Wednesday, September 26, 2007

9月26日,天气:下雨,心情:乱七八糟,有点内疚,有点自责,也有点安慰

昨晚下班前,收到义荣的SMS,他问我晚上有没有空,想约我。他说,他的表哥和一群朋友在我的办公室附近开了一家pub,今晚有爵士乐队表演,他想去看看。对于爵士音乐,我虽然认识不深,但曾经听过一些,也还蛮喜欢的,就答应和义荣一起去他表哥的pub看表演。

义荣表哥的pub,设计很现代,以黑、灰和白色为主,干净利落。但我最喜欢的,就是摆放在pub各个角落的装饰品。有很复古的桌灯、古董缝纫机、旧电影的海报、六/七十年代小朋友玩的玩具等等。这些色彩鲜艳、活泼可爱的装饰品,和pub简单的设计形成强烈有趣的对比,让顾客感觉舒服而不乏味。

义荣的表哥名叫德凯,长得很高也很瘦,外表斯文,看起来一点都不象是夜店老板,反而更象图书馆管理员。他为我们准备了pub里最好的座位,在一个其他人看不见的隐秘角落,却能让我们清楚看见舞台上的表演。老板也说,我们可以尽情点任何食物和饮料,完全免费。哇,他真慷慨!

我们点了各一道菜和一杯饮料,可是老板嫌我们点太少了,竟然拿了一大碟小吃,一些甜点还有6瓶啤酒过来,坚持要我们接受。

芬:“糟糕!这么多东西,怎么吃得完?”

荣:“就慢慢吃,一边看表演,一边吃咯。”

芬:“我不是很喜欢喝啤酒,这6瓶就全靠你了。”

荣:“哦?为什么不喜欢喝啤酒呢?”

芬:“觉得很苦,一点都不好喝。”

荣:“你试一试这种,味道不一样的。”

我半信半疑地喝下一小口,仔细品尝,mmm,果然和我以前喝过的啤酒有点不太一样。

芬:“味道还蛮不错的哦,虽然有点苦,但还蛮好喝的。”

荣:“我介绍的,一定是好东西。”

这时,舞台上的灯亮起,爵士乐队的主唱简短地介绍一番,表演就开始了。清脆的钢琴、优美的喇叭和bass吉他稳健的旋律,加上主唱有点沙哑却十分性感迷人的歌声,让我和义荣都深深陶醉其中,好久都没说一句话。

表演的最后一首歌,是经典情歌can’t help falling in love爵士版。

芬:“哇。这首歌好好听。很浪漫。”

也许是有点醉了,在转过头对义荣说这句话时,我竟然情不自禁伸手去抓住他的手臂。

义荣有点惊讶地看着我,我们的眼神在那一刻交替后,紧紧锁定。

醉意影响了理智、浪漫旋律引起了冲动、昏暗灯光放松了戒备。我们的脸越来越贴近。我闭上眼睛,感觉义荣微湿的嘴唇覆盖在我的双唇上。

在他吻我的那一刻,我以为自己心跳会加速。我以为自己可能会因为一时冲动而越陷越深。但,除了闻到他嘴里食物和酒混在一起的余味,我竟然一点其他感觉也没有。

突然,义荣打了嗝儿,笑了。

荣:“哈哈。对不起。我喝太多了。”

芬:“喂!你很恶心咧!”

我们都大笑了。

荣:“你没事干嘛非礼我啊。”

芬:“我非礼你?拜托。抓你的手臂也算非礼?”

荣:“都是你啦。故意勾引我,还我们差点铸成大错。”

芬:“神经病。我哪有勾引你。是你侵犯我!”

荣:“哈哈。我们都醉了。不过,说真的,刚才,你有什么感觉?”

芬:“Mmm, 如果我说一点感觉也没有,你会不会失望?”

荣:“当然不会!我还会谢天谢地呢!哈哈。因为我也一点感觉都没有。”

芬:“真的?那我这个女人不是很失败。”

荣:“这样也不错。至少我们都可以肯定,在彼此心里,我们真的只是再要好不过的朋友。”

芬:“哦!我知道了!你是同性恋!”

荣:“你说什么?!好!为了证明我的性取向,我也只好牺牲一次!”

