Wednesday, August 29, 2007

星期三,雨天

这几天一直在下雨,但阴凉的天气并没有影响我愉快的心情,因为身边的朋友都在讨论下个星期二要怎样庆祝我的生日。还以为大家可能不会记得,但不久前好朋友们送了一台手机,现在宿舍的朋友又在为我计划庆祝会,想不到我的生日也能成为大家津津乐道的话题。

还记得去年,宿舍朋友在我生日前夕为我安排的惊喜。那天晚上,大奶彬打电话给我,假装很伤心地向我倾诉心事。

彬:“晓芬,我觉得…我和天才庆的感情已经淡化了。我很想放弃。”

听到她哭泣的声音和严肃的语气,我信以为真,很惊讶也很担心。

芬:“你没事吧?你现在在哪里?我去找你,我们谈一谈。”

彬:“我在宿舍的食堂。”

芬:“好我马上过去。”

当时的我真的很担心,匆匆忙忙冲出房间,冷不防被一颗水球击中背后!接着,有人在我身上泼了一些液体,是加了番茄酱和面粉的水。惊吓过后,我回过神来,才终于明白这一切究竟是怎么一回事。大奶彬和宿舍的一些朋友串通好来整我!接下来半个小时,就是在宿舍走廊你追我赶,我企图逃跑,但还是被整人队伍逮到了,他们的“武器”除了水、番茄酱和面粉之外,还有白醋和肥皂水。我尝试反击,但他们人那么多,又早已做好准备,我一个人力量单薄,最后还是全身脏兮兮的,非常狼狈。“突击行动”成功,大伙把我给征服了,蒙住我的眼睛,带领我到宿舍的食堂。睁开眼时,我看见大奶彬捧一个生日蛋糕,大伙围绕在一起,为我唱生日歌。那一刻,我真的很感动,眼眶泛着泪水,不过幸好没人看见。

我的19岁生日,就是这样难忘地度过。今年,我已经要求大家手下留情,不要再那么狠狠地整我了。可是,大家都说我很好整。

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午餐过后,我在学校讲堂听课时,竟然睡着了。下课后,发现大奶彬打了3通电话给我。到底是什么事,找我找得那么急?我尝试回她的电话,她又没接。

回到宿舍,大奶彬在房里用电脑。她看见我走进房间,马上站起来走到我面前睁大眼睛问我:“你知道了吗?”

芬:“知道什么?”

彬:“噢。你还不知道?”

芬:“什么?”

大奶彬犹豫了一下,接着说:“我听说,Ah Toot和欣怡…分手了。”

当大奶彬说出这句时,我一点感觉也没有。因为很久没提起这两个人的名字,脑袋需要一些时间处理这则新资讯。

彬:“你…开心吗?”

开心?我为什么要开心?大奶彬这个问题,我不知道该怎么回答。

芬:“还好啦。他们的事,跟我无关。”

彬:“你会让Ah Toot知道你对他的感觉吗?”

芬:“再说吧。”

原来那天他要和我见面,就是想跟我说他和欣仪分手的事。

今晚,又要失眠了。

31 comments:

Me, Myself said...

Yeah! Im the 1st at last!!

Ah toot broke off with xinyi le?? DTF muz grab hold of this opportunity, let ah toot know how u feel all this while!

Sometimes, opportunities once missed, u dun have such a good chance to sae how u feel anymore le..

I cant wait to see the next post already!

Jiayou DTF!

Anonymous said...

Oh my my. I wish the story flows longer and faster each entry!!!

Ashley & Grace said...

Im 3rd? can't believe it!

Anonymous said...

Ya anonymous, if script can flow faster and each post longer even better ah!

Anonymous said...

SHould release more entries mah..

卫斯理 said...

听得出大头芬对Ah toot的感觉真的不一样了,或许大头芬对于情情爱爱已感到倦怠,只想好好享受友情的温暖和为学业冲刺吧。又或许大头芬对Ah toot和欣怡交往还耿耿于怀?虽然我也希望大头芬和Ah toot能把话一次说清楚,但是在现实生活中有多少事能真的说清楚,又有多少事只能留下迷惑,不了了之呢?

Anonymous said...

Hm,I guess is because the question, the news came so sudden to DTF that she do not know how to react ba.

And i guess she answered DNB so calmly as if everything aint related to her is because of the rash answer where she did not think through about it before answering DNB.

DTF! Think it through the night ba. Grab hold of chance, Dont let it slip pass. Chance only came once.

Choices have consequences, No matter what you decide, We will support you. Wish You all the best! =D

-Max

Anonymous said...

有时候太久没见面,感情淡化了,找不回当初喜欢对方的感觉。不知大头芬是否会有那种感觉呢。。。所以听到Ah Toot 与欣怡分手时也没有很开心。。。

Anonymous said...

我想Ah Toot真的还是放不开大头芬吧...

毕竟在心里默默爱着她也那么多年了嘛...

