Friday, March 09, 2007

星期五 晴天

今天,我和大奶彬决定亲自下厨,煮一顿晚餐,并邀请Ah Toot和我们的邻居惠玲和Sammie一起来宿舍聚餐。Ah Toot因为经常来宿舍找我和大奶彬,所以也认识我们的邻居。

惠玲是一位很活泼开朗的女孩,娇小可爱,有点微胖,但就因为她是属于比较有肉型的,所以才可爱。她心地善良,很天真,很喜欢可爱的事物,像吉蒂猫,日式卡通人物,娃娃等。像她这样的女生,男生们看了都想保护,而我和大奶彬也把她当妹妹一样照顾。

Sammie嘛,可以用四个字形容:外柔内刚。很多人都被她温柔的外表误导了,以为她是个文静温顺的女孩。其实,Sammie柔弱的外表底下,隐藏着坚强的性格,有主见,有勇气,有时也很倔强。不过,Sammie也有可爱的一面,她很爱唠叨,对要好的朋友特别罗嗦,我们都爱取笑她,叫她“Auntie Sammie”。

下课后,大奶彬和我兴致勃勃地到大学附近的超级市场买菜。我们已经想好要准备什么食物了:大奶彬会做她的拿手意大利面和番薯沙拉,而我呢,则会煮一道日式鸡肉咖哩。

不知从什么时候开始,我很爱逛超级市场。就算没目的,没想要买什么,我也偶尔会走进去逛一逛,看看有什么有趣的商品。大奶彬常骂我无聊,没事干嘛去超级市场,还取笑我说是不是等不及了,恨不得快点做家庭主妇。拜托,她比我还要像家庭主妇,那么爱做家务,不是更奇怪?逛超市,也算是购物嘛。女生爱shopping,是天经地义的事嘛。

买好材料,我们便开开心心地回到宿舍,开始下厨。住宿舍的其中一个好处,就是能让人变独立,因为什么事都要亲力亲为,不能像在家里一样靠父母。我在这里住了半年多,已经学会照顾自己的生活起居了,也无师自通,学会做一些简单的菜肴。还记得我和大奶彬第一次下厨,我们想做汉堡包,却在煎牛肉片时,把火开得太大,结果肉都焦了,还把整个厨房搞到乌烟瘴气。可怜的大奶彬,因为刀法不精,在切菜时不小心割到自己的手指,还流了血。食物煮坏了,不能吃;厨房弄脏了,要清洗干净。那时的我们,还真狼狈。但,那次之后,我们没有放弃,继续一起钻研厨艺。所谓有志者,事尽成,现在总算进步了许多,做菜时也不会手忙脚乱了。

*****

今晚的聚餐,表面上是愉快的。大家有说有笑,和以往的聚会没什么不一样。可是,我却很不开心。为什么?因为,有一个人的一举一动,让我看了很反感。她并没有得罪我,我们也没吵架,但,凭一个女生的第六感,我可以猜到她作出每个举动的目的。

那个人是Sammie。她一整晚都在尝试和Ah Toot调情。真的很受不了!Ah Toot一踏进我们的房间,Sammie的脸色马上亮了起来,跑到Ah Toot面前,有点撒娇地问:“喂!你怎么迟到了呢?我们都在等你!”然后,双手抓着Ah Toot的手臂,把他拉到自己旁边的座位。对于Sammie的热情,大奶彬也有点惊讶,睁大眼睛看着我,眼神里充满疑问。

吃饭的时候,Sammie只顾跟Ah Toot聊天,简直把我们当透明的。她还频频夹菜给Ah Toot,当Ah Toot说他可以自己夹时,Sammie竟然装可爱,把头靠在Ah Toot肩膀上,说:“哎呀,人家疼你,才帮你夹菜嘛。”不知情的惠玲还以为Sammie在开玩笑,就边笑边对Sammie说:“我也要!夹一点菜给我咧。”不过,Sammie当然是没理惠玲,继续把精神集中在Ah Toot身上。

至于Ah Toot,虽然他好像很乐意跟Sammie聊天,但我看得出他其实是很不自在的。可是,他并没有很直接地表现自己不自在的心情,我想他是不要让Sammie 难下台吧。

吃完东西,我再也看不惯Sammie的行为,变得很沉默。大奶彬察觉到我的不满,关心地问我是不是觉得不舒服。Ah Toot似乎也知道我心情不好,便建议大家各自回宿舍,让我好好休息。

为什么Sammie和Ah Toot调情,会让我不开心?是纯粹觉得调情很恶心吗?还是...哎呀!烦死人了!