义荣边说边往我这里靠过来。突然,如雷的掌声四处响起,原来,爵士乐队的表演结束了。

芬:“哎呀,不要玩了啦。很晚了,明天还要工作,我要回家睡觉了。”

能和义荣如此毫无禁忌地相处,虽然在他人眼里也许有点不寻常,但,我却觉得很开心。我们已经彼此发誓,昨晚发生的事,永远都是我们之间不可告人的小秘密。

绝对不能让 Ah Toot 知道这件事。Ah Toot, 对不起。

25 comments:

Anonymous said...

jiayou~

Anonymous said...

first kiss!!! (on dtf blog)

该来的始终会来的,避也避不了。
但是如果在错的时候,是蛮痛苦的。

Anonymous said...

Wa! update 得好快哦!
不过,这种情不自禁未免太过冲动了吧?唉我没有反对什么,可是怎么那么快喝醉呀!

Anonymous said...

this time is the time to confirm that DTF and YR are real friends without love in between. DTF, you are lucky to have a real close friend of the opposite sex. Keep it up.

卫斯理 said...

想想在几天前大头芬看到天才庆和另一个女生有亲密行为而起疑,那妳自己又做了什么?妳也知道如果让ah toot知道这件事的话,他会有多难过。那又为什么明知故犯?气氛,酒精,不应该成为做错事的借口。真的是朋友就该有所分寸。如果义荣其实是对大头芬有好感,那么大头芬的行为不但会令义荣误会,也会伤害了他。或许是我太保守,但我无法认同大头芬与义荣的行为。

Anonymous said...

no no no!!!

ah toot kiss DTF before!!!! sec 2 that time at the chalet!!!

Viv said...

Like tat also gd. At least DTF can know clearly who she is thinking abt and have feeling for.

Anonymous said...

ah toot and DTF together??
haha..

Anonymous said...

Hmmm... After reading this blog.. actually i do hope that they hve some feelings for ea other... It has been awhile since DTF and AT are apart...

Maybe they have been trying hard to keep in contact. But... I feel that the feeling between them are nt exactly there.. the reason behind their hardwork is the past that are with hints of regrets that they cannot let go...

NO matter DTF is with who.. i also like.. coz its DTF ma.. keke...

Anonymous said...

Yeah! I simply love this episode! Put some excitement back into the blog. :P More realistic mah.. AT gone for so long, sure will have some temptation. Maybe AT's side will also have some temptation?

Anonymous said...

Wow Wow second kiss le wor.. heehee so interesting!!! At least both DTF and YR know they are very very good friends ^^

Anonymous said...

zzz lor
DTF u yurself say wanna have a relationship of perfect type with no flaws,yet u can do this
LOL

hope u wake up now to the idea that any relationship is never practical to be perfect at all.

but due to you abit high/drunk
so pardonable.
but in actual fact if someone miss someone greatly and drink to abit high.he/she most likely will only be in remorse or silent state and think of the absent lover and not perform rashful acts like this

DNB FTW

英琦 said...

怎么可以这样?义荣怎么可以吻大头芬?!大头芬虽是醉了,但是也不可以吻义荣啊!难道义荣会跟大头芬在一起吗?No!No!No!我不希望有这个结局!

Anonymous said...

What is the truth will remain the truth!

It is an undeniable fact that Datoufen's head doesn't agree with her heart!

It is also an undeniable fact that the comments that I have made about these few people- _elly _ong or KK, _deline _an or AT, _ee _ing _ei or LTW and last but not least, _ndy _an or _an _im _uat AT or TKH, are true and fair, that explains why they did not take legal actions against me!

I wonder why is it so difficult to find a girlfriend that fulfils my criteria?

My criteria is very simple- not based on looks or figures but on inner beauty!

So far, 5 have failed!

While it is true that looks and figures are considered ‘bonuses’, they are not the decisive factors! Inner beauty is considered the basic fundamental!

In fact, out of the 5 who failed, one of them (who go by the initials KK or KCS and the name _elly _ong or _ong _hiew _uen) was not bad-looking and has a figure that is not too bad either, but unfortunately, she has an ugly heart! Her ancestors must have done a lot of wicked deeds, that explains why they have a shameless pro as descendant! She is cheap and shameless! Jian Huo!

It doesn’t matter whether you are driving a sports car or a saloon car, because when you are stuck in a traffic jam, it became a stationary car!

It doesn’t matter whether the girl has good looks and nice figure, because when she has an ugly heart, it is an outright failure!

Beside her, another two people were involved in this matter. They are the two ATs.

The first one (who goes by the initials AT and the name _deline _an) plays the role of supporter. Even if she were to lose her job one day, she won’t remain unemployed for long! There is a job which is most suitable for her, that is, being a griever (Xiao Nu)! Alternatively, she could also consider going to Geylang to work. After all, both jobs required the person being able to make noises! Her ancestors must have done a lot of wicked deeds, that explains why they have a 'griever' as descendant!

