Friday, December 21, 2007

12月21日,下雨,心情:很感动,也有点伤心

在公司,我和Sarah一向来都是有福同享,有难同当,互相照应的。因为年龄差不多,性格合得来,我们私底下也是很要好的朋友。她也知道我和Ah Toot的历史以及最近发生的事,所以,这几天她对我特别好,我并没有觉得很意外,只是认为她可能想安慰我吧。

但,今天我才知道,原来她这几天请我吃午餐,还买了礼物送给我,其实是另有原因的。

今天,午餐时间,Sarah又说要请我吃午餐了。

芬:“你嫌钱多啊?干嘛老是请我吃午餐?我的心情已经好多了,今天就让我请你吧!”

到了快餐店,我们叫了食物,在午餐人群中找到一个空位。

刚把汉堡包的包装纸拨开,Sarah突然很严肃地看着我,认真地说,“其实…我有一些话想对你说,已经想了好一段时间了。只是…不知道该怎么开口。”

如果Sarah是我的男朋友,那她的开场白有两个可能性:一,是他要跟我分手;二,是她要向我求婚。既然她是女生,又是我的好朋友,那我唯一能想到的就是…

芬:“不要告诉我…你要结婚了?!”

Sarah:“不是啦。我…我…我决定,下个月辞职。”

芬:“什么?!”

这个消息比她要结婚来得更不可思议。惊讶过后,开始觉得伤心,不舍。我在公司里最要好的朋友,真的要走了吗?

Sarah似乎也能感应我心里的难过,她低下头,不敢看我。

Sarah:“晓芬,对不起。”

芬:“哦…你也不必说道歉的话啊。要去要留,最终还是自己的决定。”

Sarah:“可是…我觉得自己好像在出卖你…所以…我一直不知道要怎么告诉你。这几天,每天约你出来吃饭,我都想当面跟你说,可是,就是说不出口。”

芬:“为什么会突然想离开呢?”

Sarah:“主要是因为…因为义荣。”

芬:“义荣?”

Sarah继续说,义荣被他的公司派到英国伦敦去工作,一去可能就是好几年。义荣本来想为了Sarah拒绝这个机会,可是Sarah坚决不要义荣为了感情放弃事业。

Sarah:“我不要他做任何他以后会后悔的事。如果他为了我放弃这次的机会,而影响他事业方面的进展,那我一定会很难过的。”

所以,Sarah决定,辞去这里的工作,和义荣到伦敦去打拼。

Sarah:“其实,我一直都很想尝试到国外工作生活,可是不是缺乏金钱,就是没有勇气。现在,我有一些储蓄,又有他陪伴,我应该把握这个机会实现我的梦想。”

Sarah说这番话时,眼神投向快餐店以外很远、很远的地方。虽然外面下着雨,但我看见了她眼里的阳光。

芬:“那…婆婆怎么办?”

Sarah:“Mmm。婆婆是阻止我去的唯一考量。但,我和阿姨谈过了,阿姨劝我不必担心,婆婆由她来照顾。她现在也是一个人住,如果婆婆搬去和她一起住,至少也有一个伴。”

我很想继续说些什么,但,不知道该说些什么。

Sarah:“晓芬,我会很想念你的。”

Sarah突如其来的一句真心话,让我无法招架,直接触碰到我内心深处,感动的情绪往上升,脸颊开始发热,眼泪开始在眼眶里打转。

我低下头,不敢正视她。

芬:“Mmm。我也会很想念你的。你要保重哦。”

Sarah:“我一定会经常打电话给你,和你通信,还有email和网上聊天…”

芬:“喂,干嘛现在说这些?你又不是明天就离开。”

我们笑了。

今天的午餐吃了两个多小时,直到同事打电话来催我们回去,我们才匆匆离开快餐店。

20 comments:

evelyn said...

as everything is drawing to an end, the feeling is very wierd....

"jiao dai" for yi rong, sarah, danaiping, tiancaaiqing.... and moving towards the ending for dtf and ah toot.

i cant believe the end is so fast!!!

