peifen, you've done a great job and effort in this diary. And i really hope that there will be partII. And consider turn it into a Diary of DTF, so all the fans can grab one to keep.

Keep it up.
janice

cathy said...

好感人哦~~~终于看到完美结局了。。
兜兜转转了这么多年以后,终究还是在一起了。。
很羡慕dtf和ah toot。。最终相爱的人能在多年后依然在一起。。真得让人好感动哦~~~

Anonymous said...

Hi Peifen,

i like DTF alot..will you be making a sequel?

Regards,
Jun

Anonymous said...

hi pei fen. i miss the show on Monday and Tuesday. Can you air it again the final episode? I prefer it to be heard on air. More feel ... just a suggestion.

RinNa said...

I believe this is the perfect ending that everyone is looking forward to!! congrats!!

PeiFen, u really should consider publishing this into a book!! the cover page can be a diary book or something.. that'd be real SWEEEEET!!

Thanks alot for the wonderful experience with DTF!! love ya!

kary_liing said...

huh?这个就是结局哦?
我还以为还有勒~
希望能再写多一些这么帮的故事
不过,他们两个能在一起,真是太好了~
这世界上很少有这么痴情的男生了!!
so good~

Anonymous said...

hi peifen,

well.. finally the world of dtf ended.. i still rem when it first started, i was not really fond of the program.. i am a super supporter of lingzhi's yin yue ri ji.. so when this program took over from yin yue ri ji, i was very sad.. but den... as i was so use to listening to 933 at tat time, i continue to listen to dtf.. soon.. i realise i was very attracted to it... during the days when xiao fen was in sch, it really reminds me alot of the days when i was in sch too... those days of happy student life wif a little sadness here and there... wow.. great memories! days of working.. juz make me feel tat hey.. there's someone out there sharing the same thoughts as me during work.. frendship, love relationship... it juz someone link me to the world of xiao fen... haha... well.. finally we r here to bid farewell.. juz wanna say thanx for all the memories from dtf.. jiayou oh!!!

傻瓜SMILES (: said...

I LOVE DATOUFEN xDD
i hope there'll be datoufen 2 lehs.. cuz i really like datoufen alot!! :DD
and btw, datoufen & ahh toot is the best couple (:
i watched datoufen from last year 2006, but since datoufen went thu university, i didn't watched it for some time ):
after some time i watched again, omg, i love it man!! :DD
arghs, but i really pity dat guy who likes datoufen too T.T i love his character so much! hes a great guy too!! ):
then when datoufen became 23, i'm kinda not interested becuz i felt dat she became old T.T
but then, i learn about ahh toot and xinyi, then now, i saw the ending in your blog...
OMG.. i hate it ):
i dun mean dat the ending is bad, instead, I LOVE THE ENDING (:
but... i'll miss datoufen.........
gambateh, datoufen! I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! x33

trin-dolphin said...

wah..tat's a happy ending...
i reall like the datoufen's diary..
hope next time still can listen n read again this type of diary..
gambate,peifen..

ah pooh bear said...

hee..glad that it was a happy ending..very nice story.

luckily pei fen has this DTF's blog because i was not in SG for the past few mths, and difficult for me to listen to online radio...if not i would hv missed a good DTF's diary..=)

hope it will part 2...

Anonymous said...

至少,ah toot 对大头芬的感情是坚定不移的。。。 希望他们能live happily ever after!!!

Teng said...

Peifen, Thanks!! Had been following the story, I am happy that it is a good ending. :)

Anonymous said...

thank you for making it such a happy ending. :)

i love this story.
from the beginning right till the end.

Never thought it's gonna end.
But still, thanks a lot! :)
i'm touched by the story often!

LOVE IT! :) hee!

Anonymous said...

Sweet and happie ending =D...thx Pei Fen =D

jun1016 said...

很开心看到他们终于在一起了。
希望这样的感情能长长久久。

max1103 said...

到最后大头芬还是和AH TOOT在一起
真好~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

peiness said...

Very good ending!! all the best DTF and thanks peifen for the nice story =))

My Little Hide-out said...

*sob sob* Perfect ending.
Happy for everyone. So touching and I just cannot control my happiness tears... ... :)

Anonymous said...

dear peifen

thanks for the wonderful nights n days you brough us thru

so kinda miss your datoufen, ur pals n fren...

thank u bery much
;)

玲 said...

天下无不散的宴席,虽然大头芬来到了尾声,可是我不会忘了大头芬。。大头芬在这段日子陪我度过了不少风风雨雨。。谢谢你,大头芬。。

佩芬,谢谢你。。

naturezlove said...