Ah Toot真的要加油啊!!! 只差那一小步, 大头芬就会和Ah Toot在一起的吧?? 希望如此...

我想Ah Toot是想找大头芬出来, 告诉她说他还爱着她... 他放不开她... 但可恶的是, 大头芬不敢面对Ah Toot...

就因为她害怕Ah Toot会对她说他和女友之间的不顺利, 而不知道要怎样安慰??? 害怕Ah Toot会告诉她他和女友的感情越来越好, 而越听越难过???

我觉得每一个人都因该勇敢的面对在爱情里的每一个挑战... 不管最后结果是如何, 至少尝试过啊...

我相信大头芬的心里还是很喜欢Ah Toot的... 现在大头芬真的要好好的决定了... 一定要做一个100%不可以后悔的决定...

Peifen, story getting better and better!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

poor DTF...

must sleep well to have enuf enegry arhx... if not very xin ku, and hard to cope with...

which ever decision first cames to your mind would be the best. others would onli make you confuse and frustrated...

and most impt is dun regret after making that decision...

remember to smile always, as your smile is the sweetest~

Anonymous said...

DTF,

think u still care for ah Toot... cos u can still remember his hp no.. but u tried to forget it by not keying into ur new hp... the more u tried to forget, the more u'll remember the person or his hp no... that's my experience..

So... don't try to escape... face it!!

Anonymous said...

Ohh..I hope Ah toot and DTF will be together again.. But must him a lesson 1st.heehee..

Anonymous said...

hmm getting interesting le, but have to see how it develops and wad exactly happen btw ah toot and xinyi...

a testing time for datoufen bah.

Anonymous said...

Oh gosh, They break off. Why they break off? Why not Ah toot past another post inside DTF blog and then we shall know how he feel. Why he break off with xinyi? Did he say that or xinyi?

But DTF can see that you like ah toot if not you would not think of should go and meet up with him a not. You would not want to avoid him by not entering his phone no.

Sometime opportunity only come once if you miss it then you will feel regret next time.DTF be brave go and face ah toot open your ear and listen to what he want say.

Maybe when you see him you don't have feel for him (but i doubt so). If he still love you and wanted to start relationship, you can consider and go into relationship with him since you love him so much too. Sometime go into relationship then you may realize both of you are not suitable.

Anonymous said...

DTF must think carefully about your feeling about ah toot, do not make a decision that you will regret later on.

but do not rush yourself, follow what your heart told you.

bittergourd said...

DTF:

Nice recap of last year's birthday hapenings. It is great to have such caring and fun friends around. They do give you great memories and they last for life. As for Ah toot, perhaps he already break off with Xinyi when he wanted to meet you on 17 August. Try not to think so much, remember how torturous it used to be when he declared his relationship with Xinyi to you.

Peifen:

Nice story! Especially find it interesting to have those background noises like the screaming and shouting, the "Surprise" incorpoarted in the on-air broadcast. This is what the blog cannot provide the readers with.I guessed this is one of the most interesting diaries I have known of, with real voices and background music ,noises.Another thing is that the background music used when DTF is emo is very nice. Where can we find the tune? Next week will be DTF's 20th birthday and your show will be one year old liao. Thanks for doing a great job for the past one year.

Anonymous said...

i think DTF alr dun luv AT liao
cos she alr din gt any feel bout de news~~~
dis is oso a gud thing
cos AT hurt DTF badly
n mayb AT dun noe wat is hurt...

93raldin3 said...

wow gd at last gt ah toot news le!!
cant w8 for the next post to be up...
DTF mux grab hold of the oppt..
chances like this dun cum easy lol

Tai Yew Mun said...

the qn is, did ah toot find dtf cos he broke up, or did he broke up cos he wan find dtf...

anyway, i guess dtf must be feeling pissed for being treated as a spare tire. break liao then find her. think carefully abt what u really want, and not let pride gets in the way.

Anonymous said...

hmm...
although ah tool n xinyi alr broke up...
bt wil DTF get back wif ah toot ma..???

erm, once tt special feeling is gone.. mayb it is really very hrd or mayb impossible to find back bah...

wad will DTF do???

Anonymous said...

That's great news ! DTF must add oil and grab this chance ..

Anonymous said...

已经放下了吗?
在对的时间遇上对的人才是幸福。

Anonymous said...

大頭芬!!! 不要和ah toot 複合!!!
給志聰一個機會!!!!

trin-dolphin said...

peifen..i am a girl from jb..
i love the diary of datoufen much..
i always heard it from 933..finally i get the blog from my fren n i can read the diary..
this is a great thing..
gambateh for post out the blog..
i always support u..

Anonymous said...

在想ahtoot和欣仪到底是为了什么原因才会分手的,有没有可能是因为大头芬的关系?难道ahtoot对大头芬的感情还没淡化,也还没放下?好希望他们两个人能够在一起,虽然经过那么多考验,但如果彼此还是互相喜欢的话,又何尝不可以,又不会少一块肉。无论如何,还是希望大头芬能够得到自己正在寻找的幸福,也希望她能加油!!顺便和她说声“生日快乐!!”