Thiam_Hock said...

so sad that dtf cannot be w ahtoot.

:(

Mrs Frog said...

Da Tou Fen ar Da Tou Fen..

Sarah and Yi Rong are leaving you soon

Da Nai Bing and Tian Cai Qing are going to start a life of their own.

It's up to you to fight for your own happiness.

i don't really believe that Xin Yi is tellng the truth.

Look at what she did to you and Ah Toot last time.

You should really have a talk with Ah Toot.

I feel really sad for you.. beling left alone and all.

I hope all things will go well for you.

muN-

jun1016 said...

天下无不散的筵席。
我相信就算再遥远的距离,朋友依然是朋友。
爱你的人依然爱你。不爱你的人,不把你当朋友的人,过去就让他过去。
祝福大头芬会有更美好的明天。

*也希望她有个好结局。

Anonymous said...

大头芬要加油哦~~

Anonymous said...

我非常喜欢大头芬的世界的,每一个动人的故事,真希望下一次有最好的作品.OK!!!
加油,加油!!!

Ah Ming said...

I feel very sad. To see this wonderful story ending soon. Perhaps Peifen can explore the possibility of releasing a diary book based on the entries here? Actualli I join datoufen quite late, and what exactly happen earlier I dunnoe.

Would really appreciate if at the end of it all, theres a collection of the podcasts, or a book released exactly based on this blog.

I believe alot of fans of datoufen would support de!

Anonymous said...

希大头芬能跟ah tOOt 在一起!!!

RinNa said...

天下无不散的宴席。晓芬, 无论如何, 一定要保持微笑哦!义荣一定会好好照顾Sarah的。别担心!

Anonymous said...

How often is the pod cast updated ar? The last pod cast is dated 28 Nov worr. I have been missing the last few casting of DTF and would love to hear the latest progress soon. And when will the latest post be updated? Thanks!

Anonymous said...

Hope the story will continue.....n like ah ming said a bk can be published on the entries. Maybe can said xiao fen kw new boyfriend n can talked abt their marriage, think nill be veri interesting.

Tracy

Thiam_Hock said...

hee hee. manage to be the 2nd person to post in the comment.

Long life 大头芬.

^_^

evelyn said...

to those who missed this out,

1. if you have any comments, suggestions, well wishes, encouragements, anything!!! Pls send them to datoufen@gmail.com. Pls spread the word around!!!! I hope to hit as many comments as possibly by 31st DEC 07.

2. I believe this has always been all our wishes. I have always hoped that DTF can be made into a book and be sold islandwide! If you would like this to happen, pls email to datoufen@gmail.com with "I want Da Tou Fen!". I will collate and send them all to 933, in hope that they will pick up this idea.

Anonymous said...

upload nex story pls...

小鬼 said...

upload nex story pls...

dong dong said...

The last entry was the most touching ... very happy that Ah Toot confessed his love AT LAST!! He should have done so long again, to save all those heartaches.

Trust that everyone likes to have a happy-ever lasting ending and hope the story will end well too.

Well done ... Peifen.

Anonymous said...

天下无不散的筵席
大头芬要加油哦!希望有个好结局

Anonymous said...

hi pei fen jie

on 28-12-07. hear u r ending 大头芬的世界, i feel sad, i know is hard to do a story out, u must jia u ok

take care,

from beargal

joping said...

veri sad the story n oso the story will hv to cum to the end...
really wanner to noe of ah du n da tou fen gt together ma...
yesterday night listen to peifen voice like crying like tat...
actually i oso gt cry but oni a while......hope they two will be together.....hahahha

mk said...

Sort of a discomfort on hearing DTF radio-sitcom is coming to an end..but there's always a last episode to every tv or drama series. Hopefully maybe there's second season.

Before the curtain is drawn down for this season...(after tuning in to last radio broadcast)

DTF & ah Toot: if truely at the bottom of your hearts still have a place for each other, hope that the last episode is a happy & sweet ending...while sharing each other similarities and accepting differences.
Probably second season (if there is) there will be some little DTF or ah Toot coming into the show.