Is this the end? I love World of Datoufen very much. I hope there is a consolidated podcasts or diary that can be publish out, i think alot of us will definitely support!

Reading World of datoufen, in some ways it touch our hearts, everything seem so real.... thanks to datoufen, i also know who is now no.1 in my heart liao, still I am unable to make that step...

i hope for a sequel, book or anything... pls let us know if theres any plans...

last but not least, thanks peifen.. ;)

ah roy said...

thx pf 4 giving us a happy ending.. it's one of those radio programmes tt keeps me gg on in ns.. haha.. love it.. hope there's a bk regarding dtf :)

93raldin3 said...

gd ending!!!
love it!!!

ahdee said...

Nice.... sweet ending... Hmm thx for this nice story for us to laid back and enjoy.... Met some nice frenz from this story... so thank DTF for everything....

P.S. ... Long lost sis and Snow Baa-chan... U all know who u all are... haha...

Yuan said...

It has ended like that? not really what i expected..i was hoping for a ending only when they get marry.. anyway nice attempt although it is kinda too short.

Anonymous said...

Good endding (:

Anonymous said...

Love e endin..

Purple ridin hood

文杰 said...

Yoo!。。。大结局了,还是美好的结局,太好了!

我也追看一年了,相信这是很多人想看到的结局。DTF & Ah Toot 的一段感情在专了一大圈后,终于走在一起了,我看到的是靠他们的一直坚持和最后的坦白。在现实生活中如果我们都能做到这两点,我相信每一份感情都是能有美好的结局的。

PeiFen:

整个故事真的写得不错,有打算出书吗?我会第一个支持哦!

Anonymous said...

Dats gd...DTF finally can be with d one she likes....

i'm glad for DTF that ah toot has not changed his heart even though it had been some years that they never meet each other...dats wat a good relationship is meant to be.

Anonymous said...

非常喜欢她的结局。。。
永远支持你。。。
希望还有另一个故事哦。。。

Fireflies said...

Hey Peifen,

Enjoy your story alot... It has accompanied many of my days and nights. I am very heartened by the ending. What better ending then to have you3 qing2 ren2 zong1 chen2 juan4 su2 ne1 :D Thanks for such wondrful story.

bamboo said...

wow...is good and very touching...

虚伪的世界 said...

也不知道你还会不会看到这一个评语 ,毕竟已经过了十几天不过我还是要说。。。

打动人心的故事可以治疗人心。可是要写打动人心的故事一点也不容易,可是你做到了佩芬=)我相信这个故事帮到了很多人=)

当然也包括我=)为了这个故事我也流了不少眼泪,也 终于有了完美的结局=)希望以后还可以看到更多佩芬写的故事!谢谢你!

Anonymous said...

sweet..i really love DTF.

ling^bao^bao said...

will there be another story?

Anonymous said...

erm.. the story ended?

Anonymous said...

omg.. so the story ended alrd? =[ no wonder there had been no updates in this blog.. nice ending thou.. thanks peifen =] i'll miss da tou fen

Anonymous said...

i was glad that the world of DTF exist. it is through reading this blog that i found a new outlook in love. and i am very glad that it showed me that some things are worth waiting for...
wish there were more....

Bubble said...

Anyone knows the title of the Chinese song at the end of the story? Thankz...^_^

Anonymous said...

Nice ending =)

Anonymous said...

晓芬,
你太伟大了。完美的爱情是接受所有的不完美。我觉得,我做不到。爱他,但不能接受不能改变的他。
可能我是自私的。

Anonymous said...

very good!! nice story!!
i like it wvery much!

TVants Discussion said...

我是最近才开始看大头芬的世界。几乎没几天就看到了结局。

人本来就不完美, 以完美的角度来衡量身边的人只会让自己和身边的人都痛苦。或许,不完美的人才造就了另一个人的完美世界,因为接受了不完美,。克服了人性的弱点,内心世界才变得完美。

Anonymous said...

i only manage to found this website so much later. and i finish their story within 2weeks but e storyline is really gd. after so many years of turning and searching, they found their love back with each other. wow. this story is really dope. i love it

人见人爱的小西 said...

T_T 走过来瞧瞧~~~~

Anonymous said...

I miss da tou fen! Got sequel?

Cheryl said...

do you know where can i download the story?? i like it so much
so touching!!
pei fen, you did a great job
well done!!! yes933 should continue tat program " guan tou ju chang"
i like to listen but always miss it T-T