Anonymous said...

好羡慕哦!!大头芬的生日是那么多朋友帮他庆祝的!!
大头芬生日快乐!!
大头芬的粉丝

Anonymous said...

What is the truth will remain the truth!

It is an undeniable fact that Datoufen's head doesn't agree with her heart!

It is also an undeniable fact that the comments that I have made about these few people- _elly _ong or KK, _deline _an or AT, _ee _ing _ei or LTW and last but not least, _ndy _an or _an _im _uat AT or TKH, are true and fair, that explains why they did not take legal actions against me!

I wonder why is it so difficult to find a girlfriend that fulfils my criteria?

My criteria is very simple- not based on looks or figures but on inner beauty!

So far, 5 have failed!

While it is true that looks and figures are considered ‘bonuses’, they are not the decisive factors! Inner beauty is considered the basic fundamental!

In fact, out of the 5 who failed, one of them (who go by the initials KK or KCS and the name _elly _ong or _ong _hiew _uen) was not bad-looking and has a figure that is not too bad either, but unfortunately, she has an ugly heart! Her ancestors must have done a lot of wicked deeds, that explains why they have a shameless pro as descendant! She is cheap and shameless! Jian Huo!

It doesn’t matter whether you are driving a sports car or a saloon car, because when you are stuck in a traffic jam, it became a stationary car!

It doesn’t matter whether the girl has good looks and nice figure, because when she has an ugly heart, it is an outright failure!

Beside her, another two people were involved in this matter. They are the two ATs.

The first one (who goes by the initials AT and the name _deline _an) plays the role of supporter. Even if she were to lose her job one day, she won’t remain unemployed for long! There is a job which is most suitable for her, that is, being a griever (Xiao Nu)! Alternatively, she could also consider going to Geylang to work. After all, both jobs required the person being able to make noises! Her ancestors must have done a lot of wicked deeds, that explains why they have a 'griever' as descendant!

A guy (who goes by the initials LTW and the name _ee _ing _ei) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials AT and the name _deline _an), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.He is the scum of the earth (Ren Zha, Bai Lei)! He is a scoundrel (Hun Dan)!He is a misbirth (Wu Sheng)! He is the seed of evil (Nie Zhong)!His ancestors must have done a lot of wicked deeds, that explains why they have the scum of the earth (Ren Zha, Bai Lei) as descendant!

Wei Ji Wang Guo, Wei Le Nu Ren Da Zhong Guo!

The second one (who goes by the initials AT or TKH and the name _ndy _an or _an _im _uat) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims. His nickname includes: Hao Dai, Si Hao Dai, Gon Da Tai, Da Tou Dai, Hao Lam, Si Hao Lam! He is the scum of the earth (Ren Zha, Bai Lei)! He is a scoundrel (Hun Dan)!He is a misbirth (Wu Sheng)! He is the seed of evil (Nie Zhong)! His ancestors must have done a lot of wicked deeds, that explains why they have the seed of evil (Nie Zhong)as descendant!

While a person could spend a lifetime with the person of his/her desire, he/she can’t spend a lifetime with a wild beast! Even if you are both registered with ROM and applied for a HDB flat, you should do the right thing and forfeit the deposit for the flat rather than choosing to spend a lifetime with a wild beast!

As for the wild beast, he will no doubt suffer a double loss!

What do you call that?

Pei Le Fu Ren You Zhe Pin!

Lose the Lady and the soldiers!

Anonymous said...

how DaNaiPing "sabo" DTF last yr very familiar hor??????? copyright de lehh!!!! hahaha....

will DTF's birthday surprise for this yr be coincidentally similar too??? LOL!!!!

ok la... pf, i allow u to use the ideas. heehee...

Anonymous said...

DTF... dun lied to urself... you know who u love and who u care... ur reaction is too adnormal... dun avoid anymore... let the person know tat u have feeling for him... this is a good opportunity... if you dun grab it... u wont know when it will come again... JIA YOU...

Ah Toot still have u in his heart... make the 1st move and u will be life wif no REGRETS!

Peifen: keep up the good job! I love every of ur blog...

Anonymous said...

This is life, when you want to cherish the person beside you, he will be gone.. Same goes for when he want to cherish you, you might be gone.. although you may like tha person alot.. but knowing AT and xinyi are together, it has already imposed a certain of hurt into DTF heart.. from the way DTF reacts, it clearly shows that although the feeling is dere, but there is no way for them to be together.. as the hurt imposed on each other is too deep.. deep till cant be forgotten.. i dunno how the stories go but i actually hope that DTF can put down the relationship and carry on.. somehow i feel that even if they are back together, the feeling will not beas the same as in the past.. DTF, time to let go..

Anonymous said...

omg! just heard the broadcast and im crying already >.< I knew something like this was going to happen! haiz..

anyway 全新的大头芬的世界 on 3rd Sept means wad? University life is over? Going to jump a few years ahead in time ah?