30 comments:

Fridayrean said...

Hmm... DTF, I think somewhere deep inside you, you still like Ah-Toot and still think that he should be your guy and therefore some jealousy was churn out when you saw another girl trying to get be 'nice' to Ah-toot.
DTF, Gabatte!

livedlegna said...

Well... i think is pretty normal to feel unhappy.. come on. toot is DTF best friend. when friendship is being intruded or threaten of coz will feel uneasy. somemore toot is her ex. of coz there is also a possibility that DTF still like toot. very curious to know if they really get together how will it be? and very curious to know who the person who write cards to DTF. izit toot? i hope not... then from there we can see whether toot like DTF and how the both react to that kind of situation.

Anonymous said...

看来大头芬还不清楚自己的心哦!
或许以前和AH TOOT一起时还不是时候,
现在天时地利人和,真正的感觉来了~

Chee chee

Anonymous said...

Xiao fen its time to face the music.
You still like Ah Toot.

Anonymous said...

true

Ms Gia Gia said...

jealousy...

Anonymous said...

可以走过、路过、可千万不要错过。。。
因为一旦错过就再也无法挽回了。。。
诚实的面对自己的心吧。。。
如果连自己的心也无法诚实以对,那么人生将真的会是一场空。。。

这是我给Xiao fen和Ah-Toot的真诚忠告。

Anonymous said...

To:Da Tou Fen
I Think Is U Kan Bu Guan la. Or Is You Like Ah Toot De...
To:Pei Fen
Lin Xiao Fen is it name after u? Is It because your name call lin Pen Fen so can change la.
Can u add a Bf Friend to Da Tou Fen ne????
U don't have host Bro&Sis stand up together le ma?
Will Da Tou Fen End?
What program will u host?
*sorri for asking to much*
From:Fans of 93.3Fm

Anonymous said...

HA.....HA.....
DTF jealous wowwwww...
Please la,if really feeling unhappy....
hope you can think properly isn't you still cannnot put down your "love" to ah toot loh...
Why that time so bad to break up to ah toot leh......
Now i think you'll regret leh,right.....
but anywhere hope you are "xin fu de"
DTF PLEASE CONSIDER PROPERLY LOH....

Anonymous said...

dtf sure is 'eating vineger' lah...
atoot also felt embarrass to let his ex-girlfriend see he n other girl like tat...
if he still dont love dtf,
how come he will felt like tat?
haha...
gambateh atoot n dtf!

Anonymous said...

how u insert phto into yr profile?

Anonymous said...

I wonder why some people don't treasure the people around them, they must wait until the appearance of a 'competitor'before they get panicked!

Is it because they really love the person or they are simply fighting for the trophy?

Anonymous said...

The proposed increase in the salaries of Ministers

Should the salaries of the ministers be increased?

The answer is YES!

Why?

It is because they have done a good job!

Temasek Holdings (TH) managed to generate a -100% return on investment on iTV (part of the Shin Corp deal) in a relatively short period of time! It shows that ‘due political diligence’ has been exercised in this ‘commercial’ deal! It could have been a -100% return on investment on Shin Corp!

Even Mr Warren Buffett won’t be able to perform this kind of ‘miracle’, thus shouldn’t we ‘reward’ our ministers for the ‘superb’ performance delivered by TH?

Of course, this is not the only reason for supporting the increase in the salaries of the ministers.

Recently, Indonesia banned the export of sand to Singapore. Although granite was not banned, the Indonesians detained some of the ships that transported granite. As we all know, these two commodities are required by the local construction industry, without which the industry won’t be able to function as per normal.

It is not that our ministers liked to live in ivory towers, they are being forced to do so! The PM of Japan, which is the world No 2 economy, could ‘survive’ on an annual salary of about half a million Singapore Dollars because the houses in Japan are built wood and paper. Thus in terms of the standard of living, Singapore’s is ‘so much higher’ than Japan’s that we have to take ‘desperate’ action in order to maintain a clean and effective government!

It is a ‘necessity’ rather than an ‘option’!

The parties to blame should be the ‘wicked’ Indonesians! They ‘deprived’ our ministers of the opportunities to demonstrate to the Singaporeans that, their foots are ‘firmly rooted’ to the ground, they have not lost ‘touch’ with the realities and last but not least, they remained ‘connected’ with the citizens!