A guy (who goes by the initials LTW and the name _ee _ing _ei) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials AT and the name _deline _an), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims.He is the scum of the earth (Ren Zha, Bai Lei)! He is a scoundrel (Hun Dan)!He is a misbirth (Wu Sheng)! He is the seed of evil (Nie Zhong)!His ancestors must have done a lot of wicked deeds, that explains why they have the scum of the earth (Ren Zha, Bai Lei) as descendant!

Wei Ji Wang Guo, Wei Le Nu Ren Da Zhong Guo!

The second one (who goes by the initials AT or TKH and the name _ndy _an or _an _im _uat) plays the role of supporter and instigator. He actively stir up the sentiments of the abovementioned person (who go by the initials KK and the name _elly _ong), agitating the person to take drastic actions, effectively using the person as a tool to achieve his own selfish aims. His nickname includes: Hao Dai, Si Hao Dai, Gon Da Tai, Da Tou Dai, Hao Lam, Si Hao Lam! He is the scum of the earth (Ren Zha, Bai Lei)! He is a scoundrel (Hun Dan)!He is a misbirth (Wu Sheng)! He is the seed of evil (Nie Zhong)! His ancestors must have done a lot of wicked deeds, that explains why they have the seed of evil (Nie Zhong)as descendant!

While a person could spend a lifetime with the person of his/her desire, he/she can’t spend a lifetime with a wild beast! Even if you are both registered with ROM and applied for a HDB flat, you should do the right thing and forfeit the deposit for the flat rather than choosing to spend a lifetime with a wild beast!

As for the wild beast, he will no doubt suffer a double loss!

What do you call that?

Pei Le Fu Ren You Zhe Pin!

Lose the Lady and the soldiers!

Anonymous said...

哈哈大头芬感情世界好乱哦。ah toot 何义荣两个都很好我有感觉到义荣喜欢大头芬可是又不敢说。

Anonymous said...

u see...DTF proved that 'nan nv zhi jian shi ke yi you' pure friendship de...!!! y some pple cann belief this neh..??haiz...so envy DTF!!!

Anonymous said...

dtf jia you! =)
must be true to your feelings and don't leave regrets again!!
can't wait for ahtoot to be back

and to idiotic jackie tan:
i think you have been dumped too many times, causing to be psychotic. and we are not here to read ur nonsense. if you are so free to write your story, pls go and set up a blog of your own and write! i'm sure there are pple to 'appreciate' ur writings. but surely not us!

go away!

Anonymous said...

omg.. din believe tis thingy would happen on a conservative ger like datoufen.. aniwae, nvm la.. maybe it realli proves that they are no more than veri veri gd frens.. hmm, i think dtf de heart reali with ah toot le.. haha... tt's y she gt totally no feel towards a sporty type guy like yirong.. =)

GAMBETTE!!

Anonymous said...

just curious, if YR doesn't have that hiccup, will things get more 'heated-up'??
Or will DTF being decent & more reserve (i supposed), able to control her emotions?
Anyway, it's just a kiss only mah..

But getting drunk at times do have it's conseqenue..

mk

Anonymous said...

Hi佩芬(:
听了大头芬的世界,我感到非常温馨,也觉得非常舒服。继续加油!(:
其实,我真的真的真的觉得大头芬应该跟Ah Toot在一起。他们始终都是非常要好的朋友,而且我相信Ah Toot还是喜欢大头芬的。非常期待你下一期的大头芬的世界!

Anonymous said...

haizz jackie tan, why u bother to write such a long comment everytime for so many posts?


u shd use the time to woo back ur girlfrd ma.

aiyo!!!!

Anonymous said...

i don't feel that DTF has done anything wrong. The kiss is consent by both of them, and at least they finally know whether they are just friends or having the possibility to be lovers.

jackie, pls seal up your mouth and work on how to go for a serious relationship next round. It is no use to complain in this blog. Girls hate guys complain a lot, not man enough k..

Eunice Ng said...

I'm a fan of yours! JIA YOU DTF!

Unknown said...

i really hope ah toot n dtf together lor...

Anonymous said...

Goodness, DTF sounds more and more slutty. G.R.O.S.S.

Seriously, she appears to be like those pretend to be "shu nu" kind.
Run to men for comfort, e.g. Pretend to be afraid of dark, run to their arms and cry. Pretend to be vulnerable, to be "taken advantage" of.

Oh cut the pretense you slut.