“Popular government does not mean you have to be popular when you govern. All it means is at the end of your term, you would have done all the unpopular things that were necessary to get you where you have to go. And you get there and you’re successful and everybody’s better off.”

Malaysia and Indonesia are obviously taking advantage of the diplomatic spat that Singapore had with the Thailand!

Could we blame Malaysia and Indonesia when TH ‘created’ the unique opportunity for them?

Then, should we blame the Thais for being petty- minded? To those who say ‘Yes’, please answer my next question. How would Singaporeans feel if a Thai GLC were to take control of SingTel and Mediacorp?

Two things are for sure:

1) The government is in deep trouble!
2) If this event were to take place just before GE, the ruling party will “Pay and Pay”- it will face the anger of the voters!

Singapore has a wide- ranging relationship with Thailand. It involves military, economic and political ties.

Also, Thailand ...............

While it is obvious that Dr Mahathir is trying to ‘sabo’ Singapore, there is some truth in his accusation (that Singapore is selfish).

When the Shin Corp deal was initially concluded, the opponents of the then Thai Premier Thaksin Shinawatra made use of this deal to attack him politically. At that time, Temasek Holdings (TH) insist on keeping Shin Satellite and iTV, saying that these assets are bought with cold hard cash. While what the TH officials said is true, wouldn’t it be better that it issue a statement that goes:

“Everything has a price, including Shin Satellite and iTV. When the right offer came along, we will consider it!”

It is just a statement issued to ‘soften’ the situation, whether TH will really do so is that important!

Doesn’t TH understand that its life will be ‘easier’ if Mr Thaksin managed to ‘save’ himself?

Such a simple thing to do in order to make its life ‘easier’, yet TH stubbornly refuses to do it!

As a result, Mr Thaksin was deposed, the military government installed and the entire kingdom plunged into political turmoil!

After the coup, TH finds that its life is getting ‘harder’ thus it resort to ‘carrying balls’! It employed a Thai ‘old man’ as its adviser and ended up provoking the Thai Crown Prince into issuing a public statement!

I now wonder whether it is ‘controversial’ enough for the students to ask questions should they be lucky enough to meet TH officials!

For the ‘carrying balls’ aspect, we can’t really blame the TH officials. After all, the so- called world class educational system doesn’t teach Singaporeans on how to ‘carry balls’, it only teaches this:

“Study hard, graduated with a degree, find a good job and start your lifetime pursuit of 5Cs- Cash, Condominium, Credit Card, Career and Country Club membership!”

It is due to the national obsession with 5Cs that we are always unsatisfied with our pay packet- whether it is an annual salary of S$ 300,000 or S$ 1m- and will thus press our claim when opportunities arise!

We don’t lose our souls in order to become chairmen because we have already lost our souls when going through the so- called world class educational system!

A few decades ago, although people live in squatter huts with holes in the ground as toilets, lives were much simple. Nowadays, people lives in high-rise buildings with electricity, running water and lifts but some people behave like wild beasts as though they are living in high-rise zoos!

Just because of the Shin Corp deal, we have indirectly caused Thailand to suffer political turmoil. How could we feel ease at heart!

On this issue, where is the so- called principle of fairness and justness?

It is high time for the Singapore Government to take TH in hand!

As a Chinese saying goes:

“Xiu shen yang xing, Qi jia, Zhi guo, Ping tian xia”

“Cultivate yourself, manage your family and then rule the country!”

GiGi Shuping said...

Nice background for this new blog :) And it would be much better to have ur blog header or profile picture to place a comic group picture of the 4 main characters in DTF's diary, or simply just DTF comic face! hehe.

Ah-ha, DTF still denying her love for Ah Toot :X

Anonymous said...

hey hey DTF!!

hmm. maybe its bcos u have always had ah toot by ur side and u feel like he is your bestest bud around but when someone tries to tackle him, u'd feel kinda threaten cos he is going away from u. sometimes i do feel like that towards a few people that's very close to me.

or perhaps, you still feel something for ah toot?

in either way, cheers!!

Anonymous said...

First to Peifen. Peifen! Seems like u like DIY so much that it is in all the shows u do!

Now to Datoufen. I think maybe not to say that Datoufen "trying to hide" her feelings for Ah Toot since this is her diary, not much to hide or pretend.

I think it is like fridayrean said, Datoufen likes Ah Toot somewhere "deep inside her" and is confused.

Another point is that Datoufen recently has been thinking about Ah Toot and how he is as a boyfriend (the part about the card and flowers) and sometimes this has a "flashback" effect. Previously she might have thought she forgotten, but the sudden reentry of Ah Toot in her mind sort of triggered the hidden emotions and rekindled her love, even though it is so many years later.

In my opinion, I think Datoufen has never really given up on Ah Toot all these years.

I have myself been through this feeling. Forced to give up on a girl I liked, yet never actually given up on her. I hope Datoufen will not be like me last time.

Anonymous said...

你还不承认自己还喜欢着ahtoot吗?
你会觉得不自在是因为你妒嫉。认真的思考吧!

Anonymous said...

有人吃醋了!

bittergourd said...

DTF:

First you must ask yourself this question, i.e " have you seen Sammi doing this to othe male friends or just to Ah toot?" If the answer is yes, she has also sone this to other guys, then she might just be a little too friendly to Ah toot. If no, then she might be interested in Ah toot.

if that is the case, it is not a big deal, because from what I see, Ah toot is not interested in her, why be unhappy? Moreover, did you tell Sammi about the past relationship you have with Ah toot? I feel that you are feeling very confused, on one hand, you are acting as if nothing has happened, on the other hand, you are unhappy.

Could it be better if you ask Ah toot how he finds Sammi, instead of feeling so bothered? Well the choice is yours, hope that your relationship with Ah toot can be either friends or lovers, rather than this unclear realtionship, it will only make both of you feel terrible.

Peifen:

Must be really fun to cook in the hostel and dine in there. One thing I want to ask you is what is DTF's CCA in University, is it still choir, and is she still in contact with Jade, Wenting, Meiyun and Sam? It will be fun if there is an episode on the gathering of these charcters from the previous version of DTF. Awaiting the next episode!

Anonymous said...

like i said in the previous entry, dtf still like ah toot. now it's even more obvious. i really hoep they will b 2gether

Anonymous said...

Da Tou feng has grown up!!!I wish i can grow very fast like her.Girls are very sensitive towards feelings with BGR.Da Tou Feng must JIA YOU!!!Ah toot may like U!!!

momo_serene said...

haha.. 100% plus a chop DTF jealousy lor... I say before deep in DTF heart had a place for Ah Toot... Now the feeling in deep back so DTF dun keep your feeling again to Ah Toot 所以勇敢去爱吧!

加油大头芬。。。

Wow the story line is back cos starting the new story line really make me feel abit sad:-( Hmm... cos though DTF lost liao.. keke... So see no the story line getting very interesting... Good work Peifei.. 加油。。。。

Anonymous said...

DTF jia you, i believe that one day, u and ah toot will be together.

just like me and my husband, both of us break up 3 years and after 3 years my husband manage to keep my contact number and chase me back no matter where i am even though we never keep in touch for 3 years and yet he keep in touch with my friend, cos he realise that in the end i am still suitable for him. and we got married one year ago on the 8th jan 06.

jia u....... my siutation is the same as your story, true love will last till the end. be patention and ah toot will come back one.....

Anonymous said...

IMO.. DTF still having feeling on Ah toot but till now she still dont know what she want. Ermmm.. take times.. i guess.. DTF .. jia you!!!

Anonymous said...

datoufen definately still like aht00t..otherwise wun be so care about him de..keep on working hard..and ignore about sammie..good luck!

Unknown said...

aww.. so many people here say the same thing: jealousy. i'm super positive it's jealousy lo!

and sorry to insult sammi, but she is such a bitch! i've seen people like that and they totally gross me out! how can she behave like this infront of you, his ex?? she is so inconsiderate man.

da tou fen, JIA YOU! i think you still like ah-toot. well if the feelings are mutual, you guys will be back together someday! ;)

Anonymous said...

hello PF

today no repeat telecast le ma?

is the timing change??

haha

regards

Frm Bernard

Anonymous said...

I agreed wit Bernard.. How cum dere was no repeat 2dae.. It wasnt e 1st time tis sutiation happened le.. Hope it wont happened again..

Purple ridin hood

justme-YL said...

What johnybird said is right, so xiao fen must think carefully ok?

this is to give xiao a advise.

starz said...

Maybe Sammie is Ah toot's 艳遇? But he's still not ready to let DTF know about it so he feel 不自在 in front of them.

But I think DTF is jealous.Maybe she still likes Ah Toot but she don